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2009-09-25T01:34:00.000+08:00

will anyone get bored after doing the same things over and over again, days after days?

2009-09-08T01:39:00.002+08:00

HEY HEY HEY!!
i just passed my DRIVING TEST!!!
its a manual car license and i am proud of it!
not that its very hard compared to auto, but juz abit harder.
i actually failed, but thanks to mr nice guy tester let me off the hook by freeing away some of my mistakes & i am freed from getting a 2nd go at it.
its true that driving isnt a very big thing, but the process in learning driving to the moment i get my license is just a fun thing to go through. haha.
the HYPED thing is mainly my TEST day where i am like worrying never before, cant even compare to taking any exams in my life. haha.
the only thing i could do was to sing songs to myself & get as much morale support as possible!

For more information, Please talk to me directly.
not blogging anymore, signing off...
LeaRnSmarTo~

2009-08-19T00:21:00.000+08:00

well, i am happy!
today i drove so comfortable.
juz 1 week to me test date..
lets do a countdown, OH YAY!

2009-08-18T00:54:00.002+08:00

MonsterHunter, Monster-MonsterHunter, you're a MonsterHunter
Oh, MonsterHunter, oh, you're a MonsterHunter baby
You, you-you are, you, you-you are
MonsterHunter, MonsterHunter, MonsterHunter

the above is edited from 'womanizer' by BritneySpears =D
haha i juz being plain random!
i need my fellowship to aid me on my quest of hunting~
may my future bunkmates be MonsterHunters haha.
Cheers~

2009-08-17T01:32:00.000+08:00

theres a campaign giving out free hugs for people on streets and it worked.
what if i am giving out free dates to all my buddies, will anyone date me?
lol juz being randomly random random..
it should be added into juz 1 of those impossible fantasies of mine!

2009-08-11T01:24:00.002+08:00

catching up wif buddies who book out from ns is soooo co00OOLL~~
since i duno much bout army life, i can only listen as much as possible to my buddies.
valuable lessons and stuff, but main thing is to experience it myself!
now i roughly know what are the things to do or not, when do i get back my phone to call frens and family. its really is juz another 2 months b4 its my turn to enlist, unchangeable fact catching up real soon.. hav to b ready by then.

anyone hav tips on how to hav motivation to complete things you want to do?

2009-07-26T23:38:00.000+08:00

1 by 1.... my frens go serve NS..
dun really hav much frens left to go out wif.
wonder what kind of life to expect in army..
shall meet up wif them soon when they book out.
lol at least 1 thing to look forward in army, 'isojoy'
its a dessert that i can get during meals..

2009-07-23T00:57:00.002+08:00

it is fortunate that we dun live in the past..
we know that we cant avoid it, but whats done is done..
still, some may b opened & some may b kept away..
HAVE A GOOD EVENING!

2009-07-20T23:40:00.001+08:00

hey hey!
i learned how to DIY some dishes!
got know to how to prepare & dish out wasabi prawns,
made my own roti prata wif my favourites
& tried making some chocolate goodies~~
not very epic cooking, but tastes great lol.
i would love cooking again! =D

1 month to my practical driving test~~
26 aug for those who duno yet!
Be right back!

2009-07-10T00:09:00.002+08:00

Phew~~ been away for almost 3 weeks..
i actually dun really know wat happened, but i think almost everyday i am goin out wif special someone & found myself something to do!! haha..
i am not tired at all, but on days that i dun hav any stuff on, its time for me to rejuvenate myself.

basically, i have been riding my bicycle, doing more meaningful things, tidy up & reform the looks of my room. lol..
it may b 3 weeks, but its juz so occupied and short..
got to buzz off~~
catch up soon!

2009-06-19T01:52:00.006+08:00

i am proud of myself coz this year i hav been a good boy and had a great birthday.
i am tryin new things, things i never do before.
wana find directions for myself, ask who i really am,
to what extend can my patience last, who i wan to become,
how many inner self do i really have.

right now i am unstable. mood changes lik light switch.
since i am too free, i always think of things that dun matter.
people told me i shouldnt b alone.
so i would lik to find something meaningful to do, stay away from drinking.
rather do sports, workout, games, guitar, drawin, goin out wif fren & cycling.
juggling these few, i think i will b fine ba..
if it still dun work, i shall take alook at my pics.. remember how happy i was =D

infact, i am goin out right now to meet my fren
hav fun.. buy GuitarHeroSmashHits, an extension for my GuitarHeroWorldTour.

2009-06-10T22:56:00.004+08:00

today i rode my bicycle to clementi and come back.
the trip was from 10am to 4.30pm. lol
thats right! it got my ass so hurt right now.
during the trip i took alot of breaks, drinking water and took my time to draw only a river and some personal stuff today.
and i understand the love for my bicycle.

2009-06-09T23:19:00.002+08:00

wats this freakin weather man,
these few weeks my body heat is juz way too awesome.
been bathing in cold water without heater at all.
i know that june is the hottest of the month and thats y i'm so hot. lol.
however, give me a break, make me normal again.

tml i shall go on an adventure on bike to somewhere even i dun know, stop by places wif things that are interesting, i shall spend more time to observe it and draw them down. wonder if i will survive in this freaking weather. shall bring more water out.

i'll blog more for now, hope my frens do come and read and talk to me. i'll hav lots to catch up and share wif everyone. close frens, people that dun really know me, feel free to talk to me. anyway, i will lik to talk to people who really care talkin to me.

2009-06-02T00:59:00.003+08:00

happy 31st month baby!
i love you!

loves,
xue ming

2009-05-03T23:43:00.002+08:00

1st practical lesson feels so excited..
woke up around 730, but body dun feel lik wakin up.
being worn out by swimming 10 laps lol. hands and legs ache.
1 hour lesson so fast end le..
only got to practice how to step accelerator, brake and clutch..
hope i can go at a faster speed. lol. literally faster..
learning driving, money juz flows lik water.
i cant part wif the money i saved up specially for driving..
lol ironic but yea, who wans to b poor.

2009-04-29T23:36:00.002+08:00

today i passed my FinalTheoryTest!!!
my baby passed wif me too.. she clever lo.. all 1st try pass liao..
the past few days or even weeks were all into studyin FTT.
lol i woke up early mornin to go eat breakfast and get ready for test.
kinda depressed when it rained so heavily and i didnt brrng my umbrella.
so hav to buy a new 1 for 8 bucks.
for the test,, i learned not to b over-confident and rechecked my answers.
i did that for lik 3 or 4 times.. 50 questions and i took 30 mins.. lol.
it was for a good cost! i passed with the 1st try!!!
i think this sun i will start to learn practical lessons,
but not too sure bout the details yet..
learning wif together wif baby, feels so good..
30th month coming!!

2009-04-17T00:03:00.002+08:00

back to topic.
the guy that screwed my day the other time.
the more i know him, the more he sounds lik a whore wif foul mouth.
his class is at pit bottom wif may b wat everyone calls swine.
ever met people who are so retarded that they duno how to argue
and keep goes on wif their same rebuttals?
i shall spare the details of confrontation coz i think its abit lame too.
anyway, i won in the battle of wits since he has none by default.
wat matters is gettin the results in the long run and i think i got it.
a post to make myself feel better.

2009-04-02T01:42:00.004+08:00

i had a great day on my 29th month..
however, i didnt feel very good when it was the last few mins of the day.
i actually missed the timing!

*if its war u wan, say it out loud*
if its not urs, dun make it urs.
ur existence to me is lik pain in the arse.
i dun1 to treat u as enemy but u are makin urself 1.
i gave u an alternative and yet u threw it away.
dun think i am a pushover.
i hav my limits.
u wun wan the worst things to happen.
sweet nothings wun make me a fool.
i juz chose not to utter the unpleasant.
thanks if u r readin this.
goodbye coz ur time might juz end soon.
lalalalalalalalalala..........

2009-03-26T01:38:00.002+08:00

the world is such a beautiful place..
shouldnt hate people sia..
of coz there are hateful people around.
juz throw them to some deserted part of ur world..
dun let them make ur life a bad 1.
so much ahead in the future & they are the ones missin out in their small world.

doesnt it feel weird comfortin someone u might dislik in the past?
well once u take a step back, it really isnt so hard to resolve all the bad.
lol i should become a monk..
no hate, everything love.. lol.. damn funny.
RANDOM once again.. weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee......

2009-03-24T01:11:00.003+08:00

sometimes not makin things clear might b a good thing.
if u hav confidence, u dun need to care much bout wat others say.
if u are afraid, perhaps u shouldnt even know
coz u will get a bad shock if things dun go your way.
i do things wif a clear conscience and therefore i can sleep sound.

hope all guilty people think of guilty things and cant sleep.

2009-03-24T00:49:00.002+08:00

i didnt really bothered bout my results..
thought graduating is enuf le. however, the moment i saw it, i was fed up.

oh well.. cant help it when u hav a bias lecturer.
its lik i am ok wif my lecturer givin his top favourites top scores and wat not.
but i dun think i deserve to b around the last few..
whats hurtin is to hear from someone, who is not better than me, say my portfolio is soso. another said he should get higher marks when he never do anything.
soon after ranting at the lecturer, the clearer it gets..
he juz sums up wif 'ur work is not good'..

so wat exactly is ur 'good'? is it justice?
and i can see how narrow minded these people (many of my lecturers) are.
only being limited by their so called criteria which is bullshit & wastin time.
if only they could scrap away all their rubbish criteria and let us do our project.
it might b even more efficient.

after emo-ing for quite a while,i should get back on my feet.
being optimistic is the way to nirvana.

oh well i should hav known that these kinda things happen since its not the first time it happen. remembered what happened these few years..
i heard that when a person is unlucky, it might b years too.
so my good luck should b coming?
if there is any help from anywhere, wish me luck and i mean good luck.

somehow i feel that my journey of life has juz begun
after seeing so much unhappy things in life.
now the real challenge is juz bout to start wif NationalService.
after that is full-charge into my career.
if by any chance, i will b my own boss! *along wif frens if possible*

i lik being Random

2009-03-19T01:02:00.002+08:00

FUCK YOU!!
dun mess wif me..
i never disturb u, u dun disturb me.
rite now i wana sleep.
dun make it look ugly.
*not dear*

2009-03-05T00:04:00.002+08:00

my nat is 19 as of today!
wish her a happy happy birthday & enjoy the last year of being a teen.
may everything b as she wish too.
love her very much.
muackz!

2009-03-01T23:51:00.002+08:00

today is the 28th month together.
was shoppin by myself while waitin for nat.

went to sony shop & saw sf4, so i started playin.
i thought the difficulty was too easy thats y i changed to hardest to try it out. b4 i can test the hardest mode, a small boy asked me if he could play. "be my guest" he didnt surprised me & lost terribly.

so after that i went over to M1 to check out 5800. it was good enuf for a touch phone since i didnt hav much problem typing out a long message. to me, it was kinda retard proof. (may b i think i'm a retard. lol)

*juz carin for the economy*
recently keep see shop closin down. kinda emo cuz the whole world de economy not good.
however, shops that i lik plz dun close down. or i will hav a hard time findin other outlets. lol. (this is a personal point)

Yours Sincerely,
MoneyNotEnuf

2009-02-26T23:05:00.002+08:00

wonder how to judge if a lecturer is good?
if its based on how many email 1 lecturer can send in a day,
i think my teacher should b 1 of the nominees.. lol..
without further a due, lets hav some evidence..
out my 465 emails, i bet more than half is from him..
and that doesnt include previous emails that i have deleted.
if u wan more productivity, please do more tutorials or wat not.
spammin emails is definitely not the way to do it.

i know he misses us (year 3 students) coz we are graduatin.
but i dun think he should make us stay back more to see us..
lol enjoy watever time thats left!

2009-02-25T23:52:00.002+08:00

hmm bloggin is no longer a burden for me..
i shall only blog when i feel lik it and if theres a need.
short is good.

anyway i passed my BasicTheoryTest.
goin for PDL and learn drivin soon i hope.

graduate le, but needa find work le.
only with money, items in my wishlist will b granted.

grad show clashes wif IT show which means IT geeks will flood my grad show since its lik juz 1 street away for the IT show venue. so crappy.
on top of it, i cant go IT show to shop.. damn..

2009-02-12T23:40:00.002+08:00

first thing first, i hate ozzy cheesy meatball!
coz it nearly made my happy day into a bad 1.
on top of that, it doesnt taste that good.
wun ever buy it again!
however, sometimes u can find happiness in sorrows.
i think that this incident made me realise that u are so nice to me.
that is y i will do anything to make u happy once again.
only when i see ur smiles, i can truly smile.
not that i will like more of these incidents to happen.

valentine's day coming~~
surprise is on the way too.

btw, my collection for ps3 games has increased to 4 lol.
GuitarHeroWorldTour, Ratchet&Clank, Uncharted & Street Fighter 4! these gamms are the genre i lik. lol.
i dun mind havin more of such gifts & presents. all are welcome!

2009-01-28T23:36:00.003+08:00

my bad. paiseh.
i did tried hintin u bout me startin to blog again by showin u my blog on my phone when u didnt wear ur contact lens.
intention was to let u find out urself.
lol but it was rather a surprisin moment & kinda went bad.
should hav given u more hints.

no doubt u are at the top of the world.
neverendingstory. loves~

2009-01-20T23:37:00.002+08:00

WOOOOTS~
got 2 things to annouce.
1. i got ps3 & guitar hero world tour which totals up to roughly around 900 moolahs.
2. got silver for napfa test. well by wat means, i dun think i wana tell the whole world. lol. however, its funny. nice.

2009-01-13T22:25:00.003+08:00

cut my hair and went for napfa test today to let off some steam. lol failed my 2.4 but was kinda happy. i expected it to happen since i never run since god knows when. main thing was that my dumb bells training paid off. without straining, 6 pull ups already. woots. sounds good to me. anyway the training is not goin to stop. i plan to continue wif it.

1 slight reminder: never miss ur lunch when u go for npafa test.
i was so hungry after i run. lol.

Cheers!

2009-01-12T23:01:00.002+08:00

hey wats wrong wif me?
I'm losin my mojo.
Well anyway failed my 1st basic theory test. Didnt really hav a nice day and dun feel lik talking. Tired and Wana sleep now. Nightz.

2009-01-11T00:29:00.002+08:00

well i am more or less a technology geek rite?
i juz found out something great from creative.
Zii, stemcell computing.
i personally believe the theory of it is good.
well let me explain. basically its will be a new way of makin computer hardwares.
i dun really know how to explain it, but readers thats interested can go www.zii.com to find out more infomation.

conclusion: stemcell computing sounds promisin. hope it becomes our future and not just something that is built behind dreams

2009-01-11T00:23:00.002+08:00

roughly bout a month ago, i bought dumbbells which weighs 20kg in total.
the journey home wif it was a total mess. the weights juz get heavier as i go.
the moment i reached home, my arms were almost screwed. lol.
all this while i hav been trainin regularly to prepare for napfa.
however, my aim is to become more muscular. lol.
will that in turn make me even skinner? shall see results in awhile.

2009-01-08T00:21:00.002+08:00

800 days already?
its still under a thousand which makes it still short.
marchin towards a thousand days~~~

anyway, when theres a crisis, there will b a chance for evolution.
i come to know something when i've been slowly pushed to the edge.
theres still so much more for me to find out and experience.
time is precious, so lets not waste it.

on alcohol consumption,
i would lik to try more drinkin sessions. its fun.
motto: drink till drunk

2009-01-02T01:30:00.002+08:00

this year, i started wif a bang.
hope it washes off all bad luck as people say
felt kinda bad bout the incident, next time get some other stuff that wun break.

2008-12-31T00:45:00.002+08:00

goat milk is nice
lik cow milk juz that its more bland.
lol its still milk. dun need fear.

2008-12-31T00:40:00.001+08:00

u spin me round round baby round round~~
so now i am so dizzy. -.-''' lol.

tml goin to drink hard liqour.
its lik a once in a year thing for me.

2008-12-28T02:31:00.002+08:00

a gift for my special someone..
its a nice time piece that i love at first sight, its better than any other (brand or without).

Xmas turned out well as the gifts were great.
lots of nice food that i like.

on top of that, i found these few days pretty satisfying.
i love living my life like this.
lol. i might not know wat i'm talkin myself.
anyway, every single day is a gain.

2008-12-23T01:31:00.002+08:00

understandin the theory is not enuf, i need time for practical too.

it is not written in stone yet and i got no time to waste.
i know it might flip anytime, but i will still work on it.
thy give me strength and i hope thy will b there for me throughout.

i would lik to see somethin in thy too.
it takes 2 hands to clap, care & concern.
thy can b busy, but dun neglect me.

2008-12-21T00:41:00.002+08:00

time is ticking every moment,
treasure every second as no one knows wats comin.

theres no need to peek into the future as wats important is now.
live life to the fullest.

2008-12-19T23:44:00.002+08:00

i'm back after a long time.
this time i'm gona change my way of expression.

overlooked the past & its somehow overwhelming at start.
now i get back my guts to face the wall again.
this time to get up on my feet as a brave soldier.
remember who i once were.
tryin to look at it positively.
be on my destiny, a man.

2007-11-05T23:47:00.000+08:00

Hey hey get cha head in to readin this!!

hmm i think i missed out a bit of things..

after such a long time, its pretty common i think.. lol..

anyway, i forgot to say bout the speaker i bought rite?

did i mention it anywhere?? who cares?? juz say it again..

thus, a pic of my current workstation..

the speakers is quite good since it is the first speaker set that i really bought.

it comes wif a subwoofer too. so its cool.. actually i intended to buy better 1, but i miz the queue for the warehouse sale as other no life people beat me to the offer. so in the end, i got this instead at a budget price.

the com is cool wif vista but kinda laggy even wif 1gb ram.. so for readers out there, either sacrifice ur looks of Vista and continue using a xp to get greater speed OR u can use Vista and hav patience wif the abit laggy com.. lol..

my LCD widescreen is cool on its own, but at times it can b too shiny off the surface due to some light source from the sun..

Just last thurs, 1 Nov 07 my relationship turned 1 year..

hmm actually i was kinda stumped bout wat to do for THE day.. ideas flowed into my mind at the very LAST minute lik a snap of the finger.. WEEEEEEE.. in the end, i found myself doin juz the rite thing at the rite time.. basically, we didnt spend much for the whole thing, yet we get to enjoy sweet moments of our 1 year path down the road.

it started off sweetly for me, a gentleman, to wait for my dear, Natalie, to finish her lessons and fetch her rite away. we were abit over-dressed for the events, but i think thats how i attracted her.. lol.. first thing up is an event of how we get to closen up our distance for first date and its POOL~! hmm we didnt play pool exactly on the day 1 year b4, but thats wat we do on our official 1st date.. secondly, we went to our secret spot near the pool place & we took pics at that exact same spot again.. how memorable it was.. hmm it was time for dinner & cute Natalie still cant guess where i goin bring her.. we went to eat at MOS burger bcuz it was the place we were at exactly 1 year ago.. hmm but being overdressed in a fast food restaurant is too weird lol.. all my classmates were askin me y wear so nice then go where eat.. i hestitated abit bout how i should say it.. lol imagine MOS-BURGER for 1 year anniversary.. sounds kinda corny ba.. lol.. anyway, this time i bought a bouquet of flowers specially for her since she has been always askin me where is her flowers whenever she sees other people gettin flowers. there u hav it.. the next thing u know is see gal go hua chi.. lol.. the look on her face was lik PRICELESS.. lol..

had a stroll home after dinner..

then saw her family straight in the face when i entered the door.. her dad straight away tell me to help me wif com stuff.. lol felt kinda honored that finally my professional help can b put to use to her dad.. wahaha.. was messin wif the com to get the thing workin, so i can answer to her dad.. lol.. hmm it was kinda late & we were plannin our ingenious plan.. PLAN SH (Stay Here).. dear wan me say i forget bring my keys, so can stay at her house.. lol.. but it is totally cheesy lo.. so didnt even try.. then i suggest bring out all the games and make her sis play wif me.. didnt really work bcuz she wana play com.. then we ask her sis if wan me stay or not.. if wan then ask her ma, then she went to ask.. weeeeeeeee.. of coz i can stay.. lol.. so 1st year we get to b side by side wif each other throughout the night.. so nice.. anyway, i lend her sis my psp and she got hooked to it.. dun even need find me play game wif her.. felt so relax.. lol..

thats for the 1st year anniversary folks..

thanks for being such a patient reader..

2007-10-28T23:37:00.000+08:00

well, i'm back to juz update for a short 1.
things that happened since april till now,
i dun think u all wana read a 11-pages long essay ba..
to summarize, my life has greatly changed in areas of relationship, technology & academy issues..

in terms of relationship,
there was a great down turn in June bcuz of my selfishness & stupidity..
i guessed some parts of me still lingers in the past at that time..
it was juz bcuz of some unfinished business that i hav to settle..
it really caused me & dear alot for this & nearly thought of breakin up..
i always hav reasons to cover up my ass & that isnt good..
i should give in to watever dear wans..
to b true to myself,
i wasnt observant enuf or i would hav stopped all these in the beginning..
anyway since things already happened,
i dragged it down to the minimum as it could b..
now i can say i am freed from the past..
i clearly understood that its totally past..
i should juz continue wif my life..
for this grave mistake i made, i really couldnt think of anything to repay my dear..
my heart wrinkles whenever i thought of this..

soon after, i got more observant.. lol..
think of it as mistakes to help me find the more perfect me..
as for now, i will tend to think more for people around me..
the one who benefits most will be without a doubt, my dear..
bcuz i spend moz of my time wif her..
these few months after the great catastrophe,
things has slowly smoothen out & our days returned to the sweet days..
yeps, 'we can return to the days our love was strong'
for the 1st year anniversary, i will make it so memorable for the both of us..

as of my technology side of my life,
i got a new COM, HP & PSP~!!!
as for HP side, it wasnt such a happy thing..
firstly, the remote control spoilt & i went back to change..
few more days down the road, something happened to my phone..
i went back & fore woodlands & westmall,
juz bcuz my phone had some problems..
for psp, i was really in a struggle if i should it or not..
it obviously costs alot & i am not very sure wat games i wana play either..
anyway i bought it & i think it wasnt such a bad choice.. lol..
juz that its takin quite abit of my life away..
*i duno if i got say this b4*
i will do a picture blog soon bcuz the last time i did it, it hanged on me..

as for academy issues,
i juz got shocked when i return to school for lik 2 days..
i got a group project & the grouping was decided last sem when i was not informed..
i got kinda pissed wif it bcuz those good 1s all stayed together..
well who i'm grouped wif is quite sensitive and i shouldnt talk bout it..
anyway, i am the director of the gang..
people may think wat the director does..
to me, he is lik an invisible force that keeps a group workin..
in my case, i hav put in lots of work more than other groups to simply get my group workin.. for the beginnin, it was quite alright.. when it comes to givin them work, they cant get to the workin spirit.. priorities placed on wrong stuff.. i juz hope everything works out fine.. for these few days, i am kinda demoralised bcuz of seein my group performance.. its nowhere near any other groups & my group is still crusin mood.. i promised i'm gona push them harder for my grades..

2007-06-30T01:22:00.001+08:00

i said i'll blog,but kinda forget alot of stuff le..try to blog a short 1..so it may b quite dull..

1 march, its happy 4th month..i really saved quite alot over the few months.. after being wif dear, i'm still quite rich bcuz of i kinda didnt go so much so personal stuffs ba.. haha.. i dun even remember when i bought myself stuffs.. haha..we discussed where to spend this day together..first, the snow city..i checked out the price of the place, but didnt understand it at all.. there wasnt a need la, bcuz i think the price is not we 2 can afford.. haha...then ice-skatin came in mind.. we couldnt really get 4 people go together so there wun b a unlimited timin in the skating ring.. so decided to go kbox..planned to drink barcadi since dear always say she wan barcadi.. we cant find it & bought something else..kbox and got dear as a member.. hmm first time going kbox wif juz 2 ba.. its still fun..after that we saw people playin ice hockey match..wana eat maple syrup waffle but it wasnt open..dinner & drank wat we bought in the afternoon..

5 march, its birthday of my dear..i wana look good on her birthday but hair was quite messy.. so i told my mum to help me trim away uneven parts of my fringe & it ended up me lookin as a toot.. i wasnt really happy bout it, but juz hav to bear wif it lo..it started off wif lunch wif sheena & denise.. sheena came soon after we reach & we ate nydc at heeren..the dish names were interestin, but dun really make a link i think.. we got order a drink call love potion and i think its quite sweet.. haha..the rest of the afternoon was spent at cineleisure watchin R.V in a room we rent..then changed to 'fun wif dick & jane' bcuz the disc was spoiled..we took neoprints & its alot..its gona b my time wif dear..bought famous amous cookie.. haa..made our way to vivo..although we went there a few times le, but this time its gona b different..i brought her to the place i wana go.. juz to confirm the place, i was lookin at the directory to confirm how to go.. then the place was rite infront of me all this while..its build a bear workshop..i'm makin a bear for dear which represents me..on makin, we warmed the heart of the bear & made a wish.. really wan the wish to come true.. the bear was named after me.. wahaha..of coz there is another for me, but its out of stock & i hav to wait..am i abled to surprise dear?? haha..that is pretty easy to tell as i hav to see wat is the look on my dear..her face is lik 'fly me to the moon'.. lol..we ate her favourite BurgerKing..continued eatin cookies when we're on our way home.. haha..after that still got a small cake for her..seems lik we eat alot.. li hai ba..thats all for the spectacular day..

coming up, a day that made us grew..

IT Show 9-11, i was practically there for the whole 3 days..first day, alvin, dear & me went..started off walkin in together..slowly i got distracted by wat attracts me which is the different offers there is..i'm buyin a com for myself..when there is so many people we do get separated ba.. teo was walking fast infront & dear was behind.. so i was in the middle..hmm constantly lookin out my stuff, i think i neglected dear & she got quite pissed..however, i was thinkin that i came bcuz i wanted to check out my stuff..we went for a drink instead..she was quiet & moodless ba.. watever i say she also never reply.. juz said nothin..we left and she was copyin me walkin infront..was talkin wif teo & followin her.. suddenly she's gone & i got a feel she went to the toilet.. asked teo go somewhere else juz to confirm.. she came out & i wanted to talk to her.. she juz kept walkin regardless how i pulled her.. finally got her to the railing..theres a catch.. i duno if she is angry or heartpain.. but i got a feel its both.. no matter wat, she juz wouldnt talk to me..finally opened up & her heart pain was so great that she dun even know wat happened to her.. it pains me to see her lik that & she doesnt even know it.. after that she got better & we talked it out..went back to it show juz a little while to ask bout more infomation..met up wif parents & ate at bukit timah market.. ate stingray.. nicey..actually i think this made us grow bcuz its the first upset ba..

sec day, i went my aunt house to talk to her bout which com better & she said she trusts my judgement..yeah~!~! but my mum was lik naggin & nagging..we went to the IT show again to let her see the com and buy lo..then got so many people and she said next day then i buy for her & myself lo..

3rd day, went there again..actually can buy straight away, but my mum wana take a look around to see if my judgement is rite.. compare the prices..finally i bought my com at 2k ba..the hp pocket media drive at 150..bought wireless lan & microSD wif 70..haiz so much money gone..the bad thing was that i need to wait for my com to b delivered bcuz they dun hav stock there.. they say earliest need wait 3-4 days for their call..

for next 1 week, i was waitin for their call almoz everyday, but never call.. so sian..so end up is me callin them lo..they say the stock will only come at april..diao.. my spirit was crushed..need wait so long b4 i can get my hands on MY com and play.. soooo lookin forward to it..

next few weeks, i was helpin out in school wif camp stuff..then trainin camp for GL & i was down in school so many days.. miz dear bcuz separated alot of days.. thats not a good thing..quite a few sleepless nights..then pei dear go look for laptop lo..i dun really hav a preference for laptop,but i dun lik acer ba.. lol..my first com was acer & it blew up rite in my face.. hahaha..then dear need register for camp..she went for 2 camps.. juz so the camp dates were not so in favour bcuz when she finish 1st camp, i going my camp.. then when i finish my camp, her 2nd camp starts..anyway i decided to fetch her when she finish 1st camp ba.. help her take stuff so she wun feel its heavy.. b her nan yong..when the camps were nearer, juz 1 week b4 we had enrolment & there goes my free time.. alot of preparation work to do ba..there goes my meetin time wif dear again..

preparation camp on 30 & 31 march, practically it is to try out the real camp ba..i remembered there was once we slept outside the clubroom instead of the rockclimbin area bcuz there got aircon.. around morning, we cant tahan & went to rockclimbin area to sleep.. haha left mama back there bcuz dun1 wake him up.. went nightwalk a few times.. played caterpillar & blind leadership.. so many games that are fun but so pain.. lol..through this camp, i found out i do not hav enuf time for club bcuz i needa meet my gal.. seriously if u ask me again, i dun1 to b in the organisin commitee anymore.. i will only b helper at moz.. left the camp at night bcuz i needa go shao mu the next morning & its anniversary again..

2007-06-30T01:21:00.000+08:00

HOLY CRAP..i miz the chance to at least blog in feb..actually i'm aware of that la..its juz that i didnt hav the hwelling to blog bcuz of post CNY mood blues.. hahaha..hmm back to topic..this time i cant really afford talking too much bcuz theres so much to talk & if i really do, u readers will hav to get to the nearest spectacle shop to get it fixed as u will get myopia even if u dun hav it.. lol..

as i recall,

1 feb, its our 3rd month together le..hmm cant think of anywhere to go & dear is workin.. so i thought of celebratin cheyenne's birthday & 3rd together.. lol..anyway, i had a meetin bout camp that mornin.. then until around lunch lik that..so i went straight over to bpp to wait until 5 for dear to finish work..hmm met HanWei, JianQin, JinHon & KuiYang at BP interchange..they were interogatin me.. ask me y so early go.. then i goin to buy comics and read then they wanted to accompany me to see if i said the truth..anyway, they let me off & did their own stuffs.. me? i really went to buy comics & read wat.. read 2 books sia.. 10 bucks gone.. saw my polyclassmates workin at exhibition & chat wif them lo..soon time flies wif the professional help from the wonderful comics.. haha..dear came & ate abit stuff lo..people gathered at LGS & started eatin..starbucks-ed after that to chat..me bought cake & some chocolate drink to somehow celebrate 3rd month ba..however, i dun think she knows.. haha..guess thats it..

before valentine..i was tryin to b sweet & tryin to draw some pic out of inspiration lo..hmm i drew & its not ready to b posted yet.. anyway, i'll b havin a private blog & it will b for my NATALIE.. its been there for a long time but i juz duno how to decorate it bcuz i wan it to b designed by none other than myself.. lol..hmm muz also blame it on my laziness la..

12 feb, i found out nat had to work..i'm lik totally at a lost.. mood drop lik stock market lo & its at critical rates..its my first valentine i'm spendin..its the first gal & first gf i'm spendin it wif lo.. so looking forward to it..however, i didnt give up.. i wan to make it special no matter wat wif the time given..

13 feb, i decided to fetch dear after work & countdown wif her.. i duno if anyone does that, but i did it la..thought of surprisin her when she go home then i tell her that i'm juz downstairs waitin for her.. hahaha..she is the type that go home le cant come out late in the night.. so that plan fails juz lik that without even tryin.. haha..btw, i gave dear AfterEight chocolate as valentine present bcuz she love it & she very long never eat le lo..

14 feb, valentine, dear came my house early in the mornin so we could spend as much time as possible together lo.. know its kinda borin, but at least it made valentine memorable ba.. haha.. hmm out of the blue she asked me bout pei-ing her to work.. i knew theres something goin on straight away.. anyway, i already planned to pei her mah.. her dumb way of askin makes her so cute.. haha..hmm it seems that she made me buy her some food when she is not so hungry.. so i know she wans to shoo me away from her to buy or get something.. called me & tell me to meet at toilet there bcuz she need to change..she came & threw her jacket into me lo & said my valentine gift inside..haha then i cant open bcuz my hands occupied by the food..she came out & asked me y dun1 open see..then she realised lo..anyway, its a bear wif a rose..hmm sorry i didnt buy u a rose..bcuz we saw alot people buy rose & she keep say people got flower leh.. haha..people were looking at me when i go home la.. muz b thinkin that i buy that for my crush or gf.. infact its the other way round.. haha so weird.. thanks again for the bear.. hmm i thought the flower wun drink all the water from the container so i left it lo..

15 feb, i had a nightwalk thing in school to check the route of nightwalk..after hearin so many stories, i'm kinda scared la.. so i dun really wish to walk alone, but if they wan jiu bo bian lo..reached by 10 but they say start at 12.. haha dotz.. then y go so early..walked the route as a group & i was always at the back.. its not a good sign u know??anyway, theres a secound round where we walk 2 by 2.. it wasnt scary le la..bcuz my partner was sylvester..he brought oreo wif him & we were eatin & eatin.. great bravery boost wif oreo..anyway, back to clubhouse jiu discuss where muz station fake ghost, wat theme & things to use lo.. it ended around 4 or 5am..after that we were hearin PengYu crappin the whole time.. he told us no to sleep, laugh & watever.. plz do not let a person who ate panadol to drink coke.. it makes them high lik on drugs..anyway, tong until morning lik 7am playin solitaire then i rush home le..hmm i'm totally out of batt lol..bath le jiu sleep le.. haha..

17 feb reunion dinner, its my last minute touch up of spring cleaning.. haha.. fixin my cupboard..by the time my aunt de family reach i haven even bath.. haha.. so malu..we ate all together it was cool..yet i dun feel any CNY mood leh.. haha..anyway, after dinner my cousins gave the hint that they wan to play com, so i let them lo.. i hav my ps2 to play so its ok..i was playin RogueGalaxy those few days straight without goin online bcuz the net suxs wif singnet keep makin me DC.. haha..i only know i slept at duno 4am ar bcuz theres something call ShouShui then everyone in my family sleep le.. actually say nice is ShouShui la, but i was playin ps2 & watchin anime.. haha..watchin Bokura Ga Ita.. cool romance anime which i lik very much..it gives u the bait & keep hook u to watch another episode.. when i sleep, i keep think when is the next opportunity to watch the anime again..it teaches quite alot of relationship stuffs & i think i can learn from it..

18 feb, CNY, hmm was dead tired la.. but still hav to wake up around 9 or wat.. cant remember..went to GuanYingMiao to baibai..there alot people lo.. everyone win 4D..then off to uncle's house to bainian..we had chinese chess competition & apparently my big cousin wins.. haha..lik that, we finished bai nian le ba..went back to my house to eat & play games..

19 feb, waited for my aunt & uncle de family the whole day to eat dinner lo.. theres abit changes bcuz i didnt play after dinner.. i went my aunt house to bai nian.. haha..

20 feb, dear came my house to bai nian lo..she wore dress & put make up juz to bai nian.. admire her enthu..she's so pretty.. melts my heart.. haha..btw my bro de gf also came my house to bai nian & my bro only informed my mum bout her comin on that day itself.. i feel that is so irresponsible la.. anyway, he's irresponsible in the first place.. so i guess its juz the way it is..

21 feb, bai nian at Delia house wif teo & dear..theres alot of 4/5 people when we there..suddenly feel so outcast sia.. haha..hmm actually did nothing there la.. juz collected my vcd that bel borrowed, ate abit stuffs & started playin blackjack..haha its a partnership between teo & me, so we didnt lose much.. juz that we didnt win any.. hahaha..soon time to go denise to bai nian lo..we waited for denise to come down to fetch us bcuz the door will only open if u hav resident card.. we tried to lure 1 boy boy inside the condo so that the sensor will open the door for us.. haha.. it failed..eventually some kido came & it opened..we went up & denise was there haha..there were so many relatives in denise house.. too cramp sia.. haha..faster rush into her room to hide.. haha..played uno then more fellows came..played monopoly & started eatin rocher to get the wrappin paper to make rose..i juz cant make 1 nice rose.. so sian..soon the fellows went back & we started playin blackjack.. can say my luck got better ba.. as 1 person get 3 rounds to b banker then change to next person, i won quite abit la.. so they insist that i b banker & wan win away my winnings..my stash was droppin at a fast rate since..however when i left wif 5 lik that then i got double ace.. so i got back wat i lost..phew.. then they wan to change banker le..denise's dad drove us home.. thanks alot..

23 feb, my club havin bondin session for the helpers & commitees at east coast park..so i went wif dear.. the number of people wasnt really wat we expected..anyway, we did nothin much except eatin & talkin.. dun feel anything special..i went to spent time alone wif my dear..lookin at the sea is quite good..then i tried to rollerskate & 1 of my skates de strap broke.. sian..soon it rained.. shelter in the pavillion..got a talk from PengYu, our president..sang camp songs to prepare for camp..then dear lik to stand on high grounds to chat on phone.. she keep stand on table to make calls.. may b that improves reception ba lol.. so i pei her stand up there & look at the world wif a total new view..saw 1 ang mo & 1 chinese guy walkin the dog on beach.. they let it run wild without leash lo.. lol startin abit shocked la..found out that its juz a cute harmless dog.. very cute de.. it is juz runnin away from the owners then run back to find them.. sometimes will stop suddenly to sit.. haha it needs rest ba.. may b thinkin that its juz wastin energy playin wif us lame humans.. hahaha..me & dear changed & left in my dad's company de van.. there was a bump on the road & things tumbled juz lik wat happened in a washin machine.. well thats 1 wicked bump there..ate fried kuay tiao at clementi bcuz the stall that my ma wana eat didnt open..head home & dear was sayin my dad drove the long way round to her house.. haha..think my dad is 1 good courtesy driver ba..

forgot wat i did on 24, 25 feb lol..afterall, its been a long time already..26 feb, dear had sand outing but wat am i doing?? i've no idea..

27 or 28 feb i went dear de house to play ba..however, i dun remember how i got there in the first place.. think may b we went somewhere?? haha..anyway, we played hero's if never remember wrong.. then try to help fix her com bcuz speaker lik no sound..hmmm ate at her house, then after that her mum jiu gave me ANG BAO!! at that time i really forgot its still CNY leh.. so paiseh la.. didnt even wish her happy CNY or bring gan.. ayo tio minus point from future mother-in-law liao.. lol..hmm btw the ang bao quite big.. 22 bucks.. think is bcuz my ma gave dear 24 ba.. so she give me so much.. thanks alot..went home after that lo..

think i was decidin where to bring dear for our 4th month together & bout her birthday present and stuffs.. decision was that 4th month will b a small celebration & her birthday will b a big celebration.. that really made me spend alot of money.. sobs for my wallet.. lol.. but worth it la..

sorry can only blog until now..i dun1 to make people wait until i blog finish the whole thing which will b a very very long essay & it will b a long way b4 i finished it..in addition, this is to keep my loyal readers in more suspense.. lol..bcuz the comin month will b a WOW month that me myself is being WOW-ed..remind to catch me back here at learnsmarto.blogspot.com in the next coming week.. i hope.. lol..

2007-01-31T23:06:00.001+08:00

i'm back after havin quite a hell lot of fun..
hahaha.. come to think of it,
accumulate 1 month plus of stuffs le..
its true that my blog bout my daily stuffs la..
however last time got diff theme at diff times..
e.g i hav movie reviews & philosopher section..
however, stay cool bcuz i think i juz forgot quite alot of stuffs.. so it should b fine..

25 dec, mon
its CHRISTMAS!!!
i FINALLY got a DATE & she's my GAL!!!
hmm the only down thing was that it starts around the evenin lik that.. lol.. i was lik spendin my day screwin wif my com..
my parents: y haven go out???
me: i prepare early la..
*its a big day, so i muz prepare early rite??*
30 mins later
my parents: y haven go out???
me: er u duno 1 la..
finally go out le..
we were lik duno where to go la..
then when i met her in the mrt station..
i straight away say go vivo city.. haha..
actually i asked quite a few people for opinions la, but still think vivo better?? haha.. bcuz i quite familar wif that place & i wan to go to sky garden bcuz i haven go there..
we went to find her npcc de sir who is workin there lo..
sir: AAAAaaaaaaaaaaaaa
he sure aa alot when seein people..
after that went sky garden le lo..
the night scenary not bad sia.. can see sentosa, cablecar juz beside then got prema tower.. if lucky still can see stars sia.. lol..
there also got free swimmin pool ba.. saw quite alot of people swimmin, but not sure if u can bath there?? lol..
went around findin a place to eat our dinner.. thought of abit classy but cost quite ok de, but cant find?? then ate LongJohnSilver lo.. haha.. quite impressive too bcuz we 2 ate a total of $16.. fish combo, chicken combo, fish finger, choco pie.. haha.. after that, we really very very full.. wahahaha..
interestin shop is the pet shop.. the dogs real cute.. gona get a pet next time?? saw someone buy a small doggy lo.. wah so envy..
sky garden again.. this time take pics lo..
wan to hav cablecar in the pics, but take le see the cablecar become lik fireflys.. hahaha.. rest awhile & headed home lo..
who says christmas muz hav turkey de?? haha.. i duno wat it taste lik.. anyway, i'm satisfied wif my small turkey, the CHICKEN..
this is call 'bo turkey, chicken ma ho'
'no turkey, chicken also not bad'

26 dec, tues
cant everyday go out spend money rite??
so dear came my house to watch movie..
weddin crashers??
this movie is kinda very western de..
their jokes hoh i dun really understand..
then they talk very fast in this show.. hahaa..
at the end of day, lost track of the main agenda of the day.. haha nearly even no time to say..

on THIS very day of 2005, my xiuyi jie had her relationship ba.. her story kinda leave a great impact on me & i wanted to b the same as her.. not bcuz of i wan to b on the same day as her, but its for the experience.. journey of findin my Gal starts ever since then.. bcuz of the new environment i'm gona get exposed to, i think it would change my luck.. my age is same as date of my birthday & i hope it means something?? plus think that the snake relationship luck is quite good.. wif all these good signs, i continued to wish that i find myself a gf by the end of 26 dec 2006..

i admit i am too fast in actions which causes things to fail ba.. sometimes too persistent??
anyway, i learnt quite alot this year too..
things didnt really go well la.. bcuz i didnt go around findin gals.. juz meet gals wif help of fate ba.. when i was bout to give up my dream or wish, SHE appeared.. when i really didnt feel lik entertainin any gals.. bcuz normally i feel that not juz gals, everyone is online yet they dun really talk to u.. however, SHE showed care & concern.. i decided to ask her out on my very last day of wish where i will ask her for her hand if things went well till then.. yet i cant bear keepin the secret.. yeap i hinted her & we got together.. it wasnt lik a very very happy atmosphere bcuz of all the tears, but its a feelin that u wan to laugh & yet ur face is cramp bcuz of the tears earlier on..

I LOVE NATALIE!!! I REALLY DO!!!
u're really very important in my life..
since small i believe in happily ever after..
story books only show the happy side..
however, i wana b wif u through all hardships..
sometimes, i do anyhow think..
juz that i dun tell u only..
occasionally, i do hav dreams of u to remind me how important u are in my life..

*press fast forward button*

30 dec, sat
watched Deathnote 2 wif HanWei, YanZhi, JianQin, JinDa, KeeHan & dear..
main thing is watch wif dear la..
bcuz our first date was watchin Deathnote 1..
so i wana watch 2 wif her..
hmm not really a crazy fan of deathnote, but juz a normal fan la.. personal rated: worth watchin..
when we came out, we saw other 4/6 classmates..
ChinYang, Cheyenne, SweeSiang, GuangZheng, SiMin, PerJun.. i was kinda shy sia..
duno wat to do.. then they tell me go pei dear..
hmm after that was supposed to find HanWei's sis de birthday present de, but i sent dear home lo..

31 dec, sun
juz went HanWei house at 4 or 5 ba..
then wait for him to bath lo..
found out HanWei, JianQin & JinDa played whole night of LAN mahjong.. haha..
then when HanWei came out, he was swearing at the wound he had while shaving his moustache..
its damn funny.. haha.. now think of it, i'm really scared of shavin.. AAAHHH!!!
on the way to lot1 to buy some food, HanWei was holding his tissue & pressin on the wound..
it was lik japanese soldier with white moustache.. cute.. lol..
then joke bout how many nuggets he wanted..
HanWei:u go buy 3 nuggets..
me: 3 box 20 pieces nuggets ar??
HanWei: then 3 box of 6 pieces nuggets meh??
think i didnt use my common sense over there..
reached Angel(HanWei sis) de house..
her family members were all there & i didnt know them lo.. went to hide in a room..
there were so many small toy displays..
if all add up, i duno can b how many hundreds or thousands ba.. Rayson(angel's husband) sure chases things of his passion.. keep it up..
& there was a spoilt lava lamp where they said it wun light up after u switched it on for a few hours.. haha.. its lik damn boring when u need to switch on 2 or 3 hours b4 juz to look at its bubbles floatin around.. i will wan a good workin lava lamp next time.. hahaa..
ate dinner lo.. then hide in room again..
waitin patiently for people to play mahjong..
first time i'm gona play mahjong thats gona play money de.. i was so tense bout it.. shiverin while stackin tiles.. so embarrassed.. haha..
but in the first round, i'm the banker & i diao zheng wif 1 tai.. after that, i diao wif 1 tai again.. was named 'YiTaiDaXia', the '1TaiHero'..
ever since then, i didnt win le..
my drawer was gona empty..
then hoh i was askin rayson for help..
*conversation in chinese translated to english*
me: help me
*hand raisin up lik askin teacher for help*
rayson: u sounded so dead, even i dun feel lik helpin u la.. lol..
lucky suddenly got people need leave le then they wana cut cake.. haha.. i got saved for the moment.. i ate alot & act gong bout gona continue wif the mahjong.. soon HanWei's mum went in to play for me.. haha then suddenly alot people come out from the room.. bcuz all the bigshots of mahjong went to replace people playin..
THANK YOU!!! or else my pocket's gona bleed..
suppose to meet alvin for countdown but cancell..
end up continue to celebrate in the house lo..
hmm startin wif a card game then loser drink a sip of abitofliquor+ribena.. its nice..
soon it raises stake to half a cup & then i started drinkin.. so nice.. hahaha..
soon a bottle is empty le..
stronger liquor comin up..
played wif guessfist game..
started to get red face le..
then they made me stop and drink tea lo..
Edwin(HanWei's bro) got alittle high le..
soon i went back to play..
stake raises again.. half cup+1 item of food..
then got the guy that intro game keep intro game that gets faster to lose...
they play HeiBaiChey.. haha..
i wasnt drinkin much bcuz i was the winner for most of the time.. However, i laugh until my face red again.. lol bcuz they lost bcuz of funny stuffs la.. really very funny..
everyone stopped playin after that & i was feel real bad.. wana vomit le then headache lo..
worst thing is cant vomit but feel lik vomit..
felt hot & cold.. edwin was still drunk whole night hahaa.. i know i'm not drunk, but i was more darin as i said irritatin things to angel & their dad.. everyone was laughin again..
no wonder they say drink liquor to make u brave..
soon i was makin myself vomit, but nothing came out.. edwin teach me to get all the air out ba..
when i reached home i felt better & slept..
wat a cool night..

not forgettin its 2nd month,
i did sms dear at 12.. lol..

1 jan, mon
ITS OUR 2ND MONTH!!!
hmm i made myself wake up..
i had to.. insist myself on goin out..
i'm quite guilty bcuz i was really feelin real bad.. the headache & fatigue came back..
dear had a really bad stomachache which lasted for hours & i worried if its appendicitis..
sat down to listen to esplanade de performance..
had choco marshmallows & wanted to go roof..
roof is closed.. sadz..
home afterwards bcuz we didnt feel well..
really kinda sorry bout it
even if dear didnt notice..

-due to some technical problems,
this owner of the blog cant really remember wat happens during these few weeks le..
-he can only give a summary of wat happens

7-18 jan
its school le..
i know i keep say i need chiong my work,
but really chiong-ing only starts since school reopen bcuz holiday chiong is slack chiong..
basically 1st week still kinda holiday mood..
second week was rushin wif deadline le..
doin my flash game lo.. put quite abit of thought drawin the female character which i'm quite proud of.. haha.. it resembles my dear..
those days i really learnt time management..
i needa go out wif dear & plan wat things i will finish durin the night time that i hav..
treasure every min i hav to think of my assignment.. e.g took the train & keep writin my ideas on my small little cute notebook..
i did sleep quite alot.. 6 hours each day on average.. some more some less.. but think of it to do work since mornin till night, it surely killed some huge amount of braincells.. then needa b proactive infront of dear.. 6 hours lik nothing sia.. lol.. sometimes think of assignment until i worried till cant sleep properly.. haa..
think i got abit more responsible for my studies le..

19 jan, fri
handed most work & went play pool wif dear lo.. was feelin quite hot again.. not enuf ba.. then went NgeeAnnPoly for open house..
its not for me but for dear.. i'm only there to take a look hoh.. not plannin to hop school..
its really a troublesome thing climbin those hills.. even more tirin than SP de hill.. haa..
NP provided free popcorn & cottoncandy..
SP provided free ice cream.. lol..
come to SP.. hahaha..
sounds lik propaganda over here.. lol..
met up wif alvina, cecilia, rosebel..
then HanWei came.. passed him his birthday present & money for angel birthday present..
afterall, he's my buddy.. should hav present..
ate quite a bit of crap titbits while restin..
then went to find vivian..
haha she's really quite hard to find sia..
lucky she STAND up or i cant really see her..
wahaha i sound so evil.. dun blame me..
i am EVIL!!! haha..
hmm waited awhile for the superstars to come..
they didnt appear in time for us & we went off..
lol sounded lik we quite da pai sia..
no la kiddin.. juz that majority of our crowd not really interested wif the superstar thing..
ate sataybeehoon for first time at the nearby market.. its really quite nice..
thanks dear for the intro..
but dear was naughty
bcuz she ate something she cant eat..

22 & 23 jan, mon & tues
did report questionaire, report & studied for test lo until quite late again..
slept only 4 hours for 23 jan..

24 jan, wed
its SHEENA'S BIRTHDAY!!!
hmm woke up early to continue study..
turns out my study cells are still healthy..
it seems i'm smarter for a bit compared to alvin bcuz he cant remember as fast as i can..
bcuz he still needs to remember for other test la.. i know his stress..
MISSION COMMENCES!!!
PROJECT SURPRISE SHEENA
first, meet up wif the surprise gang..
dear, alvina, victor, cecilia & ivy
second, go up her house, not to splash paint or watever.. we not loansharks..
third, call her to make sure she wakes up..
then knock her door, go hide & make her open door to see no1 there..
*seems its not hard enuf*
fifth, all go down to knock & surprise her until she crap in her pants.. haha..
she opens the door without brushin her teeth or wash face.. haha the primitive look.. funny..
lucky she never eat durian b4 she sleep..
or she yawn hoh.....
chao chao can kill a dozen birds ar.. lol..
slack time until she bath finish & cake singin cum eatin session.. finally finish lo.. yeah..
my test still haven finish..
lunch which is titbits for me at alvina house..
i needa go for test le..
boating theory test was easy..
the paper was supposed to b 1hour30mins..
quite alot of people only took 40 mins
& its freedom le.. cool aaaa??
btw, i only accidentally brought a pen wif me..
how accidentally??
i thought of readin my notes & if i got anything to add then i can write in my notes mah..
end up i didnt write any & i juz saved myself from being a pen-less guy in the exam.. lol..
read carefully ok?? its PEN-LESS..
dun anyhow think think ar.. hehehe..
had FOC meetin at 3.30..
didnt hav much to update & i was quite malu..
*i needa to settle those games by next meeting*
btw, dear had her trainin for job & went to cut hair.. on the way to cut hair, she took wrong bus direction.. when she finished, she took wrong bus direction back.. haha 2 times lost wif the same bus & driver.. hahaha..
at that moment, she was very scared..
i could sense it.. i really wan to rush out & take cab to find her le if she still cant go..
hmm was thinkin of not meetin her de bcuz she not eatin.. however, i met up wif her to somehow appease her mood.. thats wat i think..
she had to go NUH the next day & i was thinkin of accompany her.. come to think of it, i still hav my work at hand & i planned to rest for the night de b4 my last assignment..
hmm still decided to pei her la.. thats y i rushed finished my assignment until 2 lo..
worst thing is do assignment that needs to think alot.. bcuz at 1 plus my brain already start to mulfunction.. cant think properly & type it into sentences.. it does not make sense when u type it out.. ahahaha.. wan edit but also duno where's wrong.. really mabo liao..

25 jan, thurs
went to school on time to do some final editin & print my essay.. did some good as in spendin 2 bucks printin mine & classmates de..
passed to my fren to help me hand up the next day lo.. thanks!!!
fetched dear from her house & went NUH..
alighted 1 stop earlier bcuz we didnt know the place well.. ended up need walk cross a muddy grass patch.. dear had to clean her heels and feet lo.. sorry bout it..
didnt eat lunch jiu went straight for check up le.. but still need wait for her number.. then went to eat some curry puffs.. haha.. there sell 1 for 1 dollar leh.. miz mama shop where curry puffs are sold 3 for 1 dollar.. haha.. but the curry puff was nice la..
waited quite long & i got headache seh..
ate lunch & bought things to bribe rachel(dear de sis).. noddin while i slept on the bus..
hmm watched tv, ate dinner, played wif rachel, level my assasin in maple & played wif rachel again.. haha.. her sis really lik me quite alot ba.. thats a good sign.. dear's dad really quite scary sia.. mum still frenly.. i lik.. lol..

26 jan, fri
woke up quite late la..
then prepared myself to go WORK!!!
went to bugis wif teo to play drum first..
the drum was spoiled.. then never play le lo..
went to work at 3 lo..
changed & teo was lik sayin my pants not really black & my shoes cant b any colour other than black.. then i was lik shit.. i'm dead..
hmm i'm still a noob..
so i followed teo everywhere..
when i saw the manager around, i was scared of being scold that i wore the wrong stuffs..
hide here hide there.. hope he dun see my shoe..
first stop, clearing up a room..
u needa clear stuffs on the table, keep pins that are used for pinnin table skirts to the table, fold the table cloths & keep the table..
was ok la.. it was lik slackin job b4 the weddin starts.. soon it was 5.. time to eat dinner..
2 fishballs, 1 chicken & a plate of rice..
that was my dinner.. sounds pathetic isnt it??
then drink alot of barley lo..
halfway through, teo de fren was sittin the table beside.. then she got psp mah.. they were playin game & i looked out of curiousity.. she asked us over to sit together.. then jiu lik that lo..
soon teo was hoggin on to the psp & they left..
i was lik nothin to do bcuz teo was playin & playin.. then got a quite pretty gal come in.. then sometimes look at her lo..
time for work again..
roll call for the work positions we will get..
teo & me got runner.. its 2nd time for me le..
thought it would b lik hell.. but this time lik quite easy le.. startin, we already prepared all the things required & went to see others lo..
while restin, got caught by manager to go do drinks server.. suay seh.. then take drinks walk around let people drink lo..
soon we returned to our post bcuz our job dun start until the dinner commences..
when it started, we were chiongin carryin all the food out to give the servers.. hmm dun hav exercise very long le, then strained my muscles??
anyway, the plates & watever are still very heavy bcuz they never changed since the last time??
then when i see the pretty gal i mentioned earlier on, she always smile to me.. lol..
then sometimes i try to smile but dun think it was successful.. lol..
the job as a runner has become an easier job..
soon without realisin, its 11..
then everyone left.. teo & me stayed bcuz we do until 2am de mah.. along wif some other people..
we slacked abit after exhaustin so much energy..
11-2 de job is to prepare the settin for the next day de.. then we were clearin & preparin the tables & chairs.. rollin those big round tables..
then chair was troublesome.. need to b stacked in 10.. then i suay suay.. manager called me to get 70 chairs at the door there.. its kinda easy la..
got 1 trolley to move those 10 chairs at a time..
problem is that it will hav to rest on ur shoulder tahan all the weight lo.. i did 50 le..
then manager call me do other stuffs..
by then, moz of the people finished their stuffs le.. ask them help me finish the 20 outstandin chairs then they ask me do myself.. wtf la..
they only did the table settings then i did the heavy job.. 20 more chairs also dun1 help..
done, time to eat food..
got sharkfin, noodles, rice, curry & thats bout it.. lol.. nice sia.. i wan..
drank milk too.. all these things that i lik..
i worked 11 whole hours straight..
hard earned money ok?? got 52.5 bucks..
took cab wif teo lo.. specifically wan a mercs..
bcuz the cab is covered by the workplace..
lol awhile jiu reached home le..
shiok sia.. i dun mind workin until 2..

27 jan, sat
blogged until 25 jan & go find dear..
she's workin till 5 mah.. so wait awhile lo..
we had our dinner & sent her home..

28 jan, sun
had to pack my bag bcuz i was goin to chalet..
but its right after work.. so also need bring workin de stuffs lo.. went there early again to play drum bcuz repair hao le..
work around 6 lik that..
drank water & started rollcall lo..
this time we got servers.. thought it was gona b an easy job la.. think i got cheated ba..
startin i need to wipe all the utensils..
teo was caught to b drink server again..
i was wipin all by myself..
i was nervous bcuz i know NUTS bout server..
how to serve the guest & the dishes??
startin was alright bcuz the guest juz wan drinks.. got 1 table de guest damn hiong..
haven eat jiu chiong beer & red wine together de.. then they every 5 min wan top up their red wine.. didnt hav enuf time to serve another table ba.. cuz most of the time teo was busy wif other stuffs..
dinner commenced, i duno how to serve the dishes.. then waited for teo to serve lo..
when they finished, i go clear the stuffs..
it was troublesome bcuz need separate also..
then the aunties uncles helped me gather them..
the table that i didnt hav time to serve had a very evil auntie lo.. u thought she look the most kind of that table bcuz she small small thin thin old old.. then its HER that made me fed up..
she said that she not drunk & i clear up lik i'm drunk bcuz she scare i spill soy sauce onto her..
then i was not so steady lo.. lik very wat la..
how bout she try doin my job.. ass-ed..
from then, i didnt wan to go that table le..
i served the first table which i juz need to put the dish & they will request to serve themselves..
the banquet ended & i didnt even eat my dinner la.. muz thank a gal bcuz she got me a bowl of mango puddin.. afterall, earned 30..
after that i rushed to mrt le..
took train to pasir ris & its the last train..
walked to down town east to meet my buddies..
a whole bunch of people walked out juz to fetch me.. touched sia.. bought mac lo..
kinda heart pain bcuz work so hard for that 30 bucks then mac already 6 lik that gone..
found out the chalet really very wulu sia..
ate my dinner & watched exorcist..
its a scary movie around 1980s??
people watched it & went suicide..
if u watch it now, its really better than normal horror movies.. although startin abit borin, the details of the movie will disturb u rather than scare u.. so never get possesed..
during the movie, got 1 guy always very noisy lo.. keep say that the movie is censored then very sian.. & the sensored part is lik R-rated..
he sat on the bed & was blabberin into my ear bcuz i sat on the floor..
it sounded lik he wans to watch the movie juz bcuz of the sensored parts.. damn irritatin..
after that, watched them play fatal frame 3..
its a scary game to suit the night atmosphere..
until 5 lik that then we went to sleep..
i slept on 3 wooden chairs stacked as a bed..

28 jan, mon
woke up around 11..
bathed & washed up lo..
after that, YongSheng ask me go play bball..
didnt really wana go bcuz juz bath lo..
lucky the sea breeze was great.. didnt sweat much.. but the wind will make the ball not on target lo.. so its sian..
back to chalet & they still play ps2..
some went out to eat & i followed them..
lunch was over, then called back to chalet..
they wanted us to buy 16 packets of chicken rice.. i had to pay for it first lo..
but the problem arises bcuz its 3.60
then if collect 3.60 each, no change to give back.. thus, collect 4 each..
then end up got a few packets extra bcuz count wrong amount of people.. included the muslim le..
i think its wrong communication la.. so nvm lo..
after sometime then collected juz nice..
bcuz of the extra 40 cents, then end up wif juz nice amount ba..
hmm they still play ps2.. so lik bored??
wana sleep then some went ride bike..
soon they say wana fly kite & i went wif them..
it was fun bcuz i dun even remember if i fly a kite.. some of my frens flied a tree bcuz their kite was stucked.. then some flew super high..
overall moz got stucked.. only 1 continued to fly high in the sky.. it was hammeed de.. he's borned on the same day as me.. so i suppose that gemini people are very li hai lo.. especially on 17 jun de.. lol.. we set the kite free..
night time, we had dinner cooked by Joy, Clement & some other guy ba..
it was dried maggie wif fish ball, sotong ball & ham.. it was fillin & kinda nice.. haa..
watched shutter & i sat on the bed..
everyone sat in & suddenly they say wana ask that irritatin guy come watch.. i was lik OMG!!!
he came in.. then the noise came again..
after awhile, he was complainin bout the floor very cold lo.. nvm.. but after that got 1 guy kinda scared of watchin mah.. the irritatin guy was 'u scare then u come down la, i sit ur place'
wtf GAD la.. so noisy then still wan sit so comfortable.. the previous night i cold i also never call people come down sit..
finally watch finish le..
we were discussin who's goin to red house..
its a haunted house.. so we are juz goin to hav a look lo.. then alot people dun wana go..
then duno how to go.. some fed up & didnt go..
end up a gang of 8??
we walked a big round juz to get there when we can walk there less than 5 mins..
hmmm i didnt see anything scary la.. but the ambience is pretty uneasy.. old attap houses then ancient gate.. and its red, obvious rite??
went back & slept on the sofa.. but was uncomfortable bcuz only took 2 slots out of 3??
then waist there abit cramp??
woke up a couple of times to see people eatin mac around me.. haha..

30 jan, tues
woke up around 8 ba..
still tired sia.. then need pack up bcuz 1030 need leave the place le?? i had pretty good time packin bcuz never touch my bag much.. haa..
when we got out, we realised we miz the shuttle bus & had to wait another hour lo..
ate lunch & went orchard to play lan..
i didnt play & watched the others play quake..
one thing i noticed.. that irritatin guy is a sore loser la.. he lost in the game & said he's gona b a free frag.. then soon he went to play winnin eleven on his own.. when they finished quake, he faster open counter strike & try to influence them to play.. however, he failed.. they continued to play quake & he joined in again.. he lost and tried to influence again..
finally he succeed.. he was winnin bcuz of the imbalanced group.. he was damn happy bout it la..
when some outsiders joined, they lost.. he starts blabberin say that the group muz b separated or wat crap.. one thing is for sure, he's a sore loser.. i dun lik him..
then we went for dinner le..
i smelled something nice.. i cant tell if its waffle or something called JiDanZi..
thus, i bought JiDanZi..
its ok la.. but lik not much taste..
i still prefer waffle..
went to BPP to give dear a surprise visit & wait for her to finish her shift lo..
yeap i was tired, but i still went bcuz i know we both miz each other..
we talked awhile & its lik 1 hour gone..
hmm thats bout it..

31 jan, wed
woke up at 1 plus..
i was in time bcuz i miz a month to blog..
at first, i was quite lik a stranger to my keyboard.. i 3 days never touch my com sia..
u know wat??
tml is 1st feb..
i got a camp meetin at 9 seh..
then wats more is that its 3rd month le..
YEAH!!!! lol..
time to go.. tata..

2006-12-25T01:34:00.000+08:00

HOLIDAYS STARTED!!!!
past 1 week was great slackin..
haha therefore, after 26 dec i will work..
so this is to ask for understandin from dear..
heehe..

18 dec, mon
school bcuz i had to hand in club form for SchoolOfDesign club commitee.. so yeap i'm gona plan for next year camp too.. haha.. after that, stayed in class to play games until around 6 lo bcuz need wait for dear as she had her trainin for her JOB.. yea she got a job.. acutally her thing was suppose to end at 4.. so i waited for her at clementi while sittin on metal railin readin my comic.. pity my butt man.. had mac for dinner, but its only me la bcuz she needs to go home eat.. pool afterwards & it seems our skills became abit rusty.. home afterwards..

20 dec, wed
woke up early bcuz gona go hip wif teo..
breakfast at mac..
misunderstandin bcuz he thought i was goin his house b4 goin mac.. so i was stupidly waitin for him at mac.. lucky i called or i seriously duno when i will hav my breakfast.. anyway, i had hell of a drama while waitin.. a drama bout how a guy ask for gal number.. apparently, the mac only got these 2 gals & i was sittin beside their table.. *not i wan de, juz that when i lookin for seats, i was juz beside the table..* the guy walked over & his phone dropped drastically as it bounced up the floor bout a stool height.. say WOW!! duno if its on purpose or not, but its damn comical.. even the gals were laughin at him.. btw, the gals not really pretty la..
guy: can i hav ur number??
prettier-gal: u wan my number or her number??
guy: i wan her number..
gal: er, ok..
guy: wats ur name??
gal: later u go ur phonebook check.. got 1 very special name.. i dun hav bluff u.. late u go check..
guy: i sec 2, u how old??
gal: *amchio* i sec 4..
guy: er, ok..
haha i was also wana laugh la.. but i muz act dao.. bao chi xing xiang.. lol..
teo came & i told him bout it.. he agreed that the guy eyes ta stamp le.. wahahaha.. so funny.. i think they are lookin at me, but jiu lik that lo..
slack at teo house & went out to help his dad drop somethin at bank.. lunch at bugis bcuz is 15 of lunar calendar.. his dad met a boss & chatted.. we cant leave even when we finished our lunch.. so dotz.. i saw the saleman of the boss got 2 decks of 50 bucks and deck of 10 bucks.. *wth y bring so much money??*
apparently, people who earn commission dun bank in their money to somehow avoid tax?? haha so i get it..
drum at bugis arcade & kinda shy bcuz got 1 small gal so pro there.. then i still fail my stages.. haha damn malu la..
went over to orchard to continue wif RemoteControl hobby of teo & PlazaSingapura.. i bought myself jeans for $39..
gettin hooked to low rise jeans.. lik that then sexy mah.. wahaha.. good things muz share de.. so got ass muz show.. kiddin la..
stuck at yamaha for a long time bcuz teo took LONG LONG time choosin his drumsticks.. still remember that when he posted that he wan drumstick, got a joker say got cheap 1s at KFC for $3.95.. hehe guess alot of people will misunderstand at first ba.. hahaha..
so arcade at doby ghaut again as he wana test the drumstick, but too many people so changed to initialD instead.. haha.. i lost to a guy & he didnt wait for me at finishin line.. so i left him to eat my dust of 500m+ wif my best map.. lol.. yet he challenged me again on my best map.. people should know when to quit..
dear & ivy came.. we took the train lo..
decided to hav spaghetti wif dear @ BukitTimah.. haha.. dun u juz miz good food?? hehe i do.. home afterwards..
*ps:i know dear always sick, but u're not a burden at all.. not juz heartaches, u get headaches, sprain ur leg & feel cold easily.. heartaches & headaches i cant cure, but i'll b there so that u wun sprain ur leg so easily & b ur coat wif a great warm hug when u feel cold..*

21 dec, thurs
school again to hav a meetin for camp..
suppose to 10, but i reach at 1020 & i'm not late bcuz president also reach same time.. wahahha.. hmm seriously we are short of man power bcuz i heard only 11 people are plannin the camp ba.. more than half are strangers, but we are quite a crazy bunch wif crazy ideas.. haha fun.. no need ice breakin game la.. we broke the ice as we discussed.. details are confidential.. lol.. *wazzup wif all the mystery??* haha its a very fun thing & dun1 to hav any cliche thing to happen.. so the meetin was until 1220 & i am in charge of day games bcuz i wore white.. my fren, yong sheng in charge of night games bcuz he wore black.. he kept sayin ying & yang thing to me.. OKAY!!! haha i get the idea.. stop physco-ing me.. haha..
soon i received sms that dear wana run away from job bcuz she found it sian.. *btw, its a network marketin job.. i dun really believe in the products, but i believe it gets u big bucks ba.. too bad its something that acts against my principles.. however, may b i will try that in the future in 1 of my frens company which is more reliable..*
so she waited for lunch to run away & i played my game while waitin.. haha took lik a year for it to start bcuz my classmates duno wan play or not.. so when i started i cant stop nor leave.. haha played game when dear already reached?? although i asked her to go walked around first, but i felt guilty la.. SORRY DEAR!! think she waited for an hour or more ba.. hai her ate her lunch so late too at around 4.. hmmm interestin happened when we reached lift at my blk.. the lift writes 'power failure'.. how did u get the electricity to write powerfailure?? lame.. hah.. i'll get the idea when all 3 lifts dun move & climb the stairs already haha.. thanks anyway for the feedback of design..
so 2 of us climbed 15 floors lo.. she had quite a hard time bcuz normally she only climb 2 floors to reach her house.. this time 15 floors.. haha.. personally, i also feel abit tired la.. but i'm STRONG!!!!
hmm suddenly i felt abit lost when i reached home bcuz everything needs electricity.. count myself lucky to not hav a electricity door or i will cry sia.. back home wif no fan & stuffs nvm bcuz i got great wind from malaysia.. haha super proud of it la.. hmm took out my precious choco from fridge bcuz dun1 it to smell lik meat.. practically back to stoneage where there is no electricity.. its borin bcuz i dun hav a laptop that does not need power source..
when power was back on, i on my aircon & enjoy!! haha.. the POWER of ELECTRICITY!!
night time went to BPCC to see dear de didi practicin taekwando.. after that go basamalum lo.. i think its gettin more borin for me la.. stopped walkin those since years ago.. only go there for food.. haha.. so we walked through it so fast bcuz nothin to buy & duno wat to eat.. got smellytoufu.. i wana try it last time de.. but after smellin, i abit scare leh.. lol.. walkin back, her mum called..
dear: SIAM!!
i faster walked away.. walked 1 big round to meet her lo.. lucky never get caught.. hahaha.. hmm she ate away the takoyaki that was meant for her sis bcuz they already goin basamalum mah.. so her sis sure eat alot of hao liao de.. haha.. i think dear was touched bcuz her dad bought her pajamas that she lik to hav.. nice nice pics on top then she very long never buy le..

22 dec, fri
juz another movie day at my house..
dinner in my house.. haha too much to eat..
eat until i veyr tired sia.. then chilli..
super hot.. thats it..

23 & 24 dec, sat & sun
its totally a cool day..
i prepared myself by sleepin until noon..
know y?? nvm i will tell u later.. patience..
afternoon actually should b free de..
then dear said cancell duno wat meetin..
decide to watched NightAtTheMuseum..
hmm felt so high when i see her..
theres things that can b joke wif & things that cant.. i juz messed wif the wrong jokes.. i really didnt mean it.. seein her wif her sad face, i can only try to make her happy.. i tried, but theres no reply.. *i already know i'm wrong le.. really very sorry.. plz talk to me.. i'm feelin very down now too & wana cry* bought tickets & went KFC.. didnt eat, but both cried instead.. expressed things that are in words than voice.. *we're nearly 2 months.. u should know i lik to joke around.. i juz joke the wrong stuffs.. so pretty plz forgive me..*
she forgive me & i hoped she's not angry readin this..
my lunch was the popcorn & burger that i bought..
its really a very nice funny movie..
eh wana give movie review but i think forget it la.. promise u'll laugh even if u are a sadist.. wat cha waitin for?? go watch it.. GOGOGO!!!!
dinner at KFC at BPP.. hmm sec time competin who eat faster & i always lose at drinkin water.. so unfair.. *i dun1 help u eat le.. BLEAH!!!*
six is havin offer.. so gals go there shop ba..
'dun buy, nvm!!' good phrase.. haha...
went to playground to talk lo..
btw, nice environment..
haha pet shop to look around..
dogs were fightin each other.. rabbit hoppin around so fast.. small cute little hamsters hiddin 1 corner.. FUN!!! dear wan a dog next time.. i also wan.. see first lo.. lol.. WLL ar.. wait long long..
waitin for angela, perjun, cheyenne, chinyang, xueling & yisheng to come so we can go club together!!! haha.. although dear cant go bcuz she dun lik & cant stay until so late, but she told me wat NOT to do.. haha muz remember woh.. then need report everything that happen rite??
reached there then saw so many bengs & lians.. i dun really lik ba.. thought it would b nicer club experience.. smoke was everywhere la.. haha.. moz smoke i breathed in for past years.. b4 that, we waited for so long to enter the place.. hmm startin didnt dance bcuz kinda shy ba.. middle le, so many people inside the small dance floor haha.. i know i walked here walked there to see people play pool & went upstairs bcuz theres no smoke there.. hmm club got so many chio gals & shuai ge.. but i think more of those bad boy bad gal de style ba.. squeezy until gals get touched.. hmm duno if its underage party then will hav more guys there or not bcuz 3/4 are GUYS.. haha sad.. guards are bias bcuz if u are a gal, u can get away wif kisses or hugs ba.. finished clubbin at 3am & searched for 7-11 bcuz we super thirsty la.. after drinks jiu cab home le lo.. nice chat wif XueLin..
*relationship after 3 years really will b as she said?? for me, i lik challenges.. the greater the risk, the greater good u get.. wif dear, i dare..*
hmm they paid 10 & i paid 13 ba.. phew.. thanks or else i will hav to pay 20 myself.. hahaa.. had a great night.. reached home at 4 plus & used com bcuz bro slept without shuttin down com.. how careless??
saw denise online.. surprised..
chat wif her awhile lo.. muz b havin a nice trip.. haha.. enjoy..
slept on the sofa juz lik that without bathin bcuz too tired le la..
hmm noon then wake up ba.. bath le eat lunch & watched movie..
WoJiaYouYiZhiHeDongShi aka TheLionRoars..
very nice.. wana watch wif dear.. haa..
slept again..
woke up to use com & found out my ps2 was gone.. shame on my bro.. took out the ps2 without tellin me.. its the ground rules that u cant bring it out no matter wat.. so i think i'm gona bring it out next time.. bleah.. still SHAME ON U!!!
my mum told me that dear is pretty & asked if i told her bout goin to club.. she said if i dun tell her, later she dun1 me sia.. wah so look down on her son.. lol..
hmm blog until almoz finish wed then com hang.. damn it sia..
rite now i'm kinda tired le..
wish everyone a MERRY CHRISTMAS & A HAPPY NEW YEAR!!
dear went work today.. miz her lik crazy & hope she earned great bucks.. hahaha.. cant wait for later.. i'm gona spend my christmas wif her & i'm still lost of wat to do..

here's a Merry Christmas cum New Year cum 2nd month surprise ba.. hahaa... here goes.. its the pic slideshow i put for intro ourstory.. *hope u lik it.. it dun hav to spend money on every month juz to prove I LOVE U.. small stuffs everyday also count de rite?? lik people say 'everyday is valentine day'..
kinda sound lik excuse for not spendin money rite?? haha..*
this is also a surprise for vivian ba.. sort of..
bcuz even my personal blogger assistant also duno i hav been stayin up late & wakin up early tryin to figure y my pics didnt upload to the website.. i was experimentin a few times on my own ok.. its simple but i did spend my time editin and all.. haha.. appreciate it..
tired le.. tata..

2006-12-17T23:14:00.000+08:00

first thing first,
i'm bein nagged by manager that i need to blog..
time for a long long recap of things that happened..
plz stay around to read finish b4 leavin.. lol..

4th dec, mon
remember it was school until 3.30 ba..
went over to bugis to meet dear & sheena..
i was kinda surprised bcuz when i sat down,
she passed me a small choco under the table..
continued to chit chat & such..
went to bugis village to buy shuan pan zhi..
hmm think first time eat or something??
walk half way, she gave me another choco..
'how many do u still hav in ur bag?? lol..'
*faster ba everything jiao chu lai.. haha*
'no more le la..'
those choco were really sweet
& i think they didnt come cheap ba..
it writes,
'Love is...
As long as your love's there to lead me,
I won't lose my way, believe me - To You.'
*i believe that applies for both of us..*
the other is in a sweet lookin box..
thanks for the thought.. sweetie..
had dinner & sent her home.. thats it..

5th dec, tues
met up wif dear since noon for a concert by CCKSS in the evening.. we went around suntec walking aimlessly.. juz wan to spend our time together.. its so much fun even if there is no objective.. ate quite a bit of stuffs.. knew wats SK3.. fought in carrefour wif swords.. played'FROM THE HEART' wif ipod at mac exclusive store.. enjoyed playin GearOfWars on xbox360.. after awhile notced dear went missin.. so stopped my game & go find her lo.. she complains that the seat for xbox 360 is very uncomfortable.. lol.. went to meet her friends at mrt station.. apparently, dear seems to b on bad luck wif stairs or places wif steps lik the escalator.. her leg was pain somehow.. so didnt wan her to walk too much.. took taxi to victoria hall *partly also bcuz we people duno how to go to victoria* which took a long time bcuz of the queue.. u cant bring any food or drinks into the place ok?? so if u still wana do that, bring a bag.. wahaha.. hmm need to wait for performances to finish b4 u can interrupt & get into the viewin area..
so when we got in, only the back few rows are empty.. damn.. i cant see shit.. dance was impressive in way ba.. proud of them.. haha choir, band & Co i duno how to judge.. remember got piano solo.. it was cool la.. but the pianist isnt really cool.. he was lik dozin off when he played the piano.. swinging in circles & kept noddin his head from the very start till end.. fast fast rushed to marina square by cab to eat mac.. bcuz no time mah.. still wana go esplanade.. haha.. by the time we rushed there & met up wif sheena & her guy, roof already closed.. sian 1/2.. too bad.. go home ba..

7th dec, thurs
pei dear go paragon make up bcuz she got prom.. watching hairstylist do her hair.. its a pretty weird thing to see a muscle man wif long hair doin hair for her.. haha.. seems pretty gay to me at first, but after that its ok.. b4 makeup = not pretty, after makeup = pretty.. so the lighting shone on her face makin her look pale which is quite unpleasant so go read magazine lo.. lol.. then trim eyebrowns.. lol it was painful bcuz the person did it very fast.. 'theres no way i can help u make up wif ur eyebrown lik that' hahaha.. there goes 12 bucks trimmin eyebrown.. makeup was nice & didnt look thick.. ate a little bcuz it was still early.. took pics after that..finally sent her to prom.. quite weird bcuz i gota leave on my own.. walk around the place bcuz i couldnt find exit.. think i got high profile bcuz dear told her mum bout goin out wif me quite a few times le.. abit scare of how her mum will react lol..

8th dec, fri
went causeway to fix dear de phone..
walked around for abit.. found out pool was closed.. WOH seriously how long i didnt go there le?? hahaha.. hmm kinda tired so sent her home lo.. when we came out of the LRT station, i turned to see an auntie wif a child.. she seems she know dear.. i faster let go of my hand & walked away.. lol.. hmm it was dear's MUM & SIS.. OMG OMG.. since no1 home, jiu went up to sit sit lo.. hmm think got good & bad impression ba.. her mum didnt flare up when she got home, but she said i mei li mao bcuz i walked away.. however, she said that wif a smile?? haha..

11 dec, mon
collected dear's phone & she sent me home (i ask her de).. hahah.. stayed downstairs for awhile bcuz i dun1 so fast jiu leave her mah.. then it rained.. haha so i asked her to come up to my house lo.. but theres my mum woh.. no choice la.. juz go lo.. hees.. my mum spammed her wif love for plants.. haha she had not much idea of wat is goin on bcuz she only know how to see & duno how to talk.. after that ate some nutrious pills or wat.. then mum spammed her wif wat things for wat vitamins or wat.. haha lik that lo.. so she stayed for simple dinner which i complained that its not very nice & i ate slow bcuz that the rice was hard lik crap.. dear actually sided wif my mum that rice wasnt hard.. ARGH!!! the vote was 3-1 bcuz my parants & her on same side..

12 - 14 dec, tues - thurs
practically rushin my work..
always find it fun doin my assignment..
its tirin & i'm already tired la..
haha nevertheless, still go out wif dear..
lucky some postpone dateline or i'm gona cry..
didnt really entertain dear bcuz rush assignment,
wana say sorry here..

15 dec, fri
she came my house to watch a funny korean variety show that i kept laughin bout.. obviously she didnt catch wat it meant bcuz she cant read chinese well & watch the show at the same time.. haha proves she cant multitask rite.. wahaha.. so juz showed her funny parts that dun need to read the subs.. forgot that she hav to eat dinner alone & i already called my dad to buy for me le.. so i juz hav to pei her go eat & same things follow..

16 dec, sat
woke up early to send Denise to airport..
went to her house for awhile lo..
of coz not juz me la.. dear & alvina were there..
Stacy was quite distant to me.. haha..
guessed she dun remember me.. kept barkin..
reached airport & met Denise fren..
she had english slang.. pretty interestin gal..
ate mac for breakfast while gals had chat..
when denise left, went to look around in the airport wif dear.. haha i'm not really familar wif the airport.. so walk here walk there lo.. after awhile jiu went town, wanting to watch movie.. didnt hav movie we wan, decided to go pool ba.. halfway, dear didnt feel well bcuz of her contacts & took it out.. thus changed of plans as no contacts means she cant see.. so it means totally no chance against me.. haha.. anyway, we're tired.. so decided to go eat & my house aferwards.. dinner again wif my parents.. sent her home.. but this time we chatted for quite a long time.. fun actually.. haha..

17 dec, sun
i slept until 1.. lol..
SHIOK!!! so long never sleep so long..
hehehe.. woke up to had my lunch..
watched hong xin da jiang..
practically slacked my day without doing anythin much.. juz blog this which took hours to finish bcuz i was havin breaks in between.. dinner & tv.. hahaha.. watched santa claus 2 where santa needs to find mrs claus.. my christmas spirit has raised abit.. haha i'm soo looking for to christmas & the person i'm spendin it wif.. haha.. its been decided long ago..

To dear:
our world has definitely become bigger..
experience things together..
go everywhere together..
juz everything together would b nice.. haha..
walk beside me..

not really sure wat to blog le tata..
yawns.. gona continue sleepin.. hehehe..

2006-12-03T22:55:00.000+08:00

Tues, 28 nov, i was tired & didnt go school..
simply restin & wait for my dear to come my house..
she bought me takoyaki bcuz she dun1 me to eat cup noodles.. however, its not gona fill my stomach & i had to eat cup noodles..
PS: dear, u always say u lik never do things for me, but u did.. even if its juz a simple thought & action, i very much appreciate it.. never takin it forgranted..
anyway, for yrotsgnidnerevenruo i'll wait patiently..
thats that..

wednesday, 29 nov, i had my lessons bcuz i cant keep pon lessons or watsoever.. understood some flash thingy la.. during GEM had a Q&A session among the classmates to compete in a game.. our group had alot of lame questions.. haha great thing we managed to survive after the class.. thought we'll b lik beaten up or something.. haha it turned out our class is quite gentle, no violence.. wahahaha..
PS:hmmm haha we both know we shouldnt meet each other, yet everytime at the last minute, i changed my mind & went to find u..
anyway, i went to fetch her from npcc.. she said she is smelly or watever.. but she aint.. haha.. had dinner together & went home.. asked her if she wana take bus home bcuz her leg very pain, but she insist on walkin home.. that isnt the way to spend more time wif me.. it kinda make me wana chong her & piggy back her home.. once again, she insisted on walkin by herself bcuz she scare of piggy back.. took a rest half way.. went up her house for a short moment since nobody's home.. its a rare opportunity as her mum is most likely to b home all the time.. i saw her neo prints & photos.. haha.. she is cute ba..
*PS:for all gals i chased in the past, i always wished i could know them earlier.. but wif HER, i felt the other.. if i knew her earlier, may b we wun b attracted by each other that fast.. thats y i think its happiness in disguise ba..*
hmmm her mum was coming home soon.. i didnt wana take the chance of leavin on the dot, so i left earlier..

thursday, 30 nov, i was gona rush my assignment already & only wana meet if i could finish my assignment.. half way, i got a phone call sayin her slipper snapped & i tried to finish my assignment.. realised i cant rush finish, but i can in the night.. thus, rushin to lot1 & tried to find cheap and nice slipper.. hmm although people hav a sayin of BATA = buy & throw away, it isnt really cheap there.. bought slipper at hang ten for 10 bucks.. cheap eh??? hahaha.. ate fish beehoon that dear intro.. its ok la.. bcuz i always eat handmade noodles at the same stall, so other stuffs should also somehow suit my taste.. after that a moment back to childhood days.. i got to play swing wif my dear.. hope she knows more bout me since that night.. sent her home & rushed home to do my assignments.. hmm i know that work comes first, but got more important mah.. i waited until 12 to wish her happy 1st month anniversary.. infact its 12.53 to b the real thing & we continued to wait for it.. 12.53 she gave me a small surprise, she blog bout it.. she's really my sweetie pie.. soon she went to sleep & i continued to do my work until 3am.. i actually planned to write a letter, but couldnt or i wun hav any sleep le.. if its other days may b i can, but too long never sleep until shiok le & i wun wake up if i did write the letter.. thus, i planned to say it out which is quite difficult..

fri, 1 dec, i woke up happy..
haha i finished my assignment & i wore nice nice bcuz i'm gona go out wif my gal to celebrate.. haha but 1 lame thing.. 1 teacher said he was gona b late & i waited for him for my attendance.. in the end, he pon my class.. haha.. dear was thinkin of comin to my class, but its quite troublesome la.. i was free so might as well go platform find her.. haha.. we were at the same door when the train come.. lol.. she had the same thought as me.. pointin 1 finger which means 1st month.. i'm really happy seein her silly smile.. all i wan is u to make me happy.. its that simple thats y i lik u.. lunch is shared wif her.. ni yi kou wo yi kou.. booked her makeup timin at hollywood secrets.. had a plan at that moment bcuz theres a florist shop in the basement.. haha.. i knew where it is, so next step was to find a place to abandon her.. walkin & walkin to find a seat.. but theres none.. so i brought her to the toilet.. lol.. knew she's gona take a long time in there, so i faster go buy 1 rose for her.. when i'm back, she haven come out.. so i go toilet again.. she still haven come out.. thought she went missin or somethin.. haha finally after lik 15 mins she was out.. good thing bcuz then she wun suspect anything.. wahahah.. hid rose in my back pocket so she wun find out.. next to find a place where theres no1 to give rose.. on the way to mrt, she nearly touch the flower bcuz she was lik putin her hand at my waist.. lucky i shoo-ed her hand away & she thought i scare itchy whichy.. at the mrt station, we went to the end & i hugged her.. she kept wan to take pic.. i took out rose without her knowin & she took out her phone.. haha since i know she is takin pic, might as well put rose into the pic?? sudden surprise bcuz she still didnt know she took the pic of a rose with us inside.. she turned over & was surprised.. haha.. 'where u get the rose de??' 'i did some magic lo' heeees.. its really first time i buy flowers for a gal without any people tellin me to.. *PS:if u are readin, its really the first time.. it may look pro to u, but its indeed first time..*
Vivo was the next destination.. CandyEmpire to see all the sweetie chocolates.. was so interested in the green mint ice cream, but she wan caramel.. y buy 2?? so lets eat caramel.. haha anyway i get a free feeder to feed me.. wahahaha..
vivo isnt really that interestin though.. for adult income group ba.. currently i am not that rich to buy most clothin there.. and some shops haven open yet..
we were lik juz walkin pass shops.. only went for blazer, accessories, heels, & anythin that interests us.. there were rockin chair, weird shape chairs, playground, & sky garden which we never had a chance to go.. somethin that was worthed remembering is Build A Bear Workshop ba.. took as look bcuz its openin day.. haha then the sales gal come & say.. 'u're couples rite?? theres this couple bear & u can put this 'i love u shit' in it.. oops.. 'i love u thingy'' she meant the sound clip which u can put in it.. haha.. anyway, my dear nearly became a chicken bcuz while the worker is stuffin wool into a bear, some accident happened & wool flew in her direction.. wahahaha.. lucky i gave her advance warnin that wool is coming out.. haha.. so she only got abit on her..
finished wif vivo as we rest awhile eatin things & i bought a grey blazer.. 89 bucks leh.. dear say nice mah.. lol so buy lo.. went marina square to continue shop lol.. actually i wan go esplanade wif u ba.. haha thought it would b lik wat other couples do.. haha but obviously we didnt la.. instead we sang songs after songs.. told her how i felt bout US.. NiShiWoLaoPo!!! made promises which i'll always try to remind myself so that i'll never forget & our wish will come true 1 day b it years down the road..

sat, 2 dec, went christmas kettling again.. ringing bells, givin sweets & calendars to people who donated.. i saw campus superstar de twins.. haha.. added her to friendster, but duno if she know me mah.. nvm la.. juz add for fun lo..

sun, 3 dec, hanwei sis's de weddin lunch..
woke up at 8 lo.. play game then prepare around 930 lik that.. wore my new blazer, long sleeves, tie, jeans & leather shoes.. cool seh.. lol.. lik to wish the newly weds BaiTouDaoLao!!! i asked ang bao from my mum to give them de..
hmm juz duno how to give him in person since is lik first time?? went to their new house to see see then eat abit snacks lo.. went up a van wif subwoofer then keep blast techno remix songs.. abit become chicken bcuz keep nod my head wif hanwei.. lol.. saw a couple of chio bu but all bigger than me de.. shuai ge also got la which includes me?? wahahhaa.. first thing that shocked me is that its at mariott hotel which is at tangs mall in orchard.. second is when i open the door to the ballroom.. its so grand.. OMG.. it should cost a bomb sia..
hmm when i saw the photo presentation along wif my current blog song, i nearly cried thinkin bout my dear.. lol.. had fun walkin in crowd which i duno tryin to get all attention i can get from gals.. wahahaha.. then was grounded by hanwei de mum to hold paper that tells people where they are sittin.. after that went up to hotel room wif hanwei to film his sis comin down to ballroom..
the people there are so frenly & funny too..
YEAH!! i get to sit at VIP seat.. no need to take food de bcuz they will serve us.. the food was ok as they said.. but VIP quite little stuffs to eat bcuz u get special service wahaha..
kinda in a rush now, need blog short le..
anyway, i nearly cried again when the newly weds gave their touching speech.. lets wait a few more years down the road while savin enuf lao po ben..
i really crazy bout U..
should stop here.. tata..

2006-11-29T00:50:00.000+08:00

PEEKA BOOOO!!!!!
i got some recap to do for the past 1 week..
y cant i remember wat happen on tuesday??
probably playin maple or something..

anyway on 22nd nov was fun..
early in the morning, i prepared my stuffs to go suntan after my classes..
rite after i got out of my house & on my way to schl, i remembered bout photoshoot.. wat time izit gona b?? then my fren, joy, told me it starts at 4pm.. wth.. i wana go pasir ris tan de.. by the photoshoot finish & when i reach pasir ris i can only get SUNSETTAN le.. or moon tan ba..
anyway, its cool to b a representative for the class for pics to b taken.. i am gona appear on some brochure of sp de for next year... YEAH!!! i am gona keep that..
the photoshoot actually quite lame la.. i juz needa keep smilin even if i dun feel lik it.. so best thing is where my lame jokes come into action.. haha 'lets stop talkin bout crap.. how bout lobster?? i think lobster is abit sian le.. prawn ba.. y are we talkin all bout seafood??'
haha btw its every pic say 1 sentence..
hmm got good and bad thing..
1 is that i juz cut my hair not long ago for photoshoot, 1 is that i hav my new specs on.. i lik my specs.. look lik a nerd.. but i lik..
hmm i think it took bout 30 mins ba for the thing.. but waitin for our turn took 15?? so it ended only at 4.45..
i rushed down to downtown east to meet dear..
do u know how hard it is to communicate wif a no sense of direction bubu?? i am lik askin where is ur chalet?? then i remember, no use askin when its around there.. i think i juz take the bus to downtown east ba.. after that then meet somewhere..
met up wif her & go chalet.. to find no1 there?? people already at the beach.. so go beach lo.. but they playin ball in the field then wet wet bcuz of the rain..
i wear jeans how to play.. dotz to the core man.. so better go back chalet lo.. anyway i didnt really eat.. by the time i reach chalet, i already dying..
then drank barcardi & long island.. its shared wif my dear..
no opener for barcardi then took some time to open..
to prevent her from drinkin too much, i started to drink faster.. soon enuf.. i was lik a baboon wif 2 red cheeks.. 'aiya nothing will happen de la' then i drank even more.. then my eyes turn red & my face was chilli hot.. lol no chilli, juz hot.. i was restin on the bed..
at that moment, thanks to my dear.. she was very carin.. even when i say dun need to put the wet tissue on my head, she insisted.. hmm wipe my face once le then tissue became hot as well.. hahaha.. second time, she got the tissue so wet sia.. majiam washin my face.. water was drippin everywhere..
went home after that.. in all, i reached home 11plus ba..

thurs i thought i cant meet her..
then she said she goin dover to meet her frens..
hmm actually thought of goin wif her to pasir ris..
bcuz xin yang yang when she ask if i wana go mah..
in the end never go lo..
hmm i've been sleepin very little since THAT day..
I CANT TAHAN LE!!!
i mean I CANT TAHAN WITHOUT HER!!! lol..
so try to stay longer lo..
at night she was havin fever & headache ba..
i really wished i can b there, but i cant..
we chatted on the phone & i seriously think she is lik when i was small, callin out for my mama when i had fever in childcare, sayin how much i need her..
she said she miz me & such lo..
sorry that i cant b there physically, but only emotionally..

fri met up for lunch..
she was so high that she didnt sleep the whole night la.. when i see her, lik abit restless de.. tried to let her sleep after lunch, but end up disturbin her la.. wahahahahaha.. 1 night never sleep for her & she is down since 8pm till 3pm the next day.. she got wake up in between la.. bcuz not enuf sleep then she keep havin headaches..

sat i went bugis for kettling.. from 11am to 3pm..
got commotion bout havin kettlin place where.. aircon or not.. anyway it was juz a door apart.. y the damn security guard care so much?? hav pity on the helpers ok?? juz give us the bloody aircon for god sake..
hmmm 11-12 was damn borin la.. juz startin to warm up bcuz there is no crowd there yet.. at least not those who are gona donate some money..
i was juz there chattin wif my buddy yong sheng..
haha talkin bout lame stuffs.. we were givin out calenders & sweets mah..
so the first who donate money was me bcuz i also wana eat the sweets..
then first outsider to donate is my fren from cckss de.. BAO WEN.. the sell bao zi de guy.. hahah.. dun is his gal or gal-fren.. thanks to her, most of his coins went into the kettle..
hmmm yongsheng & me were playin lame card tricks..
haha since all calenders are the same, we were lik 'see this card is lik that, i will change all the cards to same de.. TADA!!! LI HAI BA??? WAHAHAHAH!!!'
of coz got alot of diff lame tricks la.. but too much to say le la.. lol..
there were people who donated for calenders only, sweets only & really donatin from the heart.. hmm quite a few asked for directions which made me stop & think if my head got carve 'i'm a guide' guide only.. not gal guide.. haha read properly ok??
then there were everlast campaign or something outside.. muscular guys out in the sun without their shirts & boxin.. yongsheng say dun see too much.. later turn into gay sia.. lol..
duno if i am cursed or wat?? when i'm at the stand, not much people donate.. when i leave, yongsheng said quite alot donated.. WTH!! let me slack at 1 corner then.. either me is too shuai & the people dun dare to donate or there isnt really much kind hearted people la.. lol i'm thick skin.. then we stood so long.. my leg was lik jelly sia..
lunch, i ate mac while i sit on the floor.. ate half way then felt pathetic la.. thanks to yongsheng who dun1 me to go table eat..
hmm it was 3pm & the next batch of people still haven turn up.. wtf.. u all are supposed to reach 10 mins b4 3.. and u all reached 315.. 25 mins late.. i got date de..
rushed to fetch my dear for dinner..
hmmm notty notty.. keep snatch my drink away, cut my fries & alot of stuffs ba..
played pool for 40 mins or so ba.. quite fun.. she is gettin better le.. we can finish a game in lik 10 mins or less?? depends ba..
we went np for arts 21.. bcuz vivian got act in it mah.. then go support lo.. walked quite far & i was worried for dear as she wore heels.. i realised np dun hav campus map de.. only got directions.. its abit too not user frenly le.. people lik dear can get lost easily.. wahahhaahahaha.. lucky i got go np b4 or i duno wat time reach the place la..
sat wif valerie coincidently..
hmm the whole performance was alright.. musical didnt hav much to b picky bout.. but the dance juz dun suit my taste.. only choir & drama interests me..
got someone from campus superstar de.. he is 1 that i think got potential de.. but he 1st episode jiu kena kick out de.. got people shout he shuai sia.. then he sang well.. duno how many gals will die in his hands..
drama was super funny la.. got people bickerin..
then got brothel scene & got slappin scene.. cool..
however, when show started, u thought twins were gona come & sing bcuz it was playing xin guang yu le yuan.. wahahahha..
btw vivian finally wore contact lens.. she said that she had thick makeup lik those scary kind.. she look quite ok from front view but from back, got her ugly thick wig.. wahahahahaha..
rushed to delia house after that to wish delia HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!
haha only got 5 satays to eat.. but ok le la.. juz for fun de mah.. ate 1 water melon & drank a cup of drink.. after that watched some stars & went off..
waited for bus & the bus juz ZOOOOOM passed.. KNS waited for another bus.. damn waste time sia..

sunday juz wasted my day sleepin ba..
damn tired.. lik i always do.. heeees..

monday i went out wif my gal to a journey of shopping for prom.. actually she was meetin her cousin, geena, la.. none of my business.. however, dear miz me too much rite?? then i needa go lo.. later she do silly stuffs how?? wahahahahha..
i think i know more bout my dear le.. in terms of dressin??
come to think of it, shoppin isnt really that borin when u get to take part in it.. u get to shoot people when they try clothes.. lik 'OH PLZ!!! that dress is showin off ur fats already..' lol of coz not that evil la.. 'are u wearin white?? haha are u thinkin wat i'm thinkin??' didnt say any of those 2 la.. juz something more polite..
it was night soon, i actually wanted to bring her around juz to see rings?? ended up buyin le.. no more surprise on 1st month.. oops..
i should hav bought 1 size smaller.. sian..
anyway, its engraved 'NATALIE LOVES XUEMING'..
yrotsgnidnerevenruo.. thats wat it symbolises??

it really quite long le..
one month didnt seem one month.. in fact, it seemed much longer.. hmmm huanqing meizi said its bcuz i miz dear too much?? days seem much more.. but when i am wif dear, time flew fast.. in this 1 month, too many things happened.. i'm gettin to know more of myself & more of her.. theres still much too say.. but its for me to know & her to find out.. plus i dun hav time le.. all i know, i love her.. if theres anything near perfect or perfect, its gona be her.. (i think)..

2006-11-21T20:09:00.001+08:00

YAWNZZZZ!!!!!
finally finish my assignments..
didnt get much sleep though.. so tired..
i think i slept too little everyday..
not rushing assignments jiu shi pei some pig..
however, didnt feel tired wif her around..
lik all those stomachache also dun hav..
when i left her, everything came..
it proves how wonderful u this medicine is..

18 nov was cool..
a day that can b counted totally shoppin for me..
i never really went on a date without movie ba..
may b it was bcuz we know wat we are shoppin for..
next time we shall go out wif no objective..
i lik tryin clothes.. hees..
saw Patricia Mok modellin..
its was cool seein her walk around..
but after modellin she came out to talk.. OMG..
i dun wana say le.. hahaha..
hmm btw, ang mo so cool.. wish i had their features..
i saw them breakdancin.. wah damn cool sia..
haha went to tcc wana eat, but changed of mind..
so malu sia.. hehe.. next time ba..
anyway, went pastamania to eat..
duno who order ocean baked pasta when i wan country baked.. the best thing is that person ask me 2 or 3 times le.. wat stm that person has.. haha..
ocean baked got mussel, calm, prawn & squid..
mussel and calm not so nice for me..
still said that mussel will hav muscle..
flood my pasta wif chilli sia..
abit is nice la.. alot then smell is OMG le..
i duno bout gals stuff, but i tried to take care of her when i dun even know anything.. juz pray that next month nothing happens to her lo.. drink so much cold water..

20 nov.. Character Development did a silly exercise.. haha protectin a egg from crackin when u throw from the 5th floor.. haha..
i didnt bother much la.. i juz wan to end it ASAP.. i got important matters to attend to.. haha..
isnt it weird attendin a class gatherin that isnt ur clasS?? haha..
anyway, it juz gave me chance to b wif her..
b4 gatherin we went around aimlessly in lot 1..
haha MINI-TOONS.. wahahaha..
got gal come keep say 'welcome to mini toons' & 'thanks for coming' when i went there twice.. haha guess my gal is fuming le.. bcuz its really lik comin to me.. lik never happen b4 ba.. since i last time never keep go out.. hees.. but still think i didnt look good la.. juz cut my hair.. that gal muz b eyes got stamp.. hehe..
we walked in the rain hand in hand..
tryin to use my big head to shelter her..
obviously not big enuf ba.. hahhaa..
YEAH!!! HAD PIZZA for dinner..
played 'wat is the secret number' game..
haha loser gets to drink pepsi.. shiok rite??
i lost twice & she lost once..
haha got 1 time purposely de la..
bcuz sure got pig help me drink de..
lucky not cold de.. or i hav to drink all myself..
i know its quite late, but still sent her home nevertheless.. i miz her..

its been so many days le.. yet it feels even longer..
i made my promise for a certain purpose.. its unfair as u said, but lliwiekasrurof..
i juz wan ur temper to huai bu qi lai..
its gona b dec le.. hope more in the future..
dun wana blog le..
somethings are meant to b kept secret..

2006-11-21T19:55:00.000+08:00

1. Do you know where your dad is rightnow?cck havin his dinner ba..
2. Last time you hugged someone? my dear?
3. What is something you've learned bout yourself recently?im naughty
4. What color is your watch? black, lost long time ago.
5. Do you like anyone? nah.. i love someone.
6. Are you close to your mom? closer compared to dad.
7. Where do you work? SingaporePolytechnic as student
8. What are you listening to right now? Stacie Orrico - i'm not missing you
9.what do you smell like? a shuai ge smell.. wahaha..
10. What color are your pants? black
11. Closest thing to your left? arm rest of chair? beside my waist.. haa..
12. What color is your bedroom flooring? brown bcuz its wood
13. Do you have a chair in your room? yea? in fact 2 of them.
14. Time you were born? eeerrr.. dun wana care.. juz remember 17 june..
15. Do you know anyone who is engaged?
erm.. someone who is gona get marry soon counted?
16. What's your favorite number? 7 for now
17. Do you know someone named Lori? sadly no, but i know lorry..
18. What color is your mom's hair?
OMG cant remember bcuz too many colours.. mainly reddish brown?
19. Do you have a dog? i wana hav 1 even when i'm been scratched once..
20. Do you remember singing any songs as a kid? NODS!! BARNEY SONG!!!
21. When was the last time you went swimming? few months back..
22. When was the last time you talked to one of your siblings?
when i was in my sleep
23. Did you ever go to a camp as a child? not until i was lik pri 6?
24. Do you play an instrument? can say so la.. give me some time..
25. Do you like fire? hmm should b.. i'm playin wif fire everynow & then..
26. Are you allergic to anything? smoke?? i'm a pretty good smoke detector..
27. When was the last time you cried? cant remember, but i remember wif who..
29. Have you ever been to a spa? may b in my dreams ba.. but in dreams also dun hav leh.. i'm busy flyin around the world savin people.. wahahaha..
30. Did you take science all fouryears of high school? is science that special??
31. Do you like butterflies? viewing purpose yes.. juz dun fly too close to me..
33. What is one thing you miss about your past? sec school..
34. Have you ever seen the school counselor? NAH.. too guai le.. lol..
35. Have you ever wanted to be a teacher? ya.. thinking bout it even now..
36. What is one thing you've learned about life? learnt alot.. life is a game..
37. Are you jealous of anyone? not really ba..
38. Is anyone jealous of you? may b? not sure sia..
39. Ever been stuck in an elevator?
hmm how cool izit being stuck wif chio bu in a lift?? i wana try..
40. What does your dad call you? dI Ar..
41. What does your mom call you? Di ar..
42. What does you hair look like rightnow? esplanade
43. Has a friend ever used you? guess it is ever goin?? juz how u sense it..
44. Has anyone recently told you that they like you? it was lik a both way thing..
45. What have you eaten today? instant noodles.. heees..
46. Is your hair naturally curly or straight? curly at parts..
47. What is your favorite movie? duno.. moulin rouge..
48. Who was the last person you drovewith? my parents..
49. What are you looking forward to? shoppin..
50. How are you today? sleepy.. zZzZ.. totally..

2006-11-14T23:57:00.000+08:00

UHUUU!!!!
school started after last week de elearnin..
i'm pretty much far back..
seems lik there is quite a few things i didnt do..
but duno la.. sian..
tryin to figure out how to do all stuffs..
i guess really hav to catch up quite a bit..
my dear is on my mind too much le..
i guess i'm really addicted to her..
she's lik slow toxic.. deadly..
when i see her, i'm lik a small boy..
noisy, ACBC, ASBS, lame, naughty & duno wat..
hmm thinkin back i think i had moodswing on the way sendin her home..
really didnt feel lik talkin much.. holdin on to her hand & dun wana let go.. but i was tryin to look around, wishin that i could avoid her eyes..
didnt wan her to worry, so tried to smile once in awhile..
i got something contradictin..
i wan her to understand me, but at same time i dun really wan her to know things on my mind.. bcuz if i am so predictable, she might b very bored wif me rite?? haha.. duno wat i am talking..
anyway, i didnt wan her to worry bout i dun1 her to go..
i'm startin to think if my tear glands are ok..
dun even obey my commands de..
i started talkin to her even when i dun really hav the mood.. tried to b high.. then voice gets muffled eventually..
tuoyasotdraherasdrowtleftraeh..
i'm really sorry bcuz she told me not to b that silly & i cant really do as she wan me to.. haha btw muz thank a fren of her mum bcuz she came & i ran a big round to avoid her.. when i came back, i was HIGH.. after that jiu go home le..
the next time i see her will b sat..
i'm waitin for it..
WoGeiNiDeAiXieZaiXiYuanQian..

2006-11-12T10:56:00.000+08:00

this week was quite tough for my gal..
papers everyday & i'm pretty worried bout her..
hmm bcuz she lik only study the night b4??
then she only half of ban tong shui..
when i get the chance to meet up,
her smiles juz throw all worries away..
if she look worried i will still think its ok..
only smiles.. may b she really too happy to see me ba..
haha i always wait quite awhile for her bcuz the teachers let them off late..
hmm waitin & waitin, yet it doesnt seem long..
time only starts to fly when i see her..

thurs we only ate snacks followed by dinner..
didnt get to study ba.. naughty gal never bring notes to study.. so i also duno wat to do..
i walked her home as usual..
no distance too long.. it felt short..

fri i waited for almoz 1 hour..
pei sheena do hair for awhile..
meantime jiu see wat colours dear wana dye..
hmm jack's place was cool..
years since i been there..
its ok ba.. eat once every month??
but not same place.. go others lo..

sat we went study..
actually wana slack de la..
since its gona b quite rush, so decide to half study half play..
haha i ate very very long.. 1 hour meal accordin to her.. i really ate alot..
guess i'm gona grow fat soon?? i think i juz had a dream that i'm 60+kg lol..
STUDY, but end up playin & playin.. torturin each other.. hahaha.. thought of ways to make each other HIGH..
end up never study lo.. might as well go play pool..
went down & saw the rain was still pourin..
since no mood to study jiu sat outside the place we study..
we seem lik we're in a world thats OURS..
i only need her & she only need me..
thats when i look into her eyes & she look into mine..
we waited for rain to stop..
i was lookin at the scenary, feelin how soothin it can b juz lookin it..
in a way, we were trapped in the rain.. however, it was a fortuanate thing..
the rain was able to let me somehow capture the stillness of our world.. juz us & no1 around..
she fed me so many chocs & i lik eatin chocs that way..
we took pics together.. took our reflection which gives us mystery & feels sweet..
we played pool.. i'm gettin my pool feel back le..
she still quite noob la.. but at least got impress me abit..
she never play cheat & still quite li hai..
and haha, she never call home to say she eat out..
kinda OOPS!! wat to do leh?? pray lo..
it went well & we went to nearby market to eat..
lucky we didnt get drenched by water splash when car passed by..
or else sure sian diao then curse & swear at the driver..
spaghetti was on the menu for dinner..
fed each other.. haha i was arguin how unfair it was that mine hard to feed..
the fact jiu shi lik that mah.. she seemed pro la..
the fact is i dun get chances to feed people mah..
sorry dear.. i will try to improve on that..
normally i only feed myself.. my style is barbarian + abit classy de..
but still barbarian la.. so i dun really know how to feed..
took bus home & it was so fast.. too fast to b true..
walked her home, but bu she de leavin ba..
hug her tight.. she said my eyes bit red..
i duno wat to say.. legs tell me to move but heart tells me to stay..
hmm all i can say is we lik to cry ba.. wahahah..
i gave something precious b4 leavin ba..
theres more in the future as we all say..
we msn when i got home..
the more i think, the more i know y some things are meant to be..
wif her, somehow i think cryin is a gift..
that answers y tears flow down my cheeks when i should b happy..
tears comes together wif heartfelt words.. i cant fake it..
i dun1 to b shoo away by her if i dun1 to go..
i promise i wun shoo her too if she say so..
hmmm theres much to say.. but juz lik that lo..
we're on the same frequency..
i think we're equal.. not too much & not too little..
actions are more than words.. they gave me proofs..
i'll trust her.. juz lik how she trust me..
hope theres no limit to how much she can take & wat i can give..

grow old wif u

2006-11-07T21:09:00.000+08:00

today is a day worthed remembering..
not bcuz of things that happened..
but juz 1 small little thing which means alot to me..
hmm to keep things in suspense, give u all a hint..
u needa wipe ur mouth after doing it.. hahaha..
YEAH!! so clever.. its NOT eatin, u glutton.. hahha..
okok time to reveal it bit by bit..
THE DAY TO REMEMBER!!!

this morning, I had breakfast wif Teo..
he told me only to KISS her when i'm sure..
it took quite long for HER to walk to lrt station..
when she came, i noticed her LIPS were so sexy..

if any of u noticed, there's a secret message..
hmm if u got it, congratz..
if u haven, keep trying.. ganbatte..
i am very very naughty when i'm wif her..
haha i kissed her on our first day & every other day we met..
it was comfortable that i dun hav any stress at all.. someway to express how naughty i am..
haha how i did it, i wun say it.. but its truely naughty..
but today jiu felt lik givin it all..
i hugged her in my arms.. after that jiu TADA surprise surprise..
cool to see her in shocked & cheeks abit red ba..
haha turned her away & shoo her home..
after that jiu left the an fa xian chang..
it feels SUPERB deep in my heart.. haha..
i had the courage!! i'm BRAVE!!!
actually nothing big ba.. but to me its the first..
hard to keep until age of 17..
may b alot thought i got alot of gfs.. kisses uncountable..
pian pian jiu shi diff..
i'm rather lonely despite im a little good lookin ba..
only few of few really know me..
sometimes bcuz of looks, people get even lonelier..
for now, i dun1 to think anything..
juz wana b happy wif u.. hope everything goes well..
promises are the worst things that can hurt,,
thats y i doubt ur 'swear'.. dun angry ok??
when the time comes, i'll tell u everything..

haha btw, i really cant wait to make my new specs..
wearing contacts so tiring.. always make me wana sleep de.. cant focus sia..
my xin yang yang sia.. I WAN MY SPECS..
time to go.. so long for now.. cya!!

2006-11-06T00:00:00.000+08:00

UHUUUU!!!!
i juz got myself a big surprise..
it really gave me an heart attack..
i didnt know cryin can help me get a gal..

it goes lik this..
i told her that i updated le since she wana read..
'don cry yea??'
my tears started to flow again..
hmm so i asked if she know who i referin..
yeap she knows & asked me y i cried..
'i dun1 to lose u'
these words seem simple.. but at that moment i pressed enter..
tears were rushin out even more.. cant stand it, so i went toilet..
when i'm back i saw, 'don wana lose u too'..
kao.. tears dripped again..
suddenly mysteries unfold..
she said she really really do lik me..
i really meant wat i said bout not losin her..
bcuz tears didnt stop no matter how much i held back..
hmm viewed me on webcam & we were both cryin..
she tried to make me smile even when she's cryin herself..
she's cute.. haha..
then a stupid question from me 'r u still cryin??'
of coz yes lo.. then i cry again.. haha..
'hurtsmesotoseeucry'
haiz.. thats gona help stop my tears..
she told me to think of her..
the contradictin thing is that i cried bcuz i thought of her.. lol..
haha lame jokes continued la.. tryin to make both of us better..
however, my face went cramp & cant smile le.. lol..
alot went through my mind..
what are we now?? i decided..
i asked her for stead & she nods..
quite amazin la.. can cry until stead de..
i informed few of my frens straight after that..
really happy bout it..

these few days pei her study lo..
got 2 days i pon to study wif her bcuz i needa do a presentation for a stupid book..
when its presentation day, nothing went well.. i didnt get a chance to present..
bcuz of this presentation i didnt sleep well.. my dad stepped on my specs & i was quite unhappy wif things he said..
all that book de fault lo..
things were comfortable wif her as usual.. so NICE!!
eh she's sweet ba.. erm got alot of things to say, but dun1 to praise her so much.. later she hao lian..
anyway, it hurts me to see her heart pain.. i did wish that her heart will stop being naughty as i tried to comfort her in my arms..
did it work?? i hope it does.. can u sense it??
hmmm i also starting to share my secrets wif her ba..
things that no1 really care.. thanks!!
haha i admit i'm quite daring when i'm wif her..
although sometimes i feel abit weird infront of the fren of my gf, i still need to care for my gf bcuz she really needs me..
lik alot of things happen la.. but i guess it shall b kept in my mind..
this coming week is gona b tough for her.. moz O papers are in this week..
the week that i got e learnin week.. so cruel..
i dun mind spendin time wif her, but its evil.. i shall stay home..
regardin my new specs, i'm somehow pissed when i go around pickin my new specs wif my parents..
i anticipated that, thats y i wore quite nice to pick my specs..
hmmm in the end it didnt really work la..
my mum always say unpleasant stuffs.. then i shoot her back lo..
i can only suan her back wif funny attitude, but i really meant to shoot her.. hahaha..
she gave in & i'm gona get wat i wan soon.. very happy..
time to go.. tata.. nightz..

2006-11-01T00:11:00.000+08:00

life's pretty cool since last week..
hmm juz went out wif a gal recently..
more importantly wats so attractive bout this gal??
i seriously duno..
the first thought she came to my mind last time was that she is a dao gal..
hmm after going out wif a fren, i knew her..
its first time i talk to her, yet i found out that she is kinda similar to my fren..
i cant do anything even if i got likings for her too.. i cant go out wif 2 close frens..
hmm even after i settled out wif my fren, i didnt expect anything..
yet there were frequent prank messages which were somehow caring in disguise..
i miz her.. thats y i suddenly asked her out..
hmm a day wun die rite?? found out how comfortable of me juz simply bickerin wif her..
no stress of thinkin where to go.. everything was lik WOW..
however, today i found out a fren of her lik her too.. i feel super evil la..
i'm kinda very stressed now.. y cant i juz get over the EVIL part??
i'm sure i lik her totally.. may b a little of stuffs i dun understand her yet??
i can feel she liks me too.. also feel that her personality is somehow lik me??
thats only a gut feeling.. but i'm pretty sure..
feeling is lik when i first had a relationship..
simple.. caring.. willin to spend time wif me..
she did silly but cute things that i did b4.. of coz i can understand..
thats where serious stuffs comes in..
i really wan to tell her everything if i could..
b wif her if i can.. but theres a big exam comin up..
on top of it, i think i am gettin too serious that i am afraid of losin her even b4 i get her..
guys are all over her.. even if i got my sky high confidence, i'm still kinda chicken..
i duno y stupidly my tears are juz flowin lik tap.. i never had this going on..
but y now?? can someone give me a reason??
i dun cry as much even if i break up.. Y?????
i thought everything was in my control..
juz hav to go on wif few more dates & a final 1..
i already planned it out for the final 1 le
its not juz any other day.. its a secret..
apparently, its is really hard for me to wait.. it worthed for a more memorable day??
i had past experiences that failed bcuz of wrong timing..
should i at least tell her that i lik her already?? i think i hint quite alot le la..
its tough settlin on my shoulders.. bel did say b4 its unfair to think all the stuffs alone..
wats on her mind?? y will she lik me?? looks?? personality??
is she serious?? how firm can she be?? am i juz another emo freak to her??
everything will of coz b good now.. but normally the case switch after break up and watever crap..
a smart ass will b called an idiot for example.. these sort of things..
well i feel better now.. tears somehow stopped for now le ba..
these few days i was busyin doin my work and chattin..
today i had my presentation..
i wore my formal & a tie.. first time wif tie ba..
i think i look totally cool today..
my classmates asked me that if i need to wear until so nice??
ya i told them it was a half-half thing..
half for presentation half for date..
'hmm wif ur gal ar??'
'may b???'
how i wish i can tell the whole world that u're mine..
u're not mine.. not for now.. i'm stressed..

2006-11-01T00:07:00.000+08:00

If U were born on the 1st, 10th, 19th, 28th of any month U r number 1.
If U were born on the 2nd, 11th, 20th, 29th of any month then U r number 2.
If U were born on the 3rd, 12th, 21st, 30th of any month then U r number 3.
If U were born on the 4th, 13th, 22nd, 31st of any month then U r number 4.
If U were born on the 5th, 14th, 23rd of any month then U r number 5.
If U were born on the 6th,15th,24th of any month then U r number 6.
If U were born on the 7th,16th,25th of any month then U r number 7.
If U were born on the 8th,17th,26th of any month then U r number 8.
If U were born on the 9th,18th,27th of any month then U r number 9.

Number 1
You are smart, straight talking, funny, stubborn, hardworking, honest,jealous on competing basis, kind hearted, angry, friendly, authoritive,famous person...always want to be and regarded as first on people position,they are often like to be independent, will never be under others, self confident people!You are most likely to fall in love in the younger age, but will get marry when you mature! You are likely to have problems with people who have opposite views and you are most likely to take revenge over your enemies in a long time basis. You are a spender, but you will have a good profession in the future. If you are guy you will be very popular that everybody will have mental attraction and respect at you. You can go anywhere from the localshop to the heart of the parliament because you are possitive and well tallented in numerous issues!! But in yourlife you will always have some people who will work hard to bring you & your name down. This is undercover!! Coz of your smart behaviour you will be hated by some people too... Your family life is very cool,you will have a very nice partner & wonderful children... You are pioneer, independent & original.
Your best match is 4,6,8 good match is 3,5,7 !!!

Number 2
No matter what, you will be loved by every one coz your ruler is the Moon and every one loves the Moon. Well.. you are a person who day dream a lot, you have very low-self confidence, you need back up for every move in your life, you are very much unpredictable. Means you do change according to time and circumstances, kind a selfish, have a very strong sense of musical, artistic talent, verbal communication. Your attitudes are like the Moon, comes to gloom and fade away so everybody can expect changes in you. You can be a next Mahatma Gandhi who does peace love or you can be a Hitler who wants to destroy the man kind and peace (I mean in the community and your own home). If you really have a deep thought about your own believe in God you canfeel the difference which will make you stronger! Most of the time yourwords are a kind of would be happening true! So without any knowledge you can predict the situation.. You will become poets, writers, any artistic business people! You are not strong in love, so you will be there and here till you getmarry.. If U r a girl you will be a responsible woman in the whole family. If U r a man you will involve in fights & arguments in the family orvice-versa. Means you will sacrifice your life for the goodness sake ofyour family...You are gentle , intuitive with a broad vision, a power behind the scenes, well balanced People!!!
Your best match is 2 ,5 ,9 no other people can put up with you !!!

Number 3
You are a person of hard hearted, selfish most of the times, religious,loves to climb up in your life. You always tend to have lots of problemswithin your family in the early stages but you will put up with everything.. You have the strong word power, pretty happy face.. so wherever you go always you have got what you wanted!!! And from the birth always wanted to work hard in order to achieve something.. You will not get anything without hard work! When you reach a man/ woman age you want other younger once to listen to you because you want younger people to respect people older than them. You do set so many examples to others. Generally you are not a cool person. It's not easy thing dealing with you. A tough player you are! But once you like someone's attitud! e then here you go, what can I say? It will be a lasting friendship. You always have respect from others. Your life seems to have lots of worries and problems but sure they won't be long.. You will always have brilliant kids!!! You love the money a bit too much so temptation will push you to endless trying and trying.. If you are a guy then it's over. Looking after your family and help friends, so you will spend a life time just being generous and kind (except 21st born men). And number 3s you will be such an example of how to be in the culture & life!!! If you are girl then you have good character and culture & hardworking attitude. You always follow. You are a freedom lover, creative, ambition focused, a person who brings beauty , hope & joy to this world!!! Your best match 6 ,9. Good match 1 ,3 ,5 !!!

Number 4
You are very stubborn too, very hard working but unlucky in importantmatters in life, very cool, helpful, you have rough wordpower..Might put lots of people away from you, you may cause nuisance to others if you are a man, and you often understands others and their problems well. If you are a girl you are very good with studies and arts. If you are a guy you spend most of the time after girl friends (almost)at times, you will have sort of too much fun life with mates & girls. Your friends will spend your time & money and get away with their life and you will become empty handed and don't know what to do.. So be careful!! You love to spend anyway!!! Your good will is you are always there to help family and friends. Tell you what you people are little gem! s, specially the girls.. You always fall in love in younger age as well. You often live with disappointments, for an example you have got a degree in some thing.. but you will be unemployed.. or will do very ordinary jobs. But you will take care of your family very well...All you need to be careful of people who will take advantage of your kind heart. And beware of your relations too.. You are radical, patient, persistent, a bit old-fashioned, you live with foundation & order.
Your best Match 1, 8. Good match 5 ,6 , 7 !!!

Number 5
You are very popular within the community, you can get things done by justchatting..to even enemies! You have a pretty good business mind, you are often have no-idea what is today is like, or tomorrow is like, you are aperson who does anything when your head thinks "lets do this". You will be famous if you open up a business, get involve in share dealings, music etc.. Very popular with sense of humour ,you are the one your friends and families will always ask for help, and you are the one actually get money on credit and help your friends. You will have more than 1 relationship, but when u get settle down you will be a bit selfish anyway. Coz your other half will have a pretty good amount of control in you, be careful! You tendto go for other relationships! Contacts even you are married at times 'coz your popularity.. You are someone who get along with anyone coz the number 5 is the middle number.. Changes & freedom lovers you are! You are an explorer with magic on your face. You learn your life through experience and it's your best teacher!!!
Your best match 1 ,2 ,9. Good match 6 ,8 !!!

Number 6
Ooopppss..you are born to enjoy.. You dont care about others. I mean you are always want to enjoy your life time, you are a person.. You will be very good in either education or workwise or business management! You are talented, kind (but with only people who you think are nice), very beautiful girls and guys, popular and more than lucky with anything in your lives. All the goodness does come with you. Your mind and body is just made perfect for love. You are loveble by any other numbers. But if you are a number 6 man, you will experience kinda looks from most girls and will involve in more than few relationships until you get married. If you are girl, most of you will get marry/engaged early. You are ! a caring person towards your family & friends . If you miss the half-way mark then you are about to suffer physically and mentally. Generally you will lead a very good inner-home happiness with nothing short of. You are a person of compassion, comfort & fairness, domestic responsibility, good judgement, and after all you can heal this world wounds to make peace for every life coz you have the great power of caring talent to make this world of love one step further.
Your best match 1, 6, 9. Good match 4, 5!!!

Number 7
You have got the attraction to anyone out there, you are realistic, very confident, happy, such a talented individual with your education, music, arts, singing, and most importantly acting too. You have real problems with bad temper! If you are a girl, you are popular with the subjects listed above. You give up things for your parents. I mean you value your family status a lot, you will be in the top rank when you reach a certain age. If you are a guy you are popular with girls, you are a very talented too. Most of the number 7s face lots of problems with their marriage life. Only a very few are happy. You have everything in your life, but still always number 7s have some sort of unfullfilness, such worries all their lifetime. It's probably the Lord given you al! l sort of over the standard humans talents and you are about to suffer in family life. So you need to get ready looking for a partner rather than waiting. If you don't, then you might end-up single. So take care with this issue, ok? You are wonderful, friendly, artistic, happy person. You are born to contribute lots to this world!!!
Your best match is 2. Good matches are 1,4 !!!

Number 8
You are a very strong personality, there's no one out there will understand you. You are very good at pointing your finger at some thing and say "this is what". You are more likely to suffer from the early ages. I mean poverty. If your times are not good you might lose either of your parent and end up looking after your entire family. You often suffer all the way in life. The problems will not allow you to study further, but you willlearn the life in a very practical way. You are the one who will fight for justice and may die in the war too. You are normally very reserved with handful of friends and most of the time live life lonely and alwaysprepared to help others. Well..once you get married (which is often late) then your bad lucks will go away a bit and yo! u become safe. You will face un-expected problems such as : the error, government, poisonous animals, accidents. You are some one with great discipline, persistence, courage, strength which will take you to success. You are a great part of a family team. You are a fighter! Your Best match 1 ,4, 8. Good match 5 !!!

Number 9
Hey..you guys are the uncompatible people in the world. You are so strong, physically and mentally. You are often have big-aims. You will work hard and hard to get there. Normally you suffer in the early age from family problems and generally you will have fighting life. But when you achieve what you have done, it's always a big task you have done! You are so much respected in the community, you are a person who can make a challenge and successfully finish the matter off. You are very naughty in your younger age, often beaten up by your parents and involve in fights and you seemed to have lots of injuries in your life time. But when u grow you become calm and macho type. Love is not an easy matter for you. You are good in engineering or banking jobs coz people a! lways trust you. Your family life is very good, but will have worries over your children. Your such qualities are humanitarian, patient, very wise & compassionate. You are born to achieve targets and serve every one all equally without any prejudice. You are totally a role model to anybody in the world for a great inspiration.
Your Best match 3, 5, 6, 9. Good match 2

this 1 i kope from someone i duno.. angela de fren though, huishi..

2006-10-26T00:20:00.000+08:00

all that i can remember was spendin my saturday, 14 oct, wif Christabel..
i was at her house doin my homework ok?? haha..
its been awhile since we got a chance to meet up..
anyway, i was damn happy to see her lo.. hmm still feels very causal wif her around..
can literally behave who i am infront of her..
this time i really did my work.. although i'm slackin quite a lot,
i set away my whole afternoon for it so that i can slack as much as i wan..

next was a very irritatin start of my day on 17 oct..
i woke up early in the morning to go school which i dun need to b there that early..
my consultation was 10 and i went at 8 bcuz its the time on my timetable..
thinkin of doin work, i on my com & tried to login my student ID..
got it wrong bcuz type wrong.. then keep type wrong & my account got locked..
hmm i was informed that i needa go to a kiosk to unlock my acc & i duno where..
the person told me go somewhere to check out la.. obviously, it isnt there when i go..
then nearest place i could think of is 1 at main library..
when i reached, the thing got problem & i helped it restart..
after duno 5 mins of reboot, i clicked the unlock acc button & found out i need my admin card..
DAMN!! its in my bag.. i walked all the way back to class lo..
backed in class, my fren told me got a kiosk whick is lik juz the block beside our building..
OF COZ I WAS STUNNED!! somehow happy mood, i went there.. great thank u that the THING is there..
when i took a closer look & fiddle wif it, the THING was spoilt..
bai gao xing yi chang.. once again, i walked to the main library to unlock my thing..
the whole THING took me lik an HOUR of my life..

wed 18 oct, juz a small badminton session wif my classmates..
its lik a 'FINALLY' kinda thing.. although its only a short while, 2 hours only mah..
not very long hoh?? lol.. cool thing sia..
my class got quite a handful of guys who know how to play badminton..
shall hav that once every few weeks.. promote bondin & healthy life style in class..

thurs 19 oct, its cool shiet man..
i wore formal.. somehow lik go prom, but this time even better..
coat/blazzer or watever wif long sleeve, jeans & cool shoes.. haha..
didnt bring bag bcuz nothing much on that day..
sorry, this time i wore semi formal for a reason de..
i got presentation on that day..
however, wearing a coat is lik abit too over le??
lol.. all i can say is my class air con too cold le la..
envy me mah???
end of the day, i didnt get to present..
oh crappo..

fri 20 oct i was too crappy to wear formal again le la..
on top of it, i planned to cut hair after school..
thats y no formal lo..
its been quite long time since i do presentation apart from last sem..
last sem all my presentation suxs ba.. i wasnt prepare at all..
only got 1 game presentation i was quite prepared..
1 more i prepared, but never present bcuz i was sick..
hmm i was doing on the introduction of the presentation this time..
well cant say i did a good job, but i sounded quite confindent ba..
improved on my intervals between my words bcuz my frens say last time i will keep pausin..
hard thing was to stop shakin.. either aircon too cold or i was too nervous..
once i'm done, i was relaxin behind the monitor when my other teammates present..
i rushed to cut my hair after my lessons..
y cut it leh?? its a secret.. blog it when i confirm bout the thing in 2 weeks time..
ya, in 2 weeks time there is gona b a BIG thing for me..
in preparation for it, i cut my hair so that its gona b juz-nice length by then..
bitter part comes first though.. the hairdresser HaoBuLiuQing de jiu cut my hair..
cut so fast until its really kinda too short for some parts..
cant complain la.. juz live wif it for now lo..
bought a shoe & here's the pic..

sorry if u think i'm gona sell it..
here is not shop on blog.. lol..
if u wan it, go I.P zone to get it..

i juz finished watchin an anime 'OuranHighSchoolHostClub'..
influenced by classmate bcuz he say i look lik the twins in the show..
its a pretty dumb & funny comedy.. touchin at the end..
talks bout a gal dressed as a guy to b a host..
she does that to repay the debt she owe when she broke a auction vase which cost a bomb..
the host club found out that she's a gal la..
president lik her & stuffs lo..
it has a nice ending..
'there are certainly many things that wun get better no matter how hard u try.
thats y when u hav to try hard, u shouldnt hesitate.'
its a quote from it.. i think it makes alot of sense lo..
lookin at it, i gona try hard le.. all for the wish i made this year..
if cant, i will give the hope up.. until then, lets observe how it goes so that i can make my next move..
btw, OuranPrivateSchool is define by
first, prestigious families..
second, wealth & rich people with a lot of free time..
HostClub is bout Handsome boys that have time entertaining gals that also hav time & make profit of it..
i'm gona do something similar juz that its gona b a loss when i spend money rather than profit.. hahaha..

sun 22 oct ate alot..
lunch ate 2 big packets of noodles..
dinner was at HanWei's house where he, Teo & me watched soccer..
dinner: fried rice, orange juice, shrimp rolls, potato chips, vitasoy
guess its too much le la.. go home jiu LaDuZhi le..

mon 23 oct school was smooth bcuz i understand webp..
until i felt too cold, & my body went all gello..
i sms natalie quite abit to catch up ba..
hmm say me a weako or watever i dun care.. the fact i was wif fever..
i told a couple of classmates i got fever.. then they measure le say dun hav..
lunch le jiu buy food lo.. thought coke was lik medicine for everything, so i bought it & try..
eh felt even worst.. cant even finish my food..
very long never waste food le.. hope africa kids dun curse me..
eh my studio was juz too cold for me.. i took a chair & sat outside..
leaning on the glass pane, i tried to rest my eyes..
my head was simply gona burst la.. every part of my body was warm, even my toes..
i wana REN until everything over or else need take mc mah..
tahan until 1pm then cant tahan le..
took my bag & went off to see the doc..
on mrt, i wana rest but no place..
when i got to sit, i saw a quite fat lady wearin somethin lik for pregnant lady de..
i was bout to let her sit, but she passed me le.. tried to call out to her, but dropped the idea bcuz kinda shy..
went up to her say the seat is hers then she say 'WoBuShiHuaiYunLa'
dot dot dot la.. ok mayb i'm havin too high a fever..
went back to my seat & cover my face to act as i'm sleepin..
confirmed i'm down wif fever & got 1 day mc..
bathed very long bcuz my actions were too clumsy & head still splitin..
done everything & slept.. wake up still pain sia..
sms nat that she hai me fever for watever reason.. haha..
missed the chance to play badminton wif my ex sec2 classmates..
sian lo.. really look forward to it sia..

tues 24 woke up at 7 plus bcuz slept too much..
played game until noon lo..
sms Natalie bcuz i dun feel lik goin out..
she said she feel lik studyin.. & me as a good motivator cant say no mah..
so i went lo.. hahaha..
actually did miss her & bunch of gals la..
it rained while i was on my way there.. diao..
hmm saw denise, sheena & natalie together..
it was ok ba.. so long never see denise..
duno wat to do sia.. did look at her, but feelin not rite ba..
i was very quiet, but i still laugh at how cute they can b..
wahahahahahhaahaha..
soon denise & sheena left.. then i found out they didnt plan to study together de..
so is me & nat?? ayo.. sounds so evil sia..
i noticed recently i do my homework only when gals are around..
there is not much discipline at home.. haha..
anyway, fun bickerin wif nat.. always got things to say de..
did a bit of my work jiu go home le.. phew..
took pics of her, but cant put here de.. or will die sia..

wed 25 didnt listen during flash..
she was on going wif her alien actionscriptin..
always say 'u all dun listen later dun say u all duno how to do'
'listen le i still duno mah' was wat i said
she always ask 'clear???'
'not clear'
'ok lets move on'
dotz sia.. she everytime lik that de..
the 'clear' is juz to help her continue talk..
durin my seamanship thingy, also didnt listen much..
i somehow understand wat teacher teachin bcuz kinda familar wif geo..
after class, played teo's new remote control car which costs a bomb..
400 plus in total ba.. its cool too drift but my house cant hav a place for it..
waited for my meeting but they started without me.. kinda wasted waitin, but at least i gota play RC car..
nat got fever ba.. i'm too hot le la, so spread lo.. hahaha..
then JUZ SAW Malaysia got fireworks..

2006-10-13T23:03:00.000+08:00

b prepared for a long entry..
alot of stuffs happened this past 1 week..
6 oct didnt happen much ba.. cant remember..
oh ya!!! got..
a factory juz rite beside my house was burned down..
a picture speaks a thousand words.. here goes..

7 oct is class gathering!!!! wahahahah!!!
simply playin games bcuz cant early go bbq..
when the time comes, i kinda duno wat to bring..
wat to wear??? ayo, juz wear beach wear la..
anyway, gona get thrown into the pool de..
theres where the trouble comes in..
wat should i wear after that??
dun think got any nice clothes le..
i thinking of wearin jeans bcuz goin Malacca on sun..
but jeans wif slippers not nice?? very mud feel..
anyway didnt care la.. lazy bring shoe..
met up wif kim(my ex-classmate), alvin teo/ong, chester, HoFai, YunChong..
hmm everyone seems same except kim..
omg who wears make up to bbq de.. lol..
its kinda thick ba.. dun lik that.. felt bimbotic to me..
not saying bad things bout her, but juz bout makeup..
lol.. dun1 her to sue me for misunderstandin.. lol..
when we reached pasir ris, first thing jiu shi go find eat de..
hmm smelt hotdog wif cheese.. cant resist.. jiu gave in le..
*feeling hungry guys?? u should b.. wahahahha*
same thing happened wif sushi..
Teo thought of buyin beer.. i think i can buy again..
but when i ask y muz buy?? he say drink for fun..
i seriously dun see the point.. even when i will lik to drink..
some more bring to bbq, everyone 1 sip = no more..

next stop, downtown east de zone x or x zone..
i finally made my freaking mip card..
still remembered the workin aunties in lot1 de x zone..
'since u so free, go downtown east make la.. here the machine spoil le' was wat they said
even if i am free, doesnt mean i hav to go that far..
plus machine spoil le should fix it ASAP!!!!!
MMMMM!!!
it means 'Middle-aged Monkey Makes Me Mad'
juz a random thing.. dun take it seriously..
time for some pics of my MIP card..

zoomed in

the front

the back

played drum game for awhile..
the toopid drum was spoiled, also spoiled my mood..
btw, haze everywhere irritates my eye..
HoFai said he will faint walkin in haze.. lol..

reached Mr.Yuen's condo wif abit trouble la..
didnt really know where to stop..
hmm didnt feel very different bcuz i saw moz of them quite frequent..
gals may b jiu different le ba.. haha..
started eatin once we got there.. but i wasnt eatin every min..
juz small portion every once in awhile..
mashmallow wif chocolate.. YUMMY!!!!
rose syrup wif naca de coco.. refreshin!!!
Mr.Yuen de house is ALL WHITE theme..
i mean really all WHITE.. design is simple & classy..
envy sia.. i wan a house lik that next time.. haha..
heard got a neighbour around his house wif whole BLACK theme..
haha currently that family dun hav child & Mr.Yuen got a baby boy..
so few years down the road, they may hav a gal then can QingMeiZhuMa..
heres a pic of Mr.Yuen's baby boy..

cutey rite?? next time gona b as hot as Mr.Yuen..
Mr.Yuen also know DJ..
not radio that type la.. is club de DJ..
he got 2 turn tables and the stuffs..
its fun being a DJ ba.. or so i think..
too bad forgot to take pic of that..
after house visit, time for teacher to get into pool..
hmm i already prepared le mah.. gave valuables to Angela..
only know i let some gal throw me into pool.. duno who..
my contacts were in my eyes the whole time.. haha..
i even swam wif my eyes closed.. i was the slowest ba..
naughty people are tryin to get others into pool..
haha gals are included ba.. i cant bear to make them go into water.. so i juz watch others do it.. wahahahha..
AlvinOng was lucky.. he nearly got pushed by SiMin.. funny thing is that he grabbed the swimmin pool de handle..
a reversal from Ong the wrestler, he did a swing and SiMin was thrown into the POOL.. hahhaha..
SiMin got tricked a few times & keep gettin thrown into pool ba..
Jennifer was bullied by KeeHan & Teo.. hahaha..
didnt wan go pool, NVM.. we got the SuperDuperWanNengWaterBottle.. hahaha.. drenched her le still dun1 go into pool.. then Teo keep disturb her..
Jen proceed on wif violence.. hahaha.. a comedy for me sia.. its lik STREET FIGHTER VERSION duno wat lo..
KeeHan continued wif water bottle.. hahaha.. being irritated, she chased him..
'follow me jiu diu liao' was wat KeeHan said.. he was beside the pool.. hahhaa... next time u know is Han the wrestler wif a unsuccessful swing..
haha both got into the pool.. but its baby pool la.. funny..
Jen is lik those crazy type of people after gettin into pool la..
she go find Kim as next target.. wahaha.. again wif the SuperDuperWanNengWaterBottle.. lol..
abit chaotic ba.. after being splashed only, kim duno find people for shelter..
lazy go care bout it la.. juz let her b..
only know she got pushed into pool by HanWei.. lol..
one thing for sure, dun anger HanWei.. he's the MACHO-MAN..
after that jiu chat & chat lo.. time to go home around 11 lik that..
sat in AlvinOng's dad de van wif Lavania, Teo, HanWei & Ong la.. quite a long ride.. tired sia.. talked bout maple wif him.. hahaha..
went home bathed, took passport & some RM jiu go Teo's house le..
bcuz 4 plus need to reach his house.. if i sleep in my house, sure cant wake up..
thus, i went his house to sleep.. turn out he's the lazy bum that cant wake up..

8 oct went Malacca wif Teo's family lo..
i only know i had a flu on since i woke up..
may b i never dry myself during bbq or aircon too cold when i sleep..
keep sneezin la.. running nose and stuffs..
ate dim sum for breakfast..
went Malacca to pray at temple.. not my practice, but pray doesnt harm mah.. so pray lo..
after praying jiu walk the streets near temple lo..
ate MiGuaXiMeLu for refreshin ba.. simply honeydew & water melon..
slept in the car most of the time.. too tired le la.. slept too little le..
skipped lunch juz to rushed back to Johor..
dinner was so delicious after long starvation..
chilli crab, sambal stingray, SanBeiChicken & fried buns..
shiok sia.. main event of trip le.. hahahhahaha..
although purpose is to shop la.. but time limited..
so didnt shop much.. run here run there.. time to go home..

9 oct schoool at 8..
i woke up at 6 de.. reply someone de sms then jiu got back to sleep..
woke up at 8 & i was late.. took my time to go school lo..
ate chocolate & ice cream as lunch..
other than that nothing much happen..

10 oct went school from 8-12..
pretty lame infact.. bcuz only see teacher for 1 hour..
other time were spent in my classroom playing com..

11 oct had badminton after GEMs..
phew everytime play so long.. fun..
not as tiring le..
think i ate kissables for breakfast ba..
heres a pic wif my bear bear..

12 oct should end at 6pm de..
but i zhabo(left) at 2 bcuz is consultation..
i already finish le.. so today no need see teacher..
its sorta not allowed la.. but teacher never come check..
he's always in the other room.. so i go le he also wun know..

13 oct had badminton again bcuz Rain wana slim down??
haha this time played until very hungry jiu go eat..
think i played for 2 plus hours ba.. so tired..
lunch that time saw Carmen.. hmmm duno wat to say bout her..
after that went club to enjoy aircon for awhile lo..
while going home, saw Denise from my pri school de..
think she also wun remember me ba.. but juz lik that lo..
i got a feelin that she got look at me sia..
think she is 1 of my crush when i am young.. hahhaa..
next time when i wear nice nice & see her, i will intro myself ba..
its kinda lik a dare for me ba.. haha
i expect something lik 'well thats a dull chasin gal move' from her..
i've tried findin her on friendster, but its juz too difficult ba..
i think she looks kinda alik wif Carmen ba..
may b thats y i am attracted by Carmen last time??
ya really tired.. wana sleep sia..

well pics of chocolate i eat these days..

intended blur pic of my hair.. cool eh?? lol..
nightz nightz..

2006-10-05T23:54:00.000+08:00

Oops!! forgot to blog bout my new blog song..
hmmm hav u noticed that i am changin my songs quite frequently??
bcuz i am givin an experience to let people hear diff kind of cool songs.. previous few songs are kinda HIGH songs to let u bang the wall when u hear them.. however, this current song does not only make u wana bang wall, its from the drum game i play..
love this song pretty much.. hope u all lik it too..

right now i feel pretty random..
juz that last night, i really thought bout gals..
basically, i lik gals that make me feel happy around them..
last time may b i dun understand wat is feelin fade..
now i understand le.. bcuz i kinda felt from the recent 1 ba..
so its juz normal.. cant blame anyone de..
hmm for the last 1, i got a physical scar..
a scar from a dog.. guess i will remember it as long as its there..
dun think scar will go off that easy??
hmm juz think now is the period i can gain experience of relationship..
serious or not really depends.. lik if the target is a flirt or not??
i actually hav an ideal gal since long ago, but she cant b in relationship only after studies ba..
everytime i take my time to think, she will b the last 1 standin in my list ba..
until after studies, i guess i will continue to b socialable(flirt)..
we look forward to future.. she's safe now, but she wun b in the future..
haha she cant escape from my cat paws.. lol..

this sat finally got class gathering..
really look forward to it..
my fellow classmates, here i come..
b prepared to defuse an atomic bomb,
bcuz i am gona b that bomb.. hahaha..

2006-10-05T13:09:00.000+08:00

these few days down on luck i suppose..
lend people too much le.. haha..
tuesday went arcade at clementi,
but arcade close down le..
so had to go JurongPoint & play lo..
haha quite fun la..
initial D wif noob then keep winnin..
drum game followed after that.. haha..
it feels lik shiet wif pro watchin behind ur back..
so cant escape the fate of failin bcuz of pressure..
when they are not there, i passed.. haha..
lame rite?? so pros plz give me some air to breathe..

wednesday got flash..
dun really understand the actionscripts..
thats wat happen when teacher add in duno wat alien maths equations..
ya thats crap..
after that got boatin license..
no need listen in class de.. take note once in awhile..
no more lessons then went to play badminton when i am in longsleeves &
jeans..
wah damn warm lo.. sweating lik hell..
its fun anyway.. how can i miss wif a lighter racket??
bcuz i smack too fast.. wahahaha..
juz not so familar changin so fast from a heavy to light racket..
watch a movie after its on screen lik half of it..
something bout spiders & a weird scientist..
juz know in the end is bad guys die..
then the main actress saves her husband who got the spider eggs inside of
him by injectin a vaccine into his body la..
haha its predictable but it juz make u watch ba..
channel 8 9pm show then abit of news, LiaoZai & channel 5 variety show..
went to bed rather early.. 1040??
but cant sleep until 12??
even i did sleep after that, i kept wakin up..
duno wats the cause..
think muscle ache ba.. stupid sia..

actually wana wake up at 6am to play maple de..
then tired sia.. so sleep until 8.15 lo..
came to school & here i am bloggin during lunch break..

2006-10-03T00:47:00.000+08:00

HeYaZ!!!!
HOW DID I EVEN FORGET TO BLOG BOUT MY NEW BLOGSKIN???
unfortunately, i juz did.. the biggest thing of all is to thank the 1 who created it..
THANKS VIVIAN!!! for the blogskin specially done up for me.. haha..
i shall dedicate this entry solely to thank u.. its how i express my sincerity..
may b not solely la.. but as u can see, my intro of entry already taken away le..
so izit enuf??? fair?? haha..

today its HTML.. its cool.. i love the language..
i am starting to learn how diff codes work.. its lik WOW to me..
amazin isnt it?? how such small trivial things can make ur life KABOOM??
other lessons are juz bullcrap bcuz i was lik slackin lik nobody's business..
btw, i ate 2 packets of noodles for early breakfast at 7 plus??? crazy isnt it???
lunch didnt feel very hungry.. so ate a milo bar & ice cream.. haha..
but after that jiu abit hungry le.. sadz...

theres a little something i took note of for today..
i went to search take a look at all the letters & cards thats written & sent to me..
hmm Evelyn will b the contender lo..
she got send me christmas cards for 2 years..
then i still remember she made me a E-birthday pic/ card..
think our jc & poly school lives hav definitely got us apart..

theres more to it.. i dun get alot of letters.. but only 2 or 3 more from various people lo..
touched bcuz they put in effort to write for me ba.. can feel de..
those contents are true from their hearts.. perhaps they do know part of me..

dug out a duno how many years de birthday present..
its a toy bear from my best fren HanWei..
didnt hang it last time bcuz i thought it was kinda toopid & big..
now since i am so AttractAttention, i guess a GREEN bear wun b much of a problem..
its gona stick wif my bag for a journey across Singapore..

btw, yesterday i was doing my homework..
then i know theres problem wif my com when savin things..
so i thought i was clever by saving & check if the file is really saved..
its not saved, so i tried saving as another name..
then suddenly i close the document & PHUFFFF...
there goes all my hard work.. lucky only a few more stuffs to do..
at that moment after doing my work & cant save it, i was MAD until cant sleep la..
ok spell it again wif me, MAD!!!!!!!!
i rushed out my work today & i'm done..
found out my groupmates even more zhai la.. they haven do..
wth lo.. need compilation then can submit leh..
anyway, gave up hope la bcuz 1 say do from 4-5pm..
4-5 nvm.. i was home since 4 ba..
then i tell him online until wana die le, he never online..
cant send him the stupid file.. then when he online he rush me to send him..
i was rushin back to my com bcuz i was afk then he went offline le..
WTF la.. is staying online while u do work so hard??

2006-10-01T01:17:00.000+08:00

school started this week..
i shall blog bout the amazing slacking journey of my week..

b4 that, there is somethin interestin that happen b4 school..
only thing that i remember ba..
its on last fri, 22nd sept..
kbox wif teo & vivian.. actually yihong was suppose to go..
however, she seems to lik busy forever..
never got a chance to go out wif her de..
i juz thought 3 people abit funny or sian ba..
it turned out fine lo.. singin lik nobody de business..
bcuz 2 guys 1 gal mah.. majority wins..
so we guys very daring.. vivian also daring la..
we got go arcade play game..
recently, i keep play drum game..
fun but quite malu when people see..
i think i am gettin the feel of it.. addicted perhaps..
the game also quite exp 1.40 each ba..
a pic during kbox..

BACK TO TOPIC!!!
when i see time table,
thought this sem was gona b a wasted slackin sem..
bcuz my time table can only see few classes..
mon 8-4, tues free day, wed 8-3, thurs 11-1, fri 1030-12..
i thought i was a stupid course to waste my time..

first lesson on monday mornin, i found out the time table wrong..
so no more slackin..
monday same, tues till 12, wed same, thurs till 6, fri 9-12..
commitment to my studies is do my assignments once i get them..
that is the target i hope i'll b able to change into..
bcuz u know?? i always slack & play games.. haha..
this term should b more organise.. learn at least something..
bcuz i feel they haven really teach me things ba..
anyway, monday i got web publishing which is bout html..
html i think quite simple ba..
but thats something i duno & i always wana know..
another module is character development..
somethin lik morale education & such..
same thing, u needa clock up cip hours.. but its 10 hours..
i am thinkin bout helpin in orphanage or homes so i can gain experience..
but think they wan on going helpers ba.. thats wat turn me off..
may b i can go for a month.. definitely not on going..
depends if the place suit me ba.. then visit once in awhile..
think i juz hav to find other stuffs to do for cip..

tues didnt go school not bcuz i started my pon-ing journey..
its bcuz my teacher mc for 1 1/2 week..
i knew that b4 school even start..
thanks to him this week is still holiday mood for me..
played maple whole day without even steppin out of my house..
bcuz i dun lik to eat alone.. i rather cook instant noodles for myself..

wed, first lesson is HumanComputerInteraction 8-9..
it is something bout how well humans interact wif stuffs..
pretty simple too.. think of how to service people to the best..
9-12 got Flash8.. its bout reviewin wat we learn last sem..
need do 1 short assignment.. finished it.. WOHOOO!!!
1-3 is BoatingTheory.. its a GEMS module..
i thought is the service kind of module.. lol..
its GeneralElectiveModuleS.. hahaha..
at first i not so into BoatingTheory de..
but after got the chance to get license for boat rite, its cool..
practically lik havin a life long license for boat..
so next time if i am rich enuf to hav my own boat, it will b DARN COOL!!
of coz need to pay for the tests, but it is at a special prise..
haha if u noticed, its not prise but price.. lol.. remember that woh..
JurongPoint after class wif Teo..
played initial D until thumb got blister.. stupid steering wheel..
checked out prices for laptops.. think i cant get 1 ba..
thought of buyin but i think is no hope de la..
parents no money let me buy..
checkded out price for remote control car that Teo wants..
dinner & stuffs.. reached home bout 7 or 8..

thurs 1030-12 HCI again..
it gives overview of wat we doing..
hmm gave a few problems faced with our daily lives..
its all bout analysin & comin up wif good solutions..
end of lesson he said no lesson for fri bcuz he covered today..
1-2 had History&Theory of Ideas..
its all bou theory & stuffs.. a module to enrich my knowledge..
bcuz of this i hav to befriend books.. thanks ar!!
i think contents is very interestin bcuz i'll never b bored bout these..
i'm a guy who liks to anyhow think.. got whole lots of my own theory..
if great mind thinks alik, i think they will hav same theory..
btw, theoria is order of knowledge..
this module need alot of reference to greek things
& stuffs all over the place.. troublesome sia..
bless me wif a new laptop plz..
b it Santa or God.. no ToothFaries, ok??
bcuz i dun hav xtra teeth to give le..
i MUZ thank my teacher for being sick.. or i will hav lesson until 6..

fri i was thinkin whether to come to school bcuz only 9-10..
i didnt wan to pon school at beginnin of sem..
i am not busy & such.. y pon?? so i go lo..
BLOODY HELL!!! i went there juz for him..
so nice of him, i get to find my 1st lecturer who pon class..
i was readin comics while waitin.. but something is not right..
bcuz 20 mins over le still hav come lo..
after that, i even went to play my fren de PSP.. lecturer haven come..
play the jap drum.. haha kinda lame la.. but okok lo..
saw XueJia jie, QiuHui Jie & Amee on the way to MRT..
Shermian jie saw me but i didnt see her.. haha..
'this week i didnt go club so never see those faces..
but i did purposely pass by club lo.. didnt stay bcuz i went home..'
after i chiong home to play my maple.. haha..
early morning not much people wake up to play.. haha..

*main paragraph of entry*
around 4 then went for work wif Teo as banquet waiter at Bugis..
got free dinner.. YEAH!! no need spend money..
i saw 2 short & cute gals workin there.. haha..
they are both 16 ba.. o levels this year..
anyway, i got the post, RUNNER..
i got to know a new fren, Alan..
he is the 1 who lend me hairspray.. also runner..
i didnt know wat to do, but 1 thing i definitely know.. SLACK!!!
i thought runner is run everywhere help people de..
then after duno how many hours,
found out we only need to get dishes out to the hall..
SHIT!!!! all this while we were doing the unnecessaries..
then felt kinda shitty so go slack wif Alan everytim after servin a dish..
somehow got caught la.. we were goin poolside(slackin LAO DI FANG)..
the small head said we were supposed to stay in kitchen..
anyway, only left few dishes.. so stayed in kitchen & chat..
cant stand outside kitchen to enjoy the aircon bcuz guest can see us..
JUZ TO LET U KNOW.. the dishes are DARN HEAVY!!!
each time carry 2 BIG PLATES.. cant imagine how some carry 3..
the dishes smelt nice.. but i cant eat them..
heard can lik secretly eat them.. but i so honest.. didnt do that..
hmm i got food presentation.. all i can do is act pro by copying others..
afterall,i am the COPY NINJA..
i got ask someone which table i go to, but didnt know wat to do la..
so quite malu when i walked passed the table that i supposed to stop at..
WHERE TO PUT THAT SUPER BIG PLATE?? THE TABLE IS FULL!!!
i looked at another guy.. he juz clear the table..
WTH!!! my table got alot of empty seats.. bowls all on the turning thing..
ANYONE TO HELP ME CLEAR THE FREAKIN THING??
my left hand is dumb & cant really clear..
hmm end of thing, i went to clear up ba..
helped 1 of the cute gals a few times..
isnt it sweet hearing 'thank you' when u help people??
impressed that the gal also can carry quite heavy de stuff..
after that collect pay jiu zao lang le..
saw the 2 cute gals but never get to even know their names..
next time may b then ask ba..
went YewTee mac to hav a drink & head home..
rest awhile infront of my com, but cant tahan haven bath la..
went bath for whole 45 mins i think.. most of it spent on washin of hairspray..
juz hate the spray lo.. will stain my nails when i wash..
hard to wash everything off too..
heres a pic of Alan & me usin his phone..
lost my pic on my phone bcuz some stupid thing happen..

Sat woke up at around 1..
hands very suan from work.. muscles growin..
played maple & GBA game.. juz felt lik slackin..
ate alot today.. 3 packets of instant noodles for lunch..
2 bowls of rice for dinner..
went for mid-autumn festival thing at Teo's place..
hmm no chio bu to see leh.. all small little kids..
kenda cheated sia..
came home & blog this super long entry..

thanks for wasting 5 mins or more readin my craps..
hope this brainwashes people who read this..

2006-09-22T11:50:00.000+08:00

got tag to do this.. so here goes..

1. Single, taken or crushing?
-crushing probably is lik forever b4 i get a stead.. still single..

2. Are you happy with your life right now?
-somehow.. slack life.. so can spend time find gal rite??

3. When you meet the right person, do you fall in love fast?
-definitely.. but i fall in love too fast wif the wrong person..

4. Have you ever been heart-broken?
-no doubt.. a couple of times..

5. Do you believe that in some circumstances cheating is acceptable?
-not advised.. however, if the other needs it then go for it.. juz know when the time to come back is good enuf for me..

6. Would you take someone back if she cheats on you?
-guess i should learn from gals.. 'theres no more feelin'

7. Have you ever talked about marriage with someone else before?
-can say so ba.. get married after age of 25..

8. Do you want children?
-ya.. bcuz i love children & i'm not the 1 to give birth rite?? i know its painful, so may b stay in there to let my future wife bite me when she givin birth..

9. How many?
-2 at least bcuz if its 1 child, he will b alone.. somemore its gona more old people.. we need more youngsters in the workin society.. haa..

10. Would you ever consider adoption?
-haven thought bout it.. may b if i commit myself to orphanage to help out & get to know more of them..

11. If someone likes you right now, what do you think is the best way to let you know?
-actions are more than words.. dun rush it.. juz stay cool for a short period..
i think i will get it.. if i lik u, i'll go out wif u.. if not, thats common sense..

12. Do you enjoy getting into relationships?
-yeap its sweet.. juz lik chocolate.. but u get the side effects of gettin fat if things dun work out.. if u hav determination to go work it out somehow, u will love it & get even higher..

13. Be honest, what is the furthest thing you and ur ex did?
-hug & hold hands i guess..

14. Do you believe in love at first sight?
-ya.. may it remain a fantasy to me.. bcuz sometimes u juz duno wats attractin u to a gal.. thats my understandin of love at first sight??

15. Are you romantic?
-i seriously dun think i am bcuz theres not much idea in my mind.. i'm quite borin..
may b more talkative but still quite sucky..

16. Do you believe that you can change someone?
-yeah.. it depends whether the other wana change or not too.. once changed, that person will b changed & not so him or her le??

17. If you could get married somewhere, where would it be?
-somewhere foreign bcuz i always wish to go on a trip.. may b a church in countryside wif grassland allover the hills..

18. Do you give in easily when you're fighting?
-now may b.. i juz wana b a nice guy.. changin i suppose.. wan to add some MAN in my dictionary.. gona b fierce if the time comes.. add some flavours to my life..

19. Do you have feeling for someone right now?
-may b, but that person wun give a damn bout it.. y should i?? all she does is think bout herself.. i hav my difficulties.. anyway, may b she dun even hav feelin for me..
so i think i should juz screw myself in the head..

20. Have you ever wished that you've someone but you messed it up?
-ya a couple of times.. always.. i'm juz too dumb..

21. Have you ever broken a heart?
-think so.. hope it healed already.. i didnt mean to break it..

22. If one day your best friend fall in love with the person you're deeply in love with. What would you do?
-its not i haven been there b4.. juz compete fairly.. if i think they will b happier together, i will give my best wishes..

23. Are you missing someone right now?
-ya.. her.. if she never reply me by tonight, i'll get the meanin..

24. Now you have to find 5 ppl to do this survey in their blog and pass it on!
-kimberly
-Samantha
-Shermian
-QiuHui
-MingXuan

2006-09-20T16:42:00.000+08:00

first time to buy Bacardi by myself.. haha..
may b nothing big.. but its fun buyin wat people of 18 can buy..
hmm strange thing is i drank wif Alvin in the middle of the day..
kinda lame..
muz act cool & dao infront of the cashier de ok??
hmm thought it was hard..
then she didnt ask anything.. juz scan & i pay up..
i was aumchio already.. in the end, juz smile to her.. lol..
bacardi taste abit too gasy lik soft drink sia..

anyway i think i had red cheeks after drinkin, but still sober..
the pic is only after a few sips.. so no diff..
it feels kinda warm after drinkin or is alvin's house too warm for me..
went kick soccer & out to buy dinner wif him..
on the way, kept talkin bout jio-in gals stuffs..
haha i think he hav more experience than me ba..
but i got more gals than him.. lol..
all in all, he kissed b4 & i haven.. i'm so noob..

this is the pic i took durin the few days that kept rainin..
thats the work of my XmEn fren, Storm.. scared aaa??
juz full of clouds..

1 of the pics that took on 1 birthday celebration..
think quite nice so i put lo..
ya hair wet bcuz wash my face & hair after a cake being smashed in my face..
anyway, feelin gay then.. happy i mean.. haha..
thats y i smiled mah.. smile!!!

Alvin..
looks mud & cool in this pic of his..
impressed?? haha.. go date him!!!

enuf pics for the day.. time to go..

2006-09-18T15:23:00.000+08:00

heyaz!!
my best fren Alvin juz returned from Penang..
ya first time fetchin someone from airport..
i was quite clever to find my way without help from the staffs..
hmm guess i learned how le ba.. it took me less then 5 mins to know wats happenin..
anyway waitin alone is borin.. i saw 2 indians waitin together.. they were havin so much fun.. dun understand wat they were talkin bcuz i'm not indian.. they were laughin & went high5 low5 de.. seriously, wats so funny??
he helped me buy some shirts.. thanks again..

anyway the past week was lik crap..
the feelin fade & i didnt go find u that much..
even if find u le, it feels dull..
then without my buddy askin me out to eat, i was actually pretty bored..
i turned back to maple for the time being..
now think of it, i'm still not used to not hangin out wif u..
ya i did hang out wif others.. but juz as bored..

sat went bpp to study wif christabel & xueting..
they studied, i read comics..
but b4 that, i got drenched while goin to bpp bcuz it was rainin..
then act cool mah.. so muz act lik nothing happen & dun use umbrella..
anyway i didnt hav 1 at that time..
i thought u would b there studyin, but u didnt..
saw Angela,XueLin, YiSheng, YuDing, YongYuan & WeiXing there..
cool meetin all my frens there..
strangely, i juz went to places that i hope to find u..
ya, XueTing was damn cute la.. really sweet.. mature may b??
hmm dun mind knowin her more..
for dinner, i went GreenRidge to eat wif Vivian & valerie..
juz there to see JiaHui & Diana work there.. cool..
i made JiaHui speak to me first.. wif the 'Good Evening sir'
dinner over then went lot1 walk 1 round & go home lo..

Sun
met JiaHui at Kathib to go eat..
but when i see her, she say she not so hungry..
so sent her home instead..
not exactly home.. juz to senja to meet her cousin or wat..
then i went bpp to meet christabel & XueTing..
theres 1 more person la.. call catty which i only found out on sun..
actually she also there on sat.. haha..
yeap talked more wif them.. once again, XueTing is CUTE!!!
played heart attack using scissors paper stone..
ok gona owned them next time..
only saw XueLin & YiSheng this time..
at 6 then went to airport fetch alvin lo..
ya ALONE!!! its damn boring & far trip there..
but i had a free box of DouShaBing from penang..
plus free dinner treat.. its worthed it ba..
since i juz got too much time to spare..

hmm i did wan to sms u, but didnt wan to disturb..
after tml may b.. kinda miz u?? or u all??
ok dun wana blog le.. bye bye!!!

2006-09-16T15:05:00.000+08:00

after a whole week of struggle, i finally confirmed wat i wana know..
actually i already anticipated it.. bcuz the feelin juz kinda fade after awhile..
however, i still wish to hear it from u.. may b bcuz i cant bear to ditch a gal ba..
haha i'm a cool guy.. i can accept the fact of we're not suitable for each other..
i think i can b better frens wif u.. being lovers is too much to handle..
i cant b myself when i focus too much.. its too tiring.. haha..
hmm i may not hav the cut to b a flirt.. but the life of a flirt seems fun & excitin..
i juz wish to try it for once.. but u said i am not a flirt..
saddenin a???
i think its kinda disturbin when u said bout cute guys..
& that u prefer malays.. its kinda hurtin i should say..
then i said i prefer blondes.. y do u hav to say bimbotic blondes??
haha may b i juz prefer bimbotic gals..
well we're in 2 different leagues..
urs is malays, mine is chinese..
definitely see u around.. bcuz this world is juz so small..
btw, it was rainin for the whole of yesterday..
its seems to b mockin me or helpin cry..
although i am not feelin very sad, may b its juz bcuz i didnt think that much..
deep down inside may b i still kinda sad ba..
i will juz treatin this lik a holiday fling..
wat crap am i doing?? a flirt never shows his emotions..
there are so many cute gals out there..
i hav new targets.. thats y it brightens me up..
anyway yesterday i ate lots of chocolates..
to prevent gettin fat, i did my situps & pushups..
yeap get the model kind of body.. then can go b model..

2006-09-14T22:24:00.000+08:00

dun u juz love it when u eat chocolate??
its give u a feelin so high u can set off to mars..
btw mars is chocolate.. haha.. so u're off for another chocolate..
anyway thats juz a intro to my post.. hahaha..
my post got nothing to do wif chocolate, but hair.. hahaa...

hmm today i woke up half asleep again to sms her ba..
can say is woke up on wrong side of bed ba.. the left side.. haha..
bcuz she didnt reply.. so feel kinda wat?? nvm la.. she havin exam mah??
so i woke up totally at 9 plus i think.. haha..

feelin down, i thought bout scanning through JohnTuckerMustDie..
ended up i watched the whole thing.. WAHAHAHAHA!!!!
i'm juz tooo HIGH le la.. even without chocolates..
if got chocolates, wat the hell in the world will happen??
i think i will blast the whole Earth away sia..
back to the movie review..
at first, i thought it is gona focus on JohnTucker..
yet it focused on the actress.. hahaha..
guess i'm juz too simple minded ba.. oops.. did i juz criticise myself??
i DID NOT!! haha..
John is lik the cutest guy la.. basketball captain.. everything..
its bout how john cheat gals & the gals wana get revenge..
then it all up to the main actress to do the thing..
she's the MAN.. she leads everything..
the end, John got hurt as the gals planned..
but it changed John bcuz he never lie again..
it helps me wif my ego.. no lies.. WOHOOO!!!
but he's somehow retarded la.. he actually intro his gals to each other..
he hoped that the gals will accept each other??
it will juz end up in a war.. hmm catfight is more appropriate ba.. haaa..
think main actress got crush wif the other TUCKER who is very emotional de..
thats how it end le ba..
simple storyline, but wat captures me is how they do it..
i can learn from it.. totally AWESOME!!!!! WEEEEE!!!!!

decided to go school for cca & meet JiaHui ba..
think i stood an hour to mess wif my hair..
so long & hard to style.. hahhaa..
got fed up & washed my hair..
style it by dryin my hair.. haha the messy feelin..
knew it wun last la... bcuz no wax then it will collapse or wat..
didnt care & went out le la.. hahaha..
cant find JiaHui when i reached canteen..
so many people.. so i sat wif ZhongRen & kept lookin around..
after awhile, i found out she's infront of me.. but wif back facin me.. haha..
however, i doubt myself bcuz i cant really recognise wif my contacts on..
kept on sms then found out lo.. hahaa.. i'm so retard..
ate my lunch le then wana go cca lo..
but first, i needa go toilet mah.. style my messy hair & pee..
came out jiu suay suay find Lim the OM..
thought it would b alright, but i sensed bad omen when i go down the stairs..
ZHAI SIA.. my sense is right lo.. juz lik spideyman..
i saw his shadow comin nearer then wana run le..
juz nice.. he 'hey boy, stop there!!'
'who r u?? y r u here?? give me ur ic..'
i suddenly felt lik i am so not an EX-CCKSSIAN la..
i was lik a criminal being asked questions..
people dye hair only mah.. need so fierce mah?? hahaha..
1 more question.. 'which school u from de??'
i already guessed he cant recognise me bcuz he wun remember bcuz i changed..
he tried to cover it up la.. damn lame.. 'i know.. now u wat school??'
WTF.. he said i cant go in wif dyed hair bcuz i should b a rolemodel & i accept it..
so i didnt argue lo.. juz went off..
but the need for the cca teacher to accept u as a student helper??
its totally nonsense.. if i tell mrs cheryl liew, she sure help me de..
the point is my cca dun need help de.. ahaha.. i juz go there slack..
dance mah?? how to help.. i am not a dance teacher or watever..
hmm anyway objective accomplished la.. saw JiaHui & my lunch..hahaha..
bcuz of this freakin incident, i wana clear my head..
juz nice hair long mah.. cut hair can get rid of my FAN-NESS..
actually also planned it bcuz on Oct7 i'll hav class gatherin wif my 4/6..
by then, my hair will b long de short & b nice.. WAHAHAH!!!
after tat, saw angela.. haha.. she said i look appealin..
well, i am not food ok?? okok i'm juz crappin..
thanks for compliment lo.. juz love it when people say that.. heh..
this time i really lik it.. haha this 1 only vivian know..
bcuz i told her my little secret.. or should i say view..

met her to walk wif her frens..
cool sia even when they suan me..
everytime GoldenMonkey me.. haha..
its juz satisfying to see u for even a short while..
i know its tirin durin exam periods.. may b havin period too..
so its double tirin.. hahahha.. i dun feel lik disturbin u..
but juz send u home lo.. went back to lot1 after that..
btw, recently lik alot people ask me who is her..
i kinda fed up wif it sia..
its lik unstable bcuz i also duno the answer..
i didnt wan to say it when its still unstable..
if its stable le, i will definitely say..
my mei call me to back off from u bcuz of a guy..
i didnt really take it into account
bcuz i hope its only between me & u.. any others will b juz somebody..

haha i initial D wif a noob.. i won 3 times..
that means i played 4 times wif juz 1 credit.. thanks dude..
i think my machine got abit problem, but still i won..
he's juz noob sia.. still got an irritatin little brother there..
i let him stay in the lead, then his bro come..
'LOSER.. LOSER..' haha he didnt know i planned to win bcuz its boost on..
boost on means the car behind will b faster..
but when its boost off, i will stay infront of the guy..
then his bro will come.. 'my bro give way to u de hoh'
sometime i'm in the lead too much, he come 'u can dun go so fast de mah??'
kinda cute la.. but who cares.. i dun mind winnin more.. haha..
anyway, i shook hands wif the guy for 3 times.. so gay man.. haha..
i guess this paragraph only MX & Teo will understand ba..
muz call them come read.. hehehe..

dinner wif my dad.. didnt feel lik eatin may b bcuz i'm thinkin bout stuffs??
i noticed one period i didnt hav appetite bcuz i broke up.. haha..
kinda stupid.. y sad over someone who gives up so easily??
thats wat a guy teach me.. if a gal gona break up for stupid reason, y care??
oops better dun say so much.. its kinda sensitive..
anyway, dinner's finished & bought honeydew ice blend..
was drinkin it as i walked home.. juz nice walked home wif my bro..
had a damn painful stomachache la.. not those wana shiet kind..
may b bcuz of hot and cold cant mix?? wah.. walk also got problem..
now may b i can understand gals wif period ba.. it was Fish-ing pain lo..
bath & played games.. haha.. thats all..
think i sms quite a few people ba.. interesting, but my bill is gona blow..
it pains me to see my wallet going thinner..
however i dun mind if my money is replaced wif cards that wun blow..
hahahahhahahahhahaha..
time to sleep.. nightzzzzz!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2006-09-14T22:21:00.000+08:00

heyoz..
hmm is movin on so hard??
haha may b bcuz if its so hard to u, the more i should win ur heart ba..
i didnt say u need to forget him totally or watsoever..
juz that feelings fade but memories remain..
i duno if we suit each other.. but my mind is blanked ba..
guess it doesnt need much logic..
if we're on the same frequency, there wun b much problem ba..
if its us bein in different worlds, may b i hav to show the real me ba..
bcuz i haven show it to anyone yet..
i am say i am 1 crazy ass when i'm home.. haha..
somehow act lik a geek.. lol..
dance lik nobody's business.. look damn ugly..

i juz remember the day on ur birthday was damn cool..
but after we know bout the lik thing, my direction is lost..
haha i think everytime when i get into something lik that,
everything juz become lost ba..
at first, my confidence was high..
after so long, all i can say is that its 50/50..
may b its even lower..
i think i will hav to prepare for the worse.. which i always do..
gona stock up chocolates.. so can eat when feelin down.. lol..

hmmm now i look at it, there r juz so many first times for me..
i think i am far too inexperienced ba..
i hav to see which first time is worth rememberin..
u're definitely gona b THROWN into the worth rememberin section..
u juz make me smile even when u're not wif me..
ur bimbotic characteristics has surely make me laugh.. haha..

its not lik i am unwanted guy.. if i wana b, i can b a JohnTucker..
now, i think i am still a nice JohnTucker.. tell truths..
i will lik a gal who i can totally b honest wif..
ayo lik all the things i say is beatin bout the bush..
time to go..

2006-09-12T15:27:00.000+08:00

recently been in a complicated thing ba..
something bout relationship yet we are not in BGR..
may b all relationship thingy are kinda complicated in a way..
sometimes i juz wana say 'SCREW ALL THIS THINKIN MAN!!!'
i really dun wana think bout anything & juz b in the thing..
juz b happy & live on.. know u as time passes..
however, ur thoughts hav also somehow affected me..
since the beginning, i'm not even experienced in this kinda thing..
may b all this while i hav been in my SO-CALLED LOVE world..
& things on the outside may b totally diff inside..
may b i hav a flirt face, but i am not..
i am totally freakin out.. so stupid to blog this kinda thing..
haiz.. being emotional again which i haven for quite some time.. WTH!!!
if this doesnt work out, i think i will turn to the DARK side..
to prove whether i am really suitable being a flirt..
for the moment i will treat things as per normal & wait until after prelims..
i dun1 to disturb u in studies, so may b wun go out to pei u so often ba..
we shall see..
okok now dun wana think le.. blog until here ba..
PHEW!!!!

2006-09-10T20:57:00.000+08:00

hate my bloody com.. always got problem de.. blog le then cant post..
i thought i copied it down, but the ctrl+c is cocked up.. WTF sia..
so now the answers may differ le..

001.Real name: KangXueMing
002.Nickname: xm/xman/xiaomei/GoldenMonkey.. theres more in my friendster..
003.Single or taken: single i should say.. its complicated..
004.Zodiac sign: Snake
005.Male or female: female without fe
006.Elementary Sch: SouthViewPrimarySchool
007.Ipod: no such thing, but i got 1 old zen touch
008.How many buddies on ur list: 220?? around there, but alot dun online de..
009.Friendster name: XmAn
010.Hair color: CoOL black, but juz dyed it recently.. became cousins wif SunWuKong
012.Hair long or short: Short.. long de short hair ba..
014.Eye color: dark brown juz lik chocolate..
015.Are u health freak: sometimes when i'm sick, but normally NO!!!
016.Height: last time a female nurse helped me measure.. seems lik she's flirtin wif me..
'u know ur height??'
175??
'no, its 174.5' hahaha.. but she wrote 175 la..
017.Do u haf a crush on some1: abit confusin leh.. well all i can say is that its complicated
018.Do u like urself: DEFINITELY!!!
019.Braces: nope.. my teeth is good enuf now.. dun need to waste money on that..
020.Think u're awesome: can never agree more.. haha..
021.Piercings: dun hav leh..
022.Tattoo: natural moles all over my body..

Your 'Firsts'

024.Surgery: when i was 13..
025.Piercings: dun hav..
026.Best friend: ShengWei.. pri sch
027.Award: pri 6 when i get 1st for the very first time..
028.Sport u joined: BasketBall
029.Pet: a ham ham wif no name
030.Vacation: Malaysia
031.Concert: HeYaoSun bcuz i was in her church last time..
032.Love: sec2?? can i even count that?? or hav i even been in love??

Favorites

033.Movie: more than my fingers can count
034.TV show: ctrl+c(above) ctr+v(here)
035.Color: all colours ba.. see my mood..
036.Music: all lang.. but muz make me feel lik i'm home..
039.Drink: plain water bcuz its the best thing.. lol of coz those exp drinks i also lik la..
040.Body part excludin face: b for.... butt?? haha kiddin la.. i look at face de smile de..
041.Cartoon: spideyman?? superman?? all that hav to do wif superheros..
042.Piece of clothing: 100% cotton ba..
043.Brand of clothing: if i hav all the money in the world, those exp & looks good on me de..
044.Thing u slp with: a thing call my gal.. too bad i dun hav 1 yet.. haha..
045.School: KXM home tutor
046.Animal: dog.. next time i shall get 1.. it depends..
047.Book: i dun hav the leisure for that.. too much things to do.. lol.. comics may b??
048.Magazine: muz b FHM..
049.Food: home food.. exp food..

050.Im drinking: saliva
052.Im abt to: continue wif my next entry, but stupid thing hai me need reblog
053.Listenin to: YourSong by EwanMcgregor
055.Waiting for: the rite gal to come to me.. hahaha.. so bigshot..
056.Watching: not monitor jiu shi tv screens.. i goin giddy..
057.Wearing: starhub tshirt & adidas shorts..

Your Future

058.Want Kids: yeap yeap.. i love kids..
059.Want to get married: of coz.. may b around 25??
060.Careers in mind: model & teacher ba.. hehehe..

Which is better with e opposite gender
(i hope for both, but i gota choose)
068.Lips or eyes: lips for kissin
069.Hugs or kisses: goin wif above, kiss
070.Shorter or taller: shorter bcuz i am quite tall le..
072.Romantic or spontaneous: spontaneous is cool..
073.Nice stomach or arms: stomach bcuz all gals complain bout their tummies..
074.Sensitive or loud: loud until i cant fall asleep
075.Hookup or relationship: i dun understand hookup.. so cant answer..
076.Sweet or caring: caring ba..
077.Troublemaker or hesitant: troublemaker bcuz i'm the peacemaker..

Have u ever

078.Kissed a stranger: not yet.. may b one day go orchard try..
079.Drank bubbles: is that even a drink?? sorry, but i dun drink poisonous stuffs..
080.Lost glasses or contacts: contacts bcuz my parents rushin me out of washroom..
081.Ran away from home: i too good a kid.. never run away from home b4..
082.Broken a bone: may b my jaw?? i was too young to remember.. my forehead got a stitch too, but i doubt its broken..
083.Got an X-ray: yea.. its for poly stuff..
084.Broken someone's heart: think only 1?? truely sorry bout it..
086.Turned someone down: dun think so?? no gal did that to me ba.. at moz say interested in me??
087.Cried when someone died: nope, no1 close to me died..
088.Cried at school: ya bcuz i was bullied by a GAL.. hahaha..

Do u believe in

089.God: may b???
090.Miracles: hmm haven experience b4 leh.. try making me rich in a night, i will believe it..
091.Love at first sight: duh?? well it haven been well yet.. wat awaits in the future??
093.Aliens: of coz!! my hero superman is not from Earth.. haaa..
094.Magic: my physics is very power, but i still wana believe in magic..
095.Heaven: i hope for 1.. bcuz my life is kinda dull..
096.Santa Claus: no bcuz he always forget my gifts..
097.Sex on e first date: of cuz it will happen.. tv shows always show that..
098.Kissing on e first date: its even easier compared to sex..
099.Angels: ya, but y i dun see my yellow circle above my head when i look into mirror??

Answer Truthfully

100.Is there someone u want to be with right now: ya can say so, but its gona b quite hard..

Name 20 people u can think of right now.Dont read e question(s) until you've named e 20 people. At e end of this,choose 5 people to do this.

1. Kimbo
2. MX
3. Cecilia
4. Denise
5. Sheena
6. Natalie
7. Alvina
8. Alvin
9. Xuejia
10. Shermian
11. Siyu
12. QiuHui
13. HanWei
14. Vivian
15. AikSiang
16. YongSheng
17. Aisha
18. Samantha
19. Angela
20. WeiWei

How did u meet #14(Vivian): on Carmen's 16 birthday..
What would u do if u din meet #1(Kimbo): i'll probably still b a uncool kiddo..
What if #9(Xuejia) n #20(WeiWei) dated: XueJia already taken.. anyway, they are straight..
Would #6(Natalie) n #17(Aisha) make a good couple: they are also straight..
Describe #3(Cecilia): she's the MAN.. 1 of my lame fellows.. haha..
#8(Alvin) attractive: confirm plus chop.. from the inside..
Describe #7(Alvina): pretty & cute.. got dao face ba.. but she's frenly..
Know of any #12(qiuhui) family members: nope.. but think she got a bro
What would u do if #18(Samantha) confesses to u dat he likes u: that would b interestin.. we'll probably go on a date
What language does #15(AikSiang) speak: chinese more than english
Who is #9(Xuejia) going out with: Adrian!=p
How old is #16(YongSheng): 17
When is e last time u spoke to #13(HanWei): a wk ago online.
Who is #2(MX)'s fav band/singer: MX HIMSELF!!!!
Would u ever date #4(Denise): haha i already did..
Would u ever date #1(Kimbo): somehow i also did.. haha..
Is #19(Angela) single: tink so..
What's #10's(Shermian) last name: Shimin
Would u ever be in a relationship with #11(Siyu): haha.nah..juz a fren to me..
School of #3(Cecilia): ChuaChuKangSecondarySchool
Where does #6(Natalie) live: BukitPanjang
What's ur fav thing abt #5(Sheena): her DaTou.. lol.. no la.. her SSEN-WOLS..
Have u seen #2(MX) naked: nopey the planet kukoo dee.. think he wears boxers ba.. hot aaaa??

lol.nw passin on to e unlucky 5:

vivian
mx
Samantha
XueJia
Denise

finally finished it for the second time.. phew~!!!!

2006-09-01T01:48:00.000+08:00

30 aug
swimming wif teo when i am sick in the first place..
actually wana see gals de.. but no chio gal to see leh..
on top of that, i dun hav my specs wif me.. haha see wat leh??
after that should go NUS buy ticket for dance performance de..
call the NUS guy but never pick up phone.. when he did, i was on my way le..
he said i can reserve tickets & i dun need go down.. so i alight the bus which is near CCKSS..
thought of visitin teachers rather than on thurs lo..
so went buy chocolates which is the only thing i could think of buying for them..
went back wif my specs, super bright & messy hair lo.. haha..
called Angela bout thursday duno wat time then can visit teachers..
thus, she called people to go back CCKSS straight away.. so on sia.. haha..
hmm visit teachers half way then OM told us to stay at 1 corner & call teachers down..
bcuz we werent suppose to visit teachers de.. they hav their stuffs..
so didnt really meet alot of teachers la..
i remember MsTan say that everytime she see me go back, my hair become brighter.. haha..
went back to our classroom see see lo.. still remember bout our gossip board.. lol..
walked the same old long road to lot1.. memories wif our buddies..

31 aug
went back despite the fact i hav already seen teachers i wana see..
promised to give Denise some treat i lik bcuz she did her work..
i lik M&M crispy so i bought her that.. haha..
met Vivian & teo for breakfast at mac.. haha..
Vivian dyed her hair brown & highlight red.. juz look red to me la.. haha..
the dye kinda lik useless lo.. anyway mine too more striking..
this is wat i call AA.. AttractAttention hair..
reached school gate, but guards say that 2pm then can go back..
jitao sian diao lo.. its a wasted trip bcuz cant go back school..
is even more sian la.. bcuz cant watch teachers' day performance lo..
raining & the cross country got cancelled.. a blessing for some students ba..
anyway exchanged treats wif Denise..
her frens decided to go JP.. teo & me of coz very on de la..
haha bcuz JP got cheap InitialD & movies..
got alot people at bus stop & we walked to lot1..
by the time we reached lot1, they were too tired to go JP..
thus, they had their lunch while teo & me go check out movie timeslots..
watched TheDevilWearsPrada..
its got alot of fashionable stuffs la.. i duno all the brands stuff..
but i can judge if is nice or not lo.. haha..
anyway, the show wans to deliever message that choices we make really makes a difference..
at points of time we need to sacrifice one thing to get to another & that suxs big time..
watever happens, we need to follow wat our heart feels & go for it..
played InitialD awhile wif the gals behind us.. haha..
kinda pressured & felt stupid la bcuz gals duno wat we are doing..
then we are lik doing stupid stuffs to drive well enuf.. lol..

saw XueTing for the very first time..
she's cute.. haha juz lik her email add.. she has a sweet apple face.. haha..
nice meeting u.. go out some other time..

after that, had time deciding where to go..
it took quite awhile la.. everyone decided to go home..
hmm met quite alot of people today la.. kinda malu also..

i went to Denise house to watch HighSchoolMusical lo..
guess she is juz too rich le la.. always cab de.. lol..
i think lik dun need ba.. save money.. hehehe..
hmm chatting can kill time while in the bus.. very fast jiu reach le..
first thing i reached the condo was lik WOH!!!!
the gate was so damn huge la.. bigger than those mansions..
however, only 1 small opening..
its still kinda big for little small Denise.. hahahaa..
i was kinda stunned when she asked me if i scared of dogs only in the lift..
hmm i cant really say bcuz i never been close to dogs..
the dogs juz started barking all over the place la.. haha..
kinda paranoid ba.. dare not move when they are near me..
it took me lik 3 mins to take of my shoes lo.. bcuz the dog went off & came back for few times..
hmm 2dogs 1 male 1 female.. male is blind call shaggy.. female is fine call stacy..
stacy very energetic de lo.. run here run there.. hah.. licked my hand lo..
i played fetch wif her.. but end up lik wun stop de.. so i tried ways to stop..
finally settled her by saiyang her until she sit down.. lol... PHEW!!!!
it was raining la.. then she came to sit next to me.. haha..
she's scared of the rain.. lol.. or i got sense of security?? hahaha..
i think stacy lik me sia.. haha..
for shaggy, i think kinda pity la.. he's blind.. very touchin for Denise's family to keep shaggy la..
btw HighSchoolMusical so nice la.. or should i say musicals are nice..
bcuz MoulinRouge also my favourite.. haha..
the songs are damn nice la.. i lik it so so so so much la..

met Teo for dinner..
told him bout first dog encounters.. made us wana get dogs as pets next time..
okok time to sleep le.. bcuz of juz now cant post entry, i re-blog loo..
so damn mafan.. time to sleep le.. nightz nightz..

2006-08-30T00:51:00.000+08:00

WOHOOO!!! long time no blog le..
quite alot of things happened..
should blog in short..
celebrated kimbo de birthday by singing birthday song, eat cake, play pool, eat dinner at her ex workplace & play arcade on 11 aug lo..
after that cant really remember le.. i think i was chionging my assignments ba..
went Vivian's house do nothing but play Audition.. did some slowly at teo's house..
Vivian & Teo came my house & i did part of a box.. until last day, i finished most of it at Christabel's house & Teo's house.. hmm end product not very nice but still presentable.. i am quite satisfied wif my game.. haha.. hope i dun play it for opening of SchoolOfDesign..

after that, i was slacking everyday.. kept goin back to sec school lo..
hmm as xuannie in my tagboard says that i attract gals, i not really sure bout it la.. main thing is to see teachers & everyone mah.. lol..
thats that le lo..
celebrated Denise's birthday on 26 aug..
first time meeting chatting wif her.. kinda cool gal..
her lang very interesting la.. very english kind of gal..
lunch wif her frens, went shopping & watch MonsterHouse wif her..
damn funnny la her.. after that, went around cityhall area finding a chocolate shop..
kept talking la.. very crab and full of rubbish.. so fun.. lol..
in the end never find the shop lo.. think she remember the wrong place le ba..
sent her home & she pei me wait bus.. the bus took so long to come lo..
then she met her fren late.. reached home late & got scolded by her mum.. haha..
sorry bout that woh.. anyway, it was a tiring day bcuz i didnt hav good sleep for very long le..

sun 27 i cut & dyed my hair.. very bright ba.. but seems to me its fading..
hope it will suit my skin tone.. *praying*

28 & 29 did nothing much other than goin out wif teo for lunch, arcade & coming to my house or going teo house to play ps2 lo..

the below paragraph will b for the 1 who knows that i am writing for..

erm, i didnt know i am giving u so many blows..
i didnt mean it.. i thought u are ok being besties wif me..
i told u those stuffs that may b hurt u, but i didnt mean it..
i may gain popularity or watever happens, i wun forget u & u will b my best fren..
however, after this incident i feel abit hard to talk to u..
i may hav to keep some things within me too.. juz hope u are back to urself soon..
i juz think that u are good in msn, but not in real life..
i kinda know wat i wan.. even if i wana try, juz cant change the fact la..
u are not comfortable infront of me & thats that..
i hope u find someone that suits u.. next time dun hide anything from me..
i duno wat to say le la.. dun think too much ok??

time to sleep nightz!!

2006-08-10T01:07:00.001+08:00

copied this from Samantha de blog de..
i hav to do this to prove that i can still shiet.. lol..
she blogged
'5 PEEPS TO DO THIS
- ermm anyone la.... joyce, zy, may, fang fang, mx, xm, ben, darren... aiya whoever who can shit just do if you want la.... HAHAHAHAHAH'

FAVOURITES
COLOUR: brown for now bcuz lik very cool.. last time is blue de..
FOOD: juz wan anything thats nice.. hehe..
SONG: above ctrl+c, ctrl+v
SPORT: pool for now if its counted as sports.. haha.. or else jiu basketball lo.. but i'm a sportsman.. how can lik that choose de.. sad sia..
DAY OF THE WEEK: is there holiday?? i lik saturday ba..
ICE CREAM FLAVOUR: vanilla.. haha.. simple & nice.. or may b i am not exposed to ice cream world yet..
CAR MODEL: errr... lambogini?? duno la.. anyhow humtum
SUBJECT IN SCHOOL: scriptwriting.. its lik i am in a world of my own story.. feels lik no school to me..
SNACK: if theres a choice of free junk food, it will b nice.. i will eat all i wan..

CURRENT STUFFS
MOOD: relaxed but tired
TASTE: saliva
CLOTHES: hmm SPSU shirt which is koya.. TYR surf shorts.. haha.. my home clothes la..
DESKTOP:

TOE NAIL COLOUR: natural healthy colour
TIME: 0141
SURROUNDINGS: quiet but my compt hav music on.
ANNOYANCE: fan de sound.. weng weng weng..
THOUGHTS: assignments are making me tou dada..

THE FIRSTS
BEST FRIEND: ShengWei
CRUSH: Elaine.. hmm only 1 year in pri school b4 she transfered out.. met her in sec school again.. dun lik her le..
MOVIE: Batman?? duno le la..
IERCING: hmm dun hav 1.. unless u count bellybutton which is already a hole..
LIE: ehh duno leh.. 4 or 5 ba.. lie wif my bro..
MUSIC: Teresa Teng? think same wif samantha ba.. so many thousand years ago le..
CAR: hmm in arcade jiu hav alot of cars.. first car should b a mazda..
REAL DATE: if date is going out wif a gal whole day, then sec 4 ba..

THE LASTS

DRINK: plain water.. haha.. sounds so plain to me..
CAR RIDE : bus which is quite a few days le.. but i always take bus 11..
"MOVIE CRUSH": tough! i dun really hav 1.. all chio movie stars ba..
PHONE CALLED: Alvin
SONG PLAYED: Jie Bu Diao by Harlem.. hmm new song i got..
FOOD ATE: mian xian tang..

HING I DO BEFORE I GO TO SLEEP: reflect on self for the day.. tell myself i wan to sleep le & dun think anymore..

HAVE YOU EVERS
DATED ONE OF YOUR BEST FRIENDS? eh kinda.. bcuz i thought of knowin her more in person rather than msn..
BROKEN THE LAW? who dun?? jay is lik wat la.. teach everyone jay-walk.. haha..
BEEN ARRESTED? nopey..
SKINNY DIPPED? also nopey bcuz not so daring.. hahaha..
BEEN ON TV? ehhh eto eto eto.. dun think so la.. may b walk along videocam shops then got onto their tv?? lol..
KISSED SOMEONE YOU DIDN'T KNOW? if kissin wif a card between lips a yes, then yes lo.. haha.. during camp la..

5 THINGS YOU ARE WEARING
1) shirt
2) shorts
3) specs
4) undergarment
5) already split clothes into 3 le leh.. still got wat when i'm at home.. dotz..

4 THINGS YOU'VE DONE TODAY
1)slept until 11
2)went school for CRS test from 2-4.. it was easy weesy ABC..
3)crap at Alvin's house
4)chat on msn lo..

3 THINGS YOU CAN HEAR RIGHT NOW
1)my fan weng weng weng sound bcuz music stop le..
2)my fan weng weng weng sound bcuz music stop le..
3)still my fan weng weng weng sound bcuz music stop le..

2 THINGS YOU CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT
1) finishing my assignments
2) money

1 THING I DO WHEN I'M BORED
1) hunt other bored people by crappin them

5 PEEPS TO DO THIS
- Vivian, Shermian jie, Qiu jie, fish, MingXuan

btw its national day.. got fireworks but i cant go watch..
got assignments at hand.. dun lecturer love the nation??
y hav assignments this fri?? put it next fri la.. diaoz..
sleepin time.. nightz..

2006-08-04T22:54:00.000+08:00

afternoon 0245 lik that talked to vivian then found out she going woodlands..
so i asked her if can pei me go shop lo.. so impromtu..
didnt see vivian since my birthday.. ok la.. more style le..
at least she got talk to me.. then still abit clumsy here & there lo..
duno where to walk.. walk left & right of me.. i turn around cant see.. lol..
heard she's gona dye her hair..
muz at least try for once.. or else will waste away ur life la..
but dun dye those weird weird colours lik rock star de..
now i realise how light her laptop is..
after helping gals carry laptops, her 1 is lightest le la..

i changed then went out le.. shop for lik 1 hour plus then bought presents lo..
presents for who?? KIMBO the jumbo elephant.. haha.. no elephant.. juz KIMBO..
bcuz i was wasting my time la.. if wan waste, y dun waste now & concentrate tml..
the thought made me rush out lo.. bcuz i need rush assignment le..
really no time.. this time i am in deep shiet.. think coffee mania is coming..
less sleep, hopefully no anime or 'it started wif a kiss'..
is there a need to keep myself offline?? i seriously duno..
depends lo.. go online let people scold me & rush my work is good..
go online chat wif people = dig my own grave le..
back to topic..
hmm actually quite a tough job buying presents for gals..
last time i juz go buy tikam tikam for whoever bcuz thats wat i lik..
or i juz share presents wif frens.. this time had to decide wat to buy..
due to time management & i think is quite ma fan la..
so i decide to give her today lo.. then dun need bring home le.. WAHAHAHA..
next fri she dun need bring so many things home.. me also dun need bring much..
then can concentrate on my assignments.. HOOOOOO!!!
said to eat dinner together, but juz dun feel lik it la..
saw my cigar jie jiu eat wif her lo.. haaha.. got jie, muthu & jin mah..
abit adult channel la.. but i can take it.. some may b disgusting but it wun affect my appetite.. jie also same as me.. wun get affected by wat they say, but if is real thing of coz is cant eat or drink de la..
hmm bout to go home le, but lik got 1 bunch of people from her class de..
dun feel lik givin her the presents bcuz need call kimbo to come near me..
finally after coming out of the lift, i gave it to her ba..
it felt lik defusin a bomb sia..
then come home le jiu bath lo..
after bathin, i heard somethin from dad.. "ice cream time"
*is that the ice cream i ate this afternoon??*
then my mum say is she buy de.. 1 is lik 2 bucks plus..
ZOOOOOM!!! to the fridge bcuz i know is those cone de..
finally i got to taste the real nice ice cream that i wan..
wah the ice cream that melts in ur mouth.. the taste of cone..
i cant resist sia.. CAN U?? haha.. who wans to go down to 7-11 buy ice cream de??
remember to buy my share too.. i'm getting hungry bcuz its bout midnight..
watched the last episode of AiQingLingDuC..
nice la nice.. the ending is nice..
time to go.. bye my slackin days..
welcome my nightmare..

2006-08-04T14:01:00.000+08:00

hey hey!!
these 2 days eatin junk food for lunch..
who tell me lazy go out eat alone or cook for self..
yesterday was twisties which was nicey..
today finally took out ice cream from fridge..
i already stop myself from eating for months le..
the day after tml juz make me wana eat ice cream la..
horror of horrors, ice cream turned bad..
u find literally ice on top of the ice cream..
then the top layer of ice cream lik condensed..
eat le thought is ice cream de taste..
until i eat finished the top, i taste the more normal ice cream..
then decided not to eat le.. later give me stomachache sia..
now is icecream to icescream le la..
eat until tongue numb numb le..
duno full or not la.. juz wait until dinner comes lo..
hope my dad comes home soon wif my dinner or i will faint..
lol.. may b not.. still got some reserve fats from my tummy..
need see wats gona happen later lo.. hope also no use..
work work work work work.. haven start sia..
someone plz hammer me.. force me do my work..
time to find a wall & bang le.. WEEEEEEEE!!!

2006-08-03T13:12:00.000+08:00

saw it at fish de blog.. copied over lo..

1* Do you like to talk a lot ?

- it depends on how HIGH i am & who i'm talkin to.. may b ba..

2* Do you love anyone now ?

- its complicated.. dun think so..

3* Do you hate being scolded in public ?

- think so?? who wouldnt?

4* Do you hate school ?

- no bcuz school is slacking while assignment is torturin..

5* Do you hate yourself ?

- sometimes yes..

6* Do you find yourself cute ?

- haha PHD in lyin to self.. OF COZ!!! cutest of the cutest

7* Do you feel like having a gf/bf right now ?

- may b past few months.. now somehow in stalemate.. i need air..

8* Do you smoke or drink ?

- hate smell of smoke.. will run 10km away if i smell it.. haha..

- drink something that i always wan.. but everytime only abit.. wana try those drink until puke kind.. but not good for health sia..

9* Do you like your teachers ?

- hmm those that really care bout me & my studies lo.. for those not teaching, i dun really care bout them too..

10* Do you take drugs ?

- noppy unless u count those drugs when i was in hospital.. haha..

11* Do you like going to the movies ?

- yes but wif frens.. tried b4 watching spiderman alone in cinema on the first day.. i was kinda bored.. hav 2 strangers sit beside & i cant talk to anyone..

ya ticket price also a problem.. so rentin vcd is another solution.. lol..

12* Do you have a pet ?

- i had 1.. when i was pri 6 ba.. a ham ham.. suppose to share wif my fren de, then my mum say buy it over or else die le how?? then buy le after awhile jiu cant take good care of it ar.. when move house jiu gave new owner..

still remember the ham ham nearly ran out.. lucky closed the door when we were sleeping then it could only run inside the house.. haha..

13* Do you prefer calling ? or sms ?

- this 1 ar.. callin to chat is ok bcuz free incoming mah.. however, if dun click then nothing much to chat le & will feel kinda awkward.. sms ok ar.. bcuz it doesn't seem to explode..

14* Do you eat every morning ?

- sometimes ba.. if my mum is home, then she will cook for me.. something lik brunch..

15* Do you go on net everyday ?

- i think i also everyday ba.. unless i got promise that i wun touch computer..

16* Do you want to cry now ?

- hmm crying to me is kinda not i wan or not.. if the feeling comes, the tears follows *snap* juz lik that.. haha..

17* What are you doing now ?

- nothing much lo.. watching anime & slacking.. later need do assignment le..

18* What are you thinking of now ?

- getting more frens.. how to b more cool.. hahaha..

19* What are you listening to now ?

- how loud my cpu sounds.. haha.. the com is old le..

20* Last person message to you ?

- lost track bcuz the last was lik few days ago le.. then i cleared the message away le.. oops.. ;)

21* Last time you got lonely ?

- hmm this is a tough question?? haha.. may b yesterday?? the day b4 yesterday?? wats that call in chinese bcuz the day after tml is hou tian mah?? qian tian rite??

then still got da qian tian.. juz kidding.. not now.. lol..

22* Last time someone makes you happy ?

- when someone tell me to b careful & dun act blindman.. that time i felt lik i was being entertained.. hahaa.. funny sia..

23* Are you angry at someone ?

- sadly, nope.. not for lik another few years i predict.. haha..

24* Guitar or Drum ?

- ehhhhh eto... eto eto.. i wan to learn both leh..

but i think i not so good wif it.. bcuz my left hand juz kinda fei la.. haha..

trying to use my left hand quite a long time.. got write things which turn out to look lik ontography.. lol.. basket ball also same.. shoot wif rite hand sometimes in la.. left hand sure lik retard.. haha then wun get in de..

25* Gay or Lesbian ?

- neither nor.. haha.. i'm straight.. cant imagine sia..

even when i know bout the imagine advertisment.. imagine this imagine that..

but this juz cant imagine la.. so disgusting la.. EEUUUUHH!!

26* Do you like bisexual ?

- hopely dun let me lik a bisexual.. bcuz jiu shi lik that la.. haha..

27* Do you love the people who make you happy ?

- that goes without saying.. the more the merrier..

the more we get together together together.. the more we get together, the merrier we'll be.. haha.. now everything makes sense le rite?? HOOOOOO!!!!

28* Do you believe in those people ?

- part of.. still self more important ba.. no1 can make u happy unless u think so..

29* What is your target for this year ?

- oh this is kinda sensitive.. thought of gettin a gal de.. but think may b wan to change le la.. no point rushin & findin wrong person.. ;p

30* Do you rather shop alone or with people ?

- hmm at least a guy in the company.. or i will b juz followin gals to shop..

bcuz i dun wan to stop gals from shopping haha.. later gals pinch me sia..

31* Who do you hate now ?

- hmm hate is a word that is too harsh le ba.. i dun hate, but i only dislik..

still no1 ba..

32* Who are your best friends ?

- hmmm vivian lo.. only person i can talk everything to without any reserves..

haha bcuz she b my best fren need to give me 50k ba.. duno how much la..

juz that she needs to give me money.. kidding kidding.. heeee..

33* Who are you missing now ?

- i miz people who are significant to me life & quite long never talk to them de..

still got those who are close to me now lo..

34* How are you feeling now ?

- sianz bcuz assignment coming up.. haunting me juz lik ghost month.. SCARED..

hmm yesterday i still went out lik 1230am inspite of ghost month to get photoshop program from HanWei de Bro EDWIN.. thanks sia.. or i also duno wat to do le..

btw nothing happened to me.. i still came home in 1 piece..

speaking bout de, i now then know desserts got de in the names.. example ar 'mango puddin DE cocktail' & still got more to go la.. may b is bcuz the dessert shop in my school creative ba.. more chinese educated.. haha..

i feel kinda relaxed after doing this whole question thing.. PHEW!!!!

its fun.. memories so important sia..

haha going to do more of this in my bloggy..

tonight duno will blog or not.. nothing much de..

cya..

2006-08-02T23:18:00.000+08:00

i think i say things abit contradictin ba..
today i feel that confidence is important again..
haha.. wat SKYHIGH CONFIDENCE i've learnt from korean..
think that i'm the best of the best.. lol abit BHB la..
BHB & PHD almoz same la.. PHD in lying to self lo..
who cares bout anything?? HOOO!!
entertain self can le mah.. sometimes take a rest..
chill out abit.. should try clubbin next time..
currently cheapest way is to open fridge, put myself inside & close the door..
there's no need to think so much bcuz its no point..
if theres anything u dun lik & i duno, then i'm sorry lo..
however, i wun know unless i somehow get a message..
hmm thinkin of quarrellin wif someone bcuz never have it for very long..
real time situations very challengin.. more life-liked..
haha.. feel so randomised now.. dun even know wat i am thinking..
now i am gona do wat i wan.. b in control..
more space, more interactions, more normal life & more confirmation (good/bad)..
less crap, less obssesion & less watever bad stuffs la..
phew!! crap's over.. lol..
meeting dismiss.. ZOOOOM!!

2006-08-02T01:29:00.000+08:00

tues 1st aug
do u believe it?? i actually went school to do work..
finished book reviews le ba.. board game stuffs haven finish..
rush rush rush.. next week got scriptwriting & board game de everything in le..
afternoon went pool & InitialD wif MX my bro..
ID almoz equal la, but he still more pro..
pool i can only say i wasnt really concentratin le..
next time challenge again.. dun believe will lose de..
my Bunta car full tune le.. so happy..
then may b next time i go play can break my own record..
now quite late le.. time to sleep.. nightz!!

2006-07-31T21:24:00.000+08:00

heyaz!!! my cute little bloggy!!
b4 i start anything, i juz change my blog to learnsmarto.blogspot.com
cool rite?? i think so can liao.. lol..
anyway, there is no more updates on tags le.. so lik that lor..

hmmm these 2 days kinda down for me ba..
i think overconfidence can kill, so threw my confidence into drain le.. lol..
i also notice i didnt concentrate in my studies for past few weeks ba..
thinking bout stuffs that distract me..
for now, assignments will b my 1st priority..
dun think too much, juz remain calm as the water & soothing sky..
if u still remember, who will b my entertainer & caring person??
duno nvm, bcuz i know who jiu can le.. XD
hope i can finish my stuffs & hav a wonderful holiday..

mon 31st july actually wana pon de..
bcuz go school do work only & no attendance..
i started advise someone not to pon, but it ended as she wun pon to make me go school ba..
i think she going school in the first place la.. not bcuz of me..
anyway, i also didnt pon & i did some work today..
tml also very tempting leh.. but i guess i better go la.. lol..
or else spend time sleeping, assignment will still b undone..
faster finish & go on wif others.. next week got lots of things to do..
then still got KIMBO de birthday.. OMG!!!
y muz assignment submission b on ur birthday.. sian1/2 lo..
ok la.. another point of view will b slack after ur birthday.. phew..
well thats it le ba.. tata!!

2006-07-30T00:22:00.000+08:00

fri 28th 29th july

was suppose to reach school at 10 plus de la..
then i say 11 plus.. but still 12 plus reach.. lol..
i was late by 5 mins bcuz 1159 also count as 11 plus??
hmm i nearly lost my 1gb thumb lo.. thumbdrive ok??
lucky it dropped somewhere hidden from view, or i wun get it back le..
felt so damn lucky la.. may b bcuz i put JustMyLuck in my thumb??
then went club slack until got meeting lo..
ate lunch on floor beside rubbish bin bcuz cant eat infront of clubroom??
hmm saw 1 of singapore idol in clementi doing filming ba..
return to school for movie marathon..
watched DayAfterTml, 2Fast2Furious, WhiteChicks, Shutter & PiratesOfTheCarribean1..
i only stayed up till starting of Pirates then i orh orh le..
was playing bit of cs during shutter bcuz not really horror fan here..
but the horror also got funny de lo.. wah kao..
imagine u r a guy haunted by ghost & went toilet la..
shiet le no toilet paper, then u knock beside for toilet paper lo..
1 hand wif long red fingernails de passes toilet paper over, u will think its the ghost?? after that, u hesitate bout opening the door & BOOOM u kicked the door open..
a damn transexual sits there & say 'can u let me poo first??'
is lik WTH la.. btw, WTF is WorldTaekwondoFederation..
keep it in mind hoh.. today u learned a new term..
then sleep until 8 jiu start pack up & go eat breakfast at ClementiMac..
went home after that lo.. tired sia..
back le watched JustMyLuck.. very nice..
got Mcfly inside movie sing song leh..
'i've got you' COOL DAO~!~!~! ROCK MY HOUSE!!
so Mcfly fans sure muz watch.. hahaha..
thats bout it le lo for these 2 days..
moz significant thing is Chalk says i look lik malaysian..

hmm feels closer every single day??
bit by bit?? in club, movie marathon..
when i lame.. when i get bullied or bully u..
however, most of the time is me lame & bully u la..
if u're not happy, come bully me lo..
i welcome u come to challenge.. =p
ur red apple face in movie marathon.. coke rush??
or u miz ice cream too much?? too bad u sick le cant eat..
do u know how hard to lame when u are bout to sleep??
trying 101% to lame le.. zZzzzZZZ..
does not matter bout sms.. know its kinda limited for u..
btw, had a little secret wif my bro.. haha..
no biggy.. i will keep to it no matter wat..
those who looks strong on the outside may hav a weak heart..
i guess i'm 1 of them.. so dun anyhow mess around de..

talking bout response bout my bloglink from tag,
not much hav tag..
all tag de tell me dun learn smart, learn stupid, learn name de..
if nothing much interesting comes out, i will change to learnsmart le lo..
time to go.. ZOOOOM!!!

2006-07-28T01:16:00.000+08:00

when u see alibaba, there's genie in a bottle!!
qiu jie say she lik the word alibaba, that means she wana b genie lo..
her conversation started 'alibaba' which means me ba..
of coz she wanted to grant my wish lo.. her job as genie mah.. lol..

wed 26th is a cool day..
went school eat lunch le then go clementi play pool..
hmm pro-er than tues, so feel very shiok to win kimchi..
a far double win, long slices.. alot of white ball trick shots.. lol..
cant remember much le la..
after that rush back to play captain's ball for sports com..
although never play much la, i juz love running around..
may b i hav crazy legs that i cant control.. hahaha..
nearly won lo.. but nvm, winner only got 'winner' name nia.. lol..
dun need so ping ming..
after match then go staff lounge lo..
1st time.. got alot first time in life, but only few significant..
hmm, this 1st time can also count ba.. i guess?? haha..

thurs 27th another cool day.. lol lor..
i woke up & watch KIBA anime & it started wif a kiss..
hmmm only ate junk food for lunch.. then damn hungry lo..
go club watch OverTheHedge for 2nd time.. lol..
ate dinner quite early, so now i am starving le.. =S
went meeting that i dun need to b present la.. lol..
but also got discuss something bout the event i planning la..
after that, duno go where le.. lol..
then go home le lo..

i'm thinking of changing my blog link to learnsmart.blogspot.com leh..
any views bout it?? plz tag truthfully..
however, if those really cant tahan de, they still hav to go..
i will personally delete them.. lol.. kidding la..
hav fun!!! gota sleep le..
miz u miz me.. nightz!!!

2006-07-26T01:10:00.000+08:00

didnt know i can influence people de..
1 day no blog then wan my life le.. haha..
so dangerous de people.. i scare them sia..

well anyway, there's a slight change..
Sher wana b my kor bcuz Qiuu is my jie le..
once again she said that i got jie le, so not unique..
so she wana b kor..
however when i met her, she say muz treat her nice..
i dun treat bro nice de ok?? haha..
then she wana change back to jie again..
so.. YA..
QiuHui my jie..
think she looks good in her formal..
haha.. not everyone wear le will very nice de lo..

suddenly family member increase very significantly..
well, fish still got strong will, wan stay at frens..
think she kinda cool la.. got fish look..
i know the fish language lo.. blurp blurp blurp mah..
hmm can say she duno me much ba since her sixth sense abit off de..

well monday nothing much la..
juz go school for IDEA module ba..
then after lesson go club eat wif frens lo..

today then fun.. lol..
woke up then it was raining & dun wear formal le lo..
wana wear bcuz fish got presentation then call me wear mah..
next time i wear ok?? haha..
went school for impromtu presentation lo..
bcuz didnt know i was going to present then juz anyoldhow humtum lo..
follow the slides & talk.. i actually get abit stress bout how to present bcuz i duno wat to say de.. so sianz..
met fish, tc & sq for 1st lunch in fc6 lo..
they say i very sad.. loner run around..
is i very random, sometimes go here go there..
eat finish then they go class & i continue to pei Sher jie/kor..
haha until 2 then i go CRS..
4pm go club lo.. slack abit..
solo draw ontography bcuz others got things to do..
after awhile then anyhow draw a small guy char..
btw, i seldom or dun draw de..
at moz, i juz shade paper only.. lol..
soon, someone suggested pool..
i was lik 'POOL?!?!' bcuz i wana play..
go take lift then SiSuo touched my butt..
'touch need pay de leh' haha..
took mrt then nearly got outcast..
lucky got in lo.. but squeeze until butt nearly outside door..
evil kimbo & zinc say not their problem.. haha..
btw, got kim,zinc, SiSuo & Samantha go play..
hmm actually i play pool for fun nia..
then got 1 guy ask me wana play punch..
of coz not la.. lose le muz pay leh.. haha..
then he say pay 1 buck to play wif me..
of coz accept.. 1 buck to pool fund mah..
haha nearly won lo.. wif not even 100% concentration..
first time got such weird person come ask this thing..
cool la, boost my confidence.. lol..

here, i wana apologise to KIMBO..
sorry for ur lame leg.. haha..
i think ball got magnetic field then attract to kimchi..
think is very pain la, so really very paiseh..
treat u water ok?? dun angry..
angry will hav wringle & exploded-hair de..
so muz forgive & forget.. haha..

thats bout it le ba.. blog again tml..
miz u miz me.. hahaha.. nightz!!

2006-07-24T00:06:00.000+08:00

bio clock woke me at 11am & i've been watchin AirGear anime until lunch..
finished watching anime & eating, then went Westmall check out phones lo..
wana change phone for very long le.. but the price of phone i wan keep dun1 to drop lo..
persistent sia.. u know motorola L6 & L7 only little diff on the outside..
so got cheated all the way to Westmall walk walk eat eat take a look..
anyway, i saw XueJia jie, QiuHui & Amee.. haha so thats good enuf for me..
Westmall nothing to walk de la.. got food dare in the main lobby..
1 that interests me is a ice cream stall..
Japan de famous green tea ice cream ba.. it is imported de lo..
every1 that buys need to wait awhile bcuz for each ice cream, they hav to refill the ice cream dispenser..
duno how to describe la.. juz that the queue never seem to decrease..
i thinking of eating lo.. but sick mah.. eat le will worse..
the green tea ice cream is really green dao~~~
so tempting.. yummy yum yum..
i was standing on the 2nd floor watching people buy the ice cream lo..
went home & eat dinner lo..
nothing much to do except to watch channel u..
ZhongYiDaGeDa & Marry A Rich Man..

guess many people tries to hide their feelings infront of people..
how many can really do so?? only pro can mah.. haha..
may b i am 1 of the pros?? or half of them..
its definitely not fun hiding, but it can help others too..

btw, i think i so slim bcuz i eat very slow..
people say i finish 1 mouth then digest le..
thats y there is no fats.. haha..
the point is i really eat very slow.. lol..
nightz!!

2006-07-22T23:43:00.000+08:00

MAHJONG SESSION!!!
today had it wif HanWei, YanZhi & WenBin..
its juz play for fun de.. no money de..
only play finish 1 dong which is lik 16 rounds at least..
it took us lik 2hours 30mins??
hmm after counting chips, i won 9 bucks..
haha.. quite cool for first timer.. think they let water de la..
funny moments to me are the laming part whnever we can link wif stuffs..
then still got when i ask if certain things can HU or not..
juz when i ask, WenBin will throw out my HU tile.. haha.. it happened 2 times..
hmm other than that, today jiu zhe yang le lo..
chatting in the night..

btw, now Shermian is my jie too..
however, i'm not her did.. i'm her mei.. how strange can it b?
reasons gave was bcuz i'm cute rather than shuai & can bully me more when i mei not didi..
hmm i think free labour is the important part, but she didnt say that.. haha..
come to think of it.. only chat for lik 3 or 4 days only..
family lik growing bigger sia..

Barney song
iloveu,uloveme,werhappyfamily,wifagreatbighug&akissfrommetou,wunusayulovemetoo..
cool rite?? sing it when u feel u are high enuf..
actually theres another version of the song..
ihateu,uhateme,letsgoout&killBarney,wifagunshotbangbang,Barneyonthefloor,
nomorepurpledinosuar.. lol.. sadist version..

think thats it for now.. nightz everyone..

2006-07-22T02:01:00.000+08:00

21st july 2006
went boonlay wif my real bro to play initial D bout noon..
then lost to a kid who used gear 6 cars to win me.. sobs lo..
kinda rush to school to see if can celebrate a gal de birthday..
when i reached, they juz went off.. lol.. so nvm lo..
got to play mind games wif kim,xiangbin,sly,yonghui,candy & mark..
haha johnny wush is enuf for the short moment.. haha..
do until so obvious then they know.. haha..
then ate ice kacang for lunch leh..
other than that is slack le lo..
around dinner time go town wif shermian,siyu,xuejia jie,zinc,rain & kim..
haha.. was lik lame-ing all the way la.. saliva not enuf to entertain them..
then still free labour for sher.. she keep wan me to b her mei..
or should i say siyu also wan me b mei but not as enthu as sher..
dinner drank 1 large coke lo.. but still thirsty after awhile.. haha..
went buy cake for Leon bcuz his birhday.. then Siyu ask me if i got lighter..
so rude sia.. do i really really look lik someone who smokes?? hahaha..
played guessfist wif xuejia jie & i win.. played ScissorPapperStone wif Sher & i lost.. sian lo.. lol..
after waiting for quite a moment then Sher go crazy le.. wana play lighter.. hahaa..
sang birthday song to Leon & end of day lo..
nightz!!

2006-07-20T23:28:00.000+08:00

HALOHA!!!
hmm recently due to the great influence of blog hoppers,
this blog is no longer safe from personal secrets..
haiz blog ar blog.. cant tell u my personal feelings sia..
anyway, i think i am not going to think bout relationship stuffs for now..
bcuz think le = headache.. however, gal searching is still part of my agendas..
more of being frens now.. wait until suitable then confirm then poach then settle..
relationship hard to judge wat is fair la.. may b bcuz its unfair in the 1st place??

btw, here to annouce MingXuan(MX) is my god bro..
messing wif him is also messing wif me..
however, i dun hav the power to protect him even if he gets bully.. lol..
so no biggy.. bully him by all means.. lol kidding la..
today is first session of meeting wif him as bros..
he's cool as always.. walking style, way he talk & actions.. OMG lo..
i think we are really quite same.. we are cute & shuai guys.. lol..
warn u all ar, dun throw slipper in my face & there..
other spots are fine wif me.. lol..
hmm today is longest stay for him le ba.. until quite late..
play initial d too.. next time going to play together..
may b ask kim along lo.. kim muz reply hoh.. going??

i today wear long sleeve only then jiu arouse alot people de attention..
first thing in the morning go class tio shoot liao..
1st wave---> woah!!!
after going to toilet come back(2nd wave)---> wear so nice go date/prom ar??
then go club still got ask me things.. 'today wear so nice for wat?? got presentation ar??'
my standard answer is 'i wear for fun de' hahhaha..
once in awhile muz wear nice to impress people mah..
or how to attract people?? cant always do wif bermudas.. haha..
the way i see it, the shirt dun look formal to me..
may b is bcuz long sleeve ba..

hmm guess recently appearing in club is useful..
know many seniors & they get to know me.. say my name duno how many times le..
may b i should treat it as my second home from now on..
but go there really very slack leh.. nothing to do..
if i got a windows laptop then it will b so wonderful..
then can do my assignments there & socialise in the process..
sian ar.. no money!!!!
ok la.. enuf le.. nightz!!

2006-07-19T00:08:00.000+08:00

this time i really forgot that i even had a blog..
now i shall blog for story of my life once again..
in these few months, great, wonderful & many splendid things happened..
however, i can only think of few at this moment..
this year i had the best birthday ever.. 17th jun 2006
it took place over 3 days with diff totally diff groups of people..
during these 3 days, i had 3 cakes which got me fat juz a little..

first day was on 16th..
i went Kbox wif bel,delia & teo.. this time i wasnt shy.. they are my buddies..
i really lik it compared to last year's bcuz i wasnt comfortably wif it last year..
i obviously know i dun sing well, but i still sing to my heart is content..
parts where i sing ok & i purposely sing zhao xia.. cool when they dun say i sux..
instead of singing properly on sofa, we stood on sofa..
blackforest cake was there, but after that become in our stomach le.. lol..
end of day i got to know delia better of her stuffs..

after i got home, i got to know this gal..
i shall b talkin bout her later..

2nd day 17th
i went PlazaSing to watch benchwarmers wif Valerie & Vivian..
they showed sincerity to wish me happy birthday bcuz i know they got tight pockets..
they bought a shirt for me.. kinda lik it la..
the movie was funny lik hell.. predictable but funny..
LAUGHING ALL THE WAY??
after movie then go walk walk lo.. trying to waste time..
it comes to a point that the gals go home & i hav to waste even more time alone..
i went shopping alone.. trying a pair of pants i lik, but didnt buy bcuz its 65..
this kinda thing cant juz spend lik that bcuz i knew i spent alot juz for my birthday celebrations..
so didnt lo.. reason that i didnt go home straight was juz to meet up wif the gal i knew the night b4..
although its juz a meet up for lik 10 mins or so, it alright for me..

3rd day 18th i had pool session wif ben, eileen, hueyteng, yanzhi & hanwei..
hueyteng was late bcuz she ALWAYS sleep late..
we were supposed to meet around 11 ba, but she woke up at 11..
then kinda cute bcuz when she reached, she only ate a ice cream cone for lunch.. lol..
i know pool for birthday celebration kinda boring la..
but its lik meeting frens more important.. thus, we only play until 3 or so..
they kinda lik wana give me surprise then buy cake & come my house..
but obviously i know la.. still muz act gong abit.. lol..
or else next year dun wan help me celebrate le.. hahaaa..

hmm coming back to topic...
i was going to talk bout the gal..
i met her in camp.. knew her through msn, juz lik moz of the gals.. lol..
believe it or not, first look captured me le.. haha..
but this time is lik me being da pai.. da pai de feeling so shiok la..
she added me lik 2 months after camp??
may b bcuz i joined a club then she remembered me ba..
after knowing her for lik 1 month, think she is lik the ideal gf le lo..
things juz happened here and there.. cant predict de..
but god knows?? she's not available anymore le.. saddening rite??
i know, but NVM.. haha.. juz change target lo.. normal reaction..
hope their relationship bliss.. they hav my blessings.. hehehe..

i still think my principles haven really change..
i still finding a gal for stable relationship..
well time is precious.. i hope it is on boxing day.. juz lik wat my xiuyi jie..
i know that i still haven got to my best performance..
i gota buck up & b at the top of the mountain peak..
wana lame then jiu lame to the highest level..
going to bi men shiu lian.. train my XM power to the highest..
b it in soccer, basketball or watever.. thrash anything in my way.. lol..
hard to accomplish but muz try la..
see slippers coming in my way, i SIAM!! lol lor..
i need to fulfill my wish & promise..
this year is very very important year for me..

btw, recently i go MIT club quite regular le..
still gota learn to cope wif homework lo.. bcuz go club then hard to maintain..
kinda a add on to my current lifestyle..

2006-03-27T15:05:00.000+08:00

b4 the 2nd month anniversary of my blog dead session,
i guess i juz hav to stop it from happening..

after i got 15 points for L1R4, i thought it was a bad thing..
my results not much difference from my bro mah..
didnt expect my mum to b satisfied..
so i decided to choose banking as my first choice..
considering 15 points should b abled to get in mah, so i had a hard time deciding wat to put as my first choice bcuz it may b my only choice..
banking went in first, then sec i anyhow put liao lo.. i put games design..
i was surprised when i got into games design..
15 points should get in the banking mah.. diao..
izit bcuz of my humanities that pulled me out of the course??
lik so crapped up bcuz the requirement is that i sat for humanities paper..
didnt say i muz excel in the subject or something.. other grades are acceptable mah..
so didnt know wat to do la.. so i went out on 3rd March to watch a movie & treat Vivian for lunch..
that night i didnt tell my mum that i got into games design instead of banking bcuz i wana watch finale of a tv series on channel 8 de 9pm show.. bout lawyers de la..
didnt wan her to spoil it mah.. then told her the other day..
my parents were ok wif it.. duno wats wrong wif them.. all worst kind of situations didnt even took place..
heard good things from frens.. so everything sounds nice.. didnt think bout appealing, until my bro came home from his NS camp.. he was talking to my parents..
after alot of things, it felt lik a bomb dropped from the sky..
it was not actually nice things, he told me to appeal.. however, it was already after 2nd working day le.. y didnt he say it earlier??
i thought the course is not so bad mah.. anyway, cant appeal le might as well continue.. then i continued lo.. haha..

1 of the weekends, i went to Malaysia.. not wif my family, but AlvinTeo's..
went there to shop and walk walk lo.. main things is bout ps2 stuffs..
wan buy shoe but no size.. shops that we(alvin & me) went dun hav my size..
apparently, Malaysian dun hav shoe size startin from 9 & above.. wat crap is that..
i only know i went to Quicksilver shop & saw a pair of shorts that cost 250RM..
crapper sia.. my bugget for shorts will not go over 60.. 60 is already exp for me..

i was playing everyday.. alternating days, i went out to do poly stuffs & play..
poly is really a hassle, a pain in the ass.. y so much things to do..
the most memorable is only the medical checkup i had..
first time AlvinTeo & me go to JurongEast wana check up.. the clinic was so freeakin small.. go in le also no1 ask us wana checkup or wat.. stand there awhile, we decided to checkup the next morning.. saw BoonChoon, Amin & Khairul.. Alvin said he wana eat some bread & drink milo.. he also offered to treat me milo..
seems to us that he kena conned.. the hot milo costs $1, ice milo $1.20 2 pieces of bread $1.20.. after that we going to JurongPoint to play arcade mah..
on our way, a guy came smiling & said, 'wana run away ar?? see me then run'
Alvin saw him ba, but i really didnt.. i didnt even care.. obviously seeing him taking a folder, i knew he wanted as to donate..
i will not donate unless my frens wan.. i once heard that they get duno 20% or 30% of the money.. so i will not wan to donate if possible..
finished playing arcade, we saw the same guy who asks for donation..
he was poaching somebody else & i didnt wan to bother bout him.. juz get out of the area as soon as possible..
the next morning, had $2 breakfast wif HanWei & Alvin at Mac..
after that go Woodlands medical checkup lo..
the civics centre only had escalator until 3rd floor while the clinic at 4th floor..
so lame lo.. DOTZ!!
haven 8.30 & the place open liao le.. bluff me sia..
anyway, we went there to get queue number bcuz haven start registration of the counters.. Alvin got 7 while i got 11.. wat the hell?? we look lik the boss of 7-11??
went there together but got diff numbers?? crappo dinosaurs sia..
the clinic was bigger than the JurongEast de FREAKIN small clinic..
the price was 6 bucks more.. kinda worthed it la..
firstly, i went to a station then waited outside.. didnt know i hav to go in first..
then lik idiot lo.. after that, the gal who is suppose to b nurse didnt wear lik a nurse.. well she was pleasing to eye la.. first sentence was to take off my shoes..
?.? i didnt wear shoe.. slippers that is.. then take height & measurement..
she lik playing guessing show lo.. keep ask if i know my weight or height..
then urine test.. lucky i didnt let it out b4 the test..
blood pressure was odd.. got 2 readings mah, 1 normal but another not normal..
may b too cold then i was shivering.. i took around 4 or 5 times then settled it..

next station was X-ray.. juz a moment exposed to radiation..
gals will b more trouble.. guys juz take off shirt mah..
after that, wait for doctor's consultation & finish whole thing le..
while waiting, i went to the toilet then got embarrassing moment..
only 2 people know it.. hahahah.. it was funny..
doctor's consultation was lame too.. almoz nothing..
go in then the next thing u know, OUT!!

enrolment day give de appointment also no use..
went there then know need queue number..
if i knew, i would hav been there in the morning..
from 1pm until 4.30pm lo..
alot of people.. bengs, lians, geeks, all sorts..
i think i dun a good impression of my course ba..
after whole enrolment still need go to see camps & CCAs..
y dun they juz show during the CCA week?? so dotz lo..
bcuz out of 80 over clubs, i think they only showed 20+..

many asked if they should buy laptops from school..
laptops are okok from anywhere u buy la..
juz that school de only limits u to some mah..
if people take note, they should hav go to IT fair rather than school..
there got lots of brands.. prices vary too..
on the last day, u should b able to get some great deals..
but mized it already.. now buying from school may b cheaper than outside..
so people get to choose between cheap & wat they really wan..

thought of if there is too much coincidences, then izit really coincidences??
or are they fated?? cant really b proved..

2006-02-11T01:41:00.000+08:00

i think i figured out y got fireworks at Esplande le..
its for the 15 days of CNY ba.. so everynight bout 9.30pm..
go catch it b4 its too late.. tata..

2006-02-10T23:21:00.000+08:00

9th Feb was results' day's eve..
i really had no mood to work bcuz i haven really go throught courses slip or watever.. however, i cant get replacement.. so juz hav to work lo..
so damn sian la.. lucky i was alone.. change the CNY music to radio..
so nan ting sia.. i think the radio will attract more customers lo.. i once heard a singer at the nearby pub sing wif the radio lo..
i thought it will b a boring night at the place bcuz nothing much surprises me anymore.. i was even given a task to accomplish which is to write the date on all hand written shelf tickets.. surprise of surprises, a BIG FLYING bug flew in..
big bugs is still quite ok la.. BIG FLYING bug is a BIG NONO..
i was coming up wif a plan to catch the bug when it stops flying..
horror of horrors, it started hopping lik a grasshopper.. wah kao so damn disgusting lo.. how am i gona catch that?? or even get close to that??
interfered wif my progress of my task lo.. hav to get it out of MY SHOP no matter wat de.. so LingJiYiDong, i went to get the broom.. put scotchtape at a plastic bag & tie the plastic bag to the broom.. stick it le then tie in the plastic bag & put it at outside de rubbish bin.. my heart was poppin when i went close to tie the plastic bag lo.. *please dun jump out, especially not in the direction of my face* lol..
when closing, got a problem wif the money.. short 25 cents for me.. 55 cents for the aunty there.. i was wondering since when i short money de.. only a few times out of so many days.. a thought of the aunty kope the 25 cents to return her 55 cents..
if she really did it, i will not pity her any longer & want to quit ASAP..
then went home together wif a staff at funan de.. had quite a good chat wif her.. thats y i lik talkative people.. haha..
got AlvinTeo out to pei me eat my dinner.. i didnt know cant withdraw 10 bucks from atm de.. lowest is 20.. haha i am so pumpkin.. first time withdraw money mah, cant blame.. juz to eat MacDonalds de FAN-TASTIC.. lol..
after that went his house to play lo.. see his new renovated room.. got a car models.. play dai di until 1.40 then i go home..
bath everything until 3 plus then can sleep.. bcuz hair muz b dry mah or else old le get fengshi..

10th Feb.. this morning woke up early lo.. dun hav my 8 hours beauty sleep leh.. bcuz i going to HanWei house get back my laptop.. haha.. after that was Mac Lunch..
then juz walk around lot1.. go school meet some people.. lik my meizi lo.. then go see dance room.. so nice.. juz lik a pro dancing studio.. haha.. something near that la.. after that was Ms Sim de talk.. always unwelcome.. haha.. actually i was not a bit nervous bout my results de lo.. bcuz everything is already decided.. but i wasnt getting my results yet bcuz mine is at the back.. so darn slow.. starting to hav the nervous feeling le.. may b thats the bad omen ba.. when my results slip came, i had nothing to say..
first was my english 6.. i gong liao.. so lan.. i wanted a B lo..
then CombineHumanities 7.. WTH!! i did study ok?? thought it was easy??
e maths also disappointing la.. 2.. was expecting 1??
a maths 3.. it was very unexpected bcuz i was F9 student mah.. then i thought my max is only 4.. didnt know can get 3 de.. thanks to AlvinTeo & Christabel..
CombineScience 1.. expected.. really thanks to AlvinTeo..
Chinese 3.. retaking was not a waste.. worthed it.. or i will b same as my bro le.. 16 pointer..
quite depressed bout it ba.. juz hope i get into wat i wan..
went to HanWei house to de-stress.. he got a celebration meal.. i had a part of it.. hahaha.. fried chicky woh.. i guess i am going too heaty liao.. everyday is fried food for me.. this isnt the way it should b.. no more fried food for the moment ba.. or i will get sick.. during the days i'm sick, i cant exercise & will continue to grow fat.. haha..

btw, had a busy time opening & reading sms these 2 days.. all bout good luck & ask for my results de.. haha..
thats bout it.. nightz..

2006-02-07T23:46:00.000+08:00

never did i know that my next entry is so soon..
i actually forgot blogging the hottest news to me..
O level results this friday.. OMG!!
dun hav any XinLiZhunBei leh.. haha..
i still never go through the courses..
think i am getting myself stuck in SP ba..
courses unknown too, probably Finance..
everything is being decided wif my results..
good thing that i'm still sleeping soundly where a small portion goes cranked up until they cant even sleep.. fortunately, i dun hav any frens lik that.. or i didnt talk to frens that are having isomia.. hahha..

today i bought a big bottle of Ribena syrup..
it helps wif healthy teeth, i think..
think i will take a hell long time for me to finish it..
Ribena, anyone?? come my house get it lo..
leave my address unknown here.. lol..
cya!!

2006-02-07T22:36:00.000+08:00

another post of philosophy..
ever heard of 'the moment when someone come out of the batheroom is the most attractive'??
i think i heard it from somewhere.. probably from a movie.. lol..
thinkin bout it for quite awhile.. its moz likely to b true ba bcuz i am the someone.. hahaha.. okok enuf of bhb stuff..
people might think wats happenin to me, suddenly wif so CRAZY stuffs..
1 possibility is i'm being affected by a CRAZY gal.. however, due to technical problems, the name cannot freakingly b shown on my screen.. i only haven the courage to press until the 6th letter of the name, then its backspace already.. lol juz kidding la..
another possibility is that rite now, i am very happy as in HIGH!! haha!!

people say yesterday is history, tml is mystery & today is a gift..
thats y it is call present..
well today is quite a great gift for me..
after 16 1/2 years of living, i finally got my bank acc..
i had no clue wat was the requirement for it..
practically got into the bank & waited for my turn..
soon enuf, i was done wif a bank book & card..
the gift is not bout an acc, but a gift of 900 plus bucks from my mum..
actually juz need 1 dollar to open acc for a KID mah..
i didnt think she will give me so much.. may b 100??
so its really a gift..

what a short entry, but b satisfied wif it ba..
patience is the key..
wait dearly for the next 1.. ;)
Cya ArOuNd!!

2006-02-04T01:49:00.000+08:00

Btw, 3rd Feb got fireworks at esplanade at 9.30pm after my work.. its kinda surprising bcuz i didnt know y got.. anyone can tell me wat was it for??
i had no idea..

2006-02-04T00:53:00.000+08:00

Qing Ai de Du Zhe Peng You, Wo Shi Ni Men de Dai Ban Blogger..
xiang zao ni pei wo yi qi liao liao zhe yi tian..
listen up yo!!

1st Feb i went on a journey to CCK park wif HanWei..
its tiring after gaining some good quantity of fats through CNY..
we only managed to run there & walked back to YewTee.. hahhaa..
2 dollar meal as usual & home to bath..
i went his house to play until 7 & off to lot1 to meet Cheyenne to celebrate her birthday.. actually not so much of celebrating birthday.. haha.. juz go there watch movie and eat nia.. to me, more of meeting sec frens ba.. miz them so much.. we watched 'CheaperByTheDozen2'.. yeah!! its a comedy.. actually, i viewed the movie de video clips liao.. so know quite a few funny parts.. so i didnt laugh lots throughout the movie.. not in the mood as in very very funny, but its ok.. not much chatting juz a short while.. juz wish it was a whole day event for pool.. it would b even better.. haha.. chat & play..

2nd Feb i went HanWei house at 11 plus in the morning.. lik 1st time so early go his house.. normally afternoon de.. went there eat lunch then tried to play dota.. so suay bcuz many students havin school & there wasnt many people playing..
went home at 2 to get ready to go out..
i went to Carmen de house to bai nian bcuz long time never see her mum le mah..
miz everyone there.. at first, the atmosphere was really weird.. HAO QI GUAI OH~!!
all elders outside.. then only Jaymen.. but he seems to forget me le.. thus, feeling quite lonely.. nothing much interests me there.. haha.. after awhile, all the guys were in & play BlackJack lo.. i lost happily.. people may think i crazy.. but i really brought money to lose.. juz my luck that i didnt lose all.. haha..
went to KTV at their condo.. basically old songs & i duno how to sing.. few new songs, but wif old MTV.. haha so funny..so we play BlackJack again lo.. DaiDi without stakes was fun.. didnt win at all until last round sia.. still got 1 round i didnt even put 1 card sia.. so diao..

3rd feb i stayed at home until 4 then go work lo..
i watched FullMetalAlchemist de movie..
2 brothers that were separated by 2 worlds..
elder bro went to a place wif no alchemy(magic if u dun understand) to save his dying xiaodi.. then separate le lo..
on a journey to find each other..
a terrible price to b paid to meet each other..
elder brother went back to the no alchemy world to stop the disaster..
but his xiaodi dun1 to b separated again, so he joined his bro even if it means sacrificing alchemy.. another journey begins..
bonds are really essential or it will b juz lik atomic bomb.. KABOOM!!
bcuz without bonds, things go unstable..
some kind of philosophy aa??
time to go!! nightz!!

2006-02-01T23:36:00.000+08:00

basically, CNY is quite alright for me this year..
only some unusual things happen.. i will name them..

first, it was my contacts..
i was wearing it when my parents rush me for dinner..
then i very fast get the contacts in lo..
after i wash my hands, i found that 1 of my eye was blur.. its gone.. nowhere to b found.. think i washed it down the pipe ba, so i took out the 1 in my eye and washed away lo.. so damn wasted lo.. the 1 month contacts only wear for few days nia..
it taught me a lesson that i need to check b4 i can confirm the contacts are really in my eye..

second was bout my meals..
i think i had a phobia of eating ba..
think i was stuffed until my stomach jammed..
caused a mental freakout in me where i dun even know when u'm hungry..
state where my mental tells me i'm hungry & my stomach tells me i'm full or mental tells me i'm full & my stomach tells me i'm hungry..
its really torturing.. i think i ate until i nearly puke lo, but my mum says, 'others wan eat also dun hav ar'
win liao lo.. still can say wat..

i'm definitely changing..
last time when my cousins come my house, i dun wana give them play my com..
bcuz they seemed so fake de lo..
dun mind if they juz ask me to play, but they will say, 'how?? very bored leh.. i nothing to do..' then sian diao le.. those who knows me will understand abit..
but now when they come, wat they wan i juz oblige lo.. try to dote them juz lik how my aunt dote me..
mindsets changes when people grow.. rite now i try to bond wif my family too..
more wif my bro bcuz he not everyday home de mah.. he come back from camp then also REN wif the not so pleasing de things lo.. yes, muz REN!!
the way of ninja.. haha..

recently i hav been having dreams..
dreams dreams dreams.. not those dirty types but something even better..
its adventure types.. everyday different?? all very dangerous de.. its either live or die.. but that makes me wan to sleep even more.. dun wana wake up from my dreams..
pee time also muz b delayed.. but always dun remember wat i dream de.. next time i try to describe it rite after my sleep ba..
may b 1 day i will become some movie script writer.. hahaha..
nightz!!

2006-01-28T23:50:00.000+08:00

HEY, chi fan le mah?? IF NOT, jiu dao MACDONALDS!!
MacDonalds xin jie shao, FAN-TASTIC!!
lol.. thats my new way of greeting.. cool aa??
the FAN-tastic rap song is so hippy..
duno where can get the song leh.. haha..
some people dun believe that a burger's bread can b replaced by rice..
haha thats y u will know it when u eat it!!
some will ponder y this FAN-TASTIC burger dun hav the rap promotion??
u rap the whole thing then 1 free burger?? haha..
bcuz FAN-TASTIC is too popular until no need this type of promotion le ba..
anyway, i duno.. all these is crap wif HanWei de..

well, WISH EVERYONE HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!
how often do people get to see fireworks??
i juz got the chance to see fireworks..
not juz from 1 place, but 1 look from my place can see Malaysia..
its as if u stand at the beach & u get a view of all things..
its pretty cool man.. then fireworks everywhere..
seems to me that Malaysia quite rich leh..
keep havin fireworks de..
b4 countdown, countdown, after countdown also hav..

talking bout CNY, sure will think of ang bao..
hmm, i dun think i get much bcuz only 2 relative..
at moz, 200?? mainly bcuz my aunt always give 100 de..
so dote us sia.. so next time i hav to dote her kids..
then how many people will hav over 4000 cash in their pockets??
well, i had it once while i was working..
u can clearly see 1 thick bundle of $50 dollar notes..
wah so tempting & scary la..
tempting is bcuz i never had so much money b4, not even after i work lo..
somemore is cash leh.. if i lose juz a $50 note, i will heart pain sia.. work so hard then need to deduct from my pay.. NO WAY!!
so i had to b real careful dealin wif those money..

btw, i think i am gona get a PS2(SLIM) soon..
b it wif my angbao money or pay.. its the same to me..
haha.. anyway, i'm juz chippin in to buy..
1/3?? so around 130 bucks.. sure will buy other craps..
so for me, i think will spend 180?? think so..
cant wait to get it & play all i wan.. bcuz online games is gettin BORING..
so long never touch them le la..
going to buy Warcraft battlechest too..
65 bucks bcuz i ask LunYi to buy for me..
then next time i can play Dota wif my buddies liao..
then i will b busy enuf le ba?? occupy my time..
by then, HanWei will b relieved since i not going his house whenever i'm free.. hahaha..
then i will not drink so much Teh too..
HanWei said got caffine is Teh, so i guess i better dun drink so much..
i dun wana to b addicted to it..
may b buy less tit-bits.. wun grow fat too.. haha..

do u know gals hav twice the rate of havin depression compared to guys??
its not crap for this.. its reported on a magazine..
so gals out there b careful.. do de-stress once in a while.. or else get depression le will make surrounding members suffer quite alot.. haha..
i heard from 98.7fm de grouptherapy which helps to give solutions to a problem..
then one day, its bout how guys should treat gals that are having PMS.. then 1 very special solution that stays in my mind is , 'try to b nice to her, if it dun work, scold her or mistreat her.. bcuz may b that will do the job..' btw, the solution is from a gal.. quite unique, but the Deejay said, 'NONONO!!! THATS SUICIDE for guys!!'
i think i will stick wif the Deejay ba..
however, i may wan to try the unique solution.. haha..
may not hav the chance bcuz i dun even know when a gal havin PMS.. haahaa!!

On CNY eve, i woke up only at 1pm lo..
hmm, i cleaned my room for the day ba..
try to make the visible dust that was collected from last year vanish..
tidied up my room.. now it looks so pleasing to eye..
time to hav a good night's sleep to reward self..
nightz!!

2006-01-21T01:29:00.000+08:00

music or sounds actually does affect our life alot..
it can change ur mood very easily..
imagine a spider wif very lively music.. it will b a cute spider..
if u play horror footstep sounds then the spider will seem scary..
thus, a horror movie without isnt really a horror at all..
there was once i watched Ju-On2 in jap without subtitles..
sounds were there, but i duno wat they talkin.. best thing was to make myself enjoy, so i came up wif lots of crap to turn the movie into a comedy.. of coz i dub my voice as they talk.. hahaha..
so we hav many different kind of music..
at least, i listen to many, to suit diff mood..
some people may know wat i listen to..
lots of genres, lots of languages..
dun understand wat other languages, but can get into the mood can le..
some people juz dun lik wat i lik..
well, u know wat??
i juz dun give a damn..
i lik being myself..
if its hard to please someone, juz dun please them..
lik it or leave it.. full stop.. the end..

wat are the things i lik bout my job??
if u ask me, it will b stocking up stuffs, satisfying the customers & slackin..
stockin up uses physical strength, but i lik it bcuz i'm sporty..
satisfy customer le, will give self satisfaction mah.. hahaa..
slackin of coz good la.. it means i'm free..
at end of moz workin days, i will hav to deal wif cash..
counting money that is not mine is very pathetic..
but its something lik a small banker?? next time i may b a big banker..
wat it feels lik to hold so much money that i never get??
only hold mah.. where got wat feeling?? juz a few papers in hand.. haha..

right now its very quiet..
i lik a very soothing song 'LittleBoy' by FangZuMing..
time to go.. cya!!

2006-01-19T14:18:00.000+08:00

i'm tryin to change my style of bloggin..
quality is better than quantity, rite??
i always hav a goal.. its to find my gal..
the journey is long, but my heart will go on..
Vivian said this year the love life of people of snake year will b good..
on top of that, i read a magazine horoscope that says Gemini people will also find their love.. i dun usually believe in these things bcuz i think it cant happen to everyone..
i am borned in snake year & i'm a Gemini..
that means i'm going double lucky..
i think when i get into a poly or jc, something good will happen..
in a matter of fact, my life already kinda changing..
recently, i always get to meet frens..
b it going to work or going out..
guess thats wat happens when i go out more often ba..

i'm finally getting my first pay le.. after a month..
think its around 400 ba.. since not everyday work..
going to get my clothes for new year & fill up more space in my closet..
days without work is kinda simple..
for example,past 3 days i slept 8 hours then go jog & eat breakfast wif HanWei..
only tuesday didnt jog bcuz i was too tired.. after that we go back to our separate homes.. i will go over his house around 3 ba.. everytime i keep say i will go over at 2pm or something, but keep shift the time la..
i will bring things to his house eat.. lik sweets or snacks..
then we will play game until 7.. watch tv, eat dinner, watch tv,play game..
play until 12 midnight then go home sleep..
hope i dun get banned from going to his house bcuz i play too much le..
today i'm workin & he's kinda busy.. so i stayed home..
i hav been tryin to get back to maple, but cant find back the same motivation as before le.. juz play lo, since every morning so many students studyin & maple so little people..

my mum is also changing.. may b fear of getting old ba..
think she now getting prettier le ba..
i still remembered when i was small, i dun even know how people look at my parents.. when i grow older, i didnt want my classmates or friends see my parents bcuz i'm abit sensitive ba.. when i get into secondary, i dun care how students look at my parents, but still a bit reluctant la..
simply, i kinda not proud of my parents ba..
juz leave it at that for now ba.. i'm bored!!
time to work le.. gtg cya!!